"Lālasāmayī - desiring some perfectional stage. This desiring some perfectional stage in spiritual life is not sense gratification. When one realizes something of his/her constitutional relationship with God, he/she understands his/her original posi...
World is like a spider's net I'm surrounded by it It is ultimate threat! And I keep falling for it! I keep making offenses I tend to forget His loving glances!
I used to be frustrated I thought I deserved to feel devoted I used to be depressed I thought I had already reached the ultimate level I thought I was a devotee I thought I deserved His love I thought I deserved to feel loved!
What I fool I was! I'm a fallen soul It was my choice to be here It was my choice to be a fallen soul I have been attracted towards negation Since millions of lifetimes In this material manifestation!
For is it possible to get the love I had forgotten? For is it possible to let go of negation? Is it possible to let go of the burden With which I was attached to Since so many lifetimes!
Its definitely not That's why I'm here That's why I'm fallen That's why I do offenses That's why I don't deserve it all!
But do you know? The Lord doesn't want me to be here! He thinks that I deserve it all! He says, "do not fear" He says, "come to me", For I have this attachment, Fallen desires, Illusion is my friend, How did I think I deserved it all?
It will take time I'll do offenses I'll keep tumbling down I'll break many bones But you know what? He will keep holding me up! Every time I fall down Everytime I do offenses He will be there through His devotees! Even if it doesn't seem so, Even if I'm not getting time Its all Him asking me to realize That I should give Him first priority, Its all His wonder For I'm still bound in time I'm still committing many crimes.
For I should be depressed I shouldn't be frustrated For I should become humble For I should feel I'm fallen, That's how devotees feel, right? Mistakes should make one see the light Make one see the original position Of oneself and the Supreme Lord In this wonderful manifestation I'm actually so fallen That I thought I'm not!
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