strangled thoughts

By SophisticatedNicole

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By SophisticatedNicole


I loved everything about you
Now I'm crying in this dark room
Wondering why I've been this blind
To see the pain drawn out by lies
I've seen you, too
In crowded rooms
Looking for something we've both had
But it's shaped me into something bad
Even though we will never meet again
I'm ready to start a new life
Meaningless,
Hopeful,
and Bland.

Sorry for crappy amateur rhyming but I felt in a sing song mood with depressing lyrics so this is what happens

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