I'm a fallen soul,
Just like a wandering troll,
I'm constantly urging for the matter,
Just as mind always shows us disaster.
I get up,
Yet I slip down,
I'm very careless,
Just as a circus clown.
The muddy material existence,
Sometimes becomes a trap,
And it likes to get me in a trance,
Where I'm falling down,
Into the depth of darkest material sea,
And thus it makes me distract.
I'm like a particle of dust on Your lotus feet,
That's so unfortunate,
That it leaves Your association,
Just by being attracted,
Towards the false muddy manifestation.
I knew I will only drown,
Deep down
Into this mud trap,
And yet I extended my legs,
And stepped on it again.
O Supreme Lord,
I'm so stupid,
I'm heartless.
You still continue to love me,
You get anxious if I start to turn away.
And yet my crazy self don't realize this,
Fact so true,
About You,
That You,
Who is the most attractive person,
Will always love me
For eternity.
The fact I don't realize ever,
Is that You just want only one simple thing,
From all Your beloved beings,
To simply fall in deep eternal love with You,
And just always say 'I do'
To the question asked by us,
Whether I love You or not.
But stupid me,
I always fall for unnatural things,
Ignoring such a lovable person,
I'm just falling for disastrous dreams.
O Supreme Lord,
I know You hear,
I'm very much guilty of my deeds,
But You know I don't have anywhere to go,
Its Your lotus feet,
That I'll always need.
For without You,
There's no reason for my breath,
For my heart beat,
For my very life.
For You are the only sight,
That I pine to see day after day,
What should I do?
Where should I go?
To rectify my mistake?