That is JOE! 👆🏻
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I sat there on my spinning chair. My body was in the office but my mind was completely somewhere else. It was with Elliana.
Why was she so sad? Why did she look so bothered? Did Luke say something to her on the phone?
Ugh! I don't know and it's really annoying. I love her and I want to be with her and be there for her every second and see what's wrong but I can't. Because she won't tell me.
It's currently 8 p.m now and I really miss her. Maybe she'll come over to my house? I should call her and ask.
Just when my hand touched the phone, it started ringing. "Jesus..." I mumbled, shocked.
"Hello?"
"Hi Harry. How are you mate. Just quickly wanted to ask you something. WHERE THE FUCK IS MY DRIVER?" Luke suddenly yelled in the phone.
Goddamit! I completely forgot! I was supposed to call his stupid driver to pick him up from the airport and because Elliana was the only thing occupying my mind, I forgot.
"Oh, Fucking hell! I forgot. I'll call him right now."
"Harry! YOU--"
I hung up before he could say anything else. Annoying ass fucker. I started disliking him ever since I found out he had been with my precious Elliana for years.
Oh yeah! I was about to call her!
I grabbed the phone again after I called the driver and after entering her number, I waited for her to answer.
"Hi?" She lowly asked, sounding scared.
"Elliana? Hi love. Where are you?" I asked, getting suspicious at her long pause and tone.
"I'm at the hospital." My body jolted up and I sat straight. My heart started pounding heavily in my chest.
"What? Why? Did something happen again?" I asked, worried and scared.
"No, no Harry. It's all right. I'm just here to see... a friend." She said and I could almost hear her giggle.
What the hell? "And who is that bloody friend?" I asked now angry more than ever. I was over here scared and worried and she was over there giggling at some stupid thing.
"Joe is um... a nurse--"
"So it's a 'he'?" I almost yelled.
"Harry... calm down we are just friends! Why--"
"Which hospital?" I asked and rubbed my temples out of frustration.
"Harry no! You can't come here!" She yelled back.
"GODDAMIT! I said which hospital?" I repeated myself and this time way louder that I knew she was scared of me now.
"The hospital Luke took me to when I got sick in the office." She lowly replied, her voice shaking.
Without saying another word, I grabbed my coat and ran out of the office and to my car; heading straight for that bloody hospital. Good thing it's only 10 minutes away. So with my speed I'll be there in 5.
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. ELLIANA
"He hung up!" I said and face palmed myself.
"What did he say last?" Joe asked not at all shocked about what happened.
"I think he is headed over here..." I said and put my head in my hands, groaning.
"Well? What's the face you got? So he comes here and I can finally see him. The infamous Harry Styles!" He said and almost cheered to himself.
"I'm tired of his overprotective self. Remember I told you he was getting in a fight with a child because he was jealous?"
"Hahaha! Yes! God I wish I was there." He said and continued on laughing which earned a glare from me. And after that we were silent for some minutes.
"I don't think you should be talking to him or seeing him." He said out of the blue which made my heart stop completely as I slowly looked up at him.
"Don't you remember what he did to you back then? I watched you, each therapy session. I was there from the start of your breakdown. And I don't want to see that happening again." He sincerely said.
"Me neither but I feel like he has changed now. I feel like he is a completely different person now." I defended.
"What about Luke then?" He asked and both of us fell into silence.
I didn't know the answer, that's why I was here. To get help from him. To make a decision.
"I... don't know." I stuttered, feeling a lump rise in my throat.
"Elliana you have to choose. And by choose I mean, leave Harry and forget about him once more and continue on with Luke. You won't have a future with Harry. From what you have told me from your past relationship or now, I don't think he will be--"
"I don't want to hear it!" I yelled with tears in my eyes which made him scared.
"I don't want to hear it because I know it's the truth. I know he was the reason for all of my problems back then and now. Major problems that can't be fixed no matter..." I paused, wiping away my tears and taking a deep breath, "How much you try."
"But I love him. I have always loved him. And I don't want to admit it, and I keep telling myself that I shouldn't feel this way about someone who ruined my life even if he didn't mean to. But I still love him. Maybe even more than Luke."
"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE?" Harry slammed the door as he furiously entered.
"Well, I got to admit. He is good looking." Joe said with a smirk when his eyes landed on Harry.
"The fuck did you say?" Harry said and grabbed Joe's collar and slammed him to the wall.
"Well, He is strong too." He said with a faint laugh, struggling to breathe.
"Harry! Oh my god! Let him go!" I yelled and wiped away my tears as I stood up.
"Mate, calm down. Let's--" Joe couldn't complete his sentence when Harry squeezed his neck even more with a meniacing look on his face.
"HARRY! He is a friend! Let him go!" I yelled in his face and tugged as hard as I could on his back which made him harshly turn around and push me back harshly making me fall down to the ground.
The impact was so hard I had to close my eyes for a second because my vision blurred.
"Fuck. Holy shit. Shit. Shit. Baby are you okay? I'm sorry! I'm so fucking sorry! I didn't know--"
"It's fine." I interrupted him and slapped away his hand that was trying to help me up.
He is getting his abusive and repulsive and not caring self back. First he barges in here and embarrasses me in front of my friend and now pushes me to the ground!
Why does he always does this? Making me believe that he is changing, making me believe that he is a better person and then he ruins everything.
I don't know how to feel about his actions anymore! And I'm tired of being lost. I'm so tired of it.
"I'm heading back home. Bye Joe." I said as calm as possible and without looking back at him, went out.