Borutos pov.
I lay in bed next to the most amazing spectacular girl In the world.
she was my first kiss, she's my bestfriend and not to mention she can kick ass.
defiantly my type.
I smirk and stare at my white ceiling.
what a day!
I mean it did start off pretty crappy.
but overall it was amazing because of sara.
she fell asleep a while ago when we finished kissing.
said she was tired and didn't wanna hear my motor mouth anymore.
gave me that smile that she gives when she's worn out.
so i let it slide.
but I don't understand what she meant about motor mouth.
I mean yea I talk but do I really talk that much.
to make her tired of hearing my voice.
I extend my hand out in front of me and observe wounds I got from todays rather unwanted quest.
I hear the light snoring of Sara coming from besides me but other than that no sound.
being a ninja requires certain abilities
and one Is to never show emotion.
and that's hard.
especially with my genes.
my mom told me stories on how she would stalk dad.
and dad would tell me how it was during the ninja war and how him and uncle Sasuke had a huge fall out that made him who he was today.
so if its true that ninjas have to hide there emotions, then why is it that the best ninjas weren't able to do so?
I twist and turn in bed not able to sleep from all these thoughts growing in my mind.
the one about emotions is the one that bothers me the most.
if I couldn't hide my emotions I could get someone captured, or worse possibly killed.
the first person that came to mind was Sarada.
Her sweet smile would be gone because of me not being able to follow the simple rules of being a ninja.
I felt Sarada turn in bed and that ripped my thoughts back to reality.
she mumbled something in her sleep and that instantly reminded me of something.
Something I feel i should remember but can't.
Something I have to remember.
Something that I need in order to function.
I feel desperate and anxious.
I feel mad and oh so confused.
why why why whywhywhywhywhwywhywhy
why cant I remember?!
I cant hold it in anymore I cant.
A sudden pain swells in my stomach and I scream.
I fall to the floor and scream.
The pain rushes through my body and I scream again even louder than before.
I fell tears rushing down my face trying to escape the torture I feel inside.
I gasp for air as I hear sudden panic in the whole household.
I cant breathe.
shit
I cant fucking breathe.
i cant control my body.
I cant move.
i cant breathe.
I cant stop shacking.
Sara left me.
she left me here.
She left me and i cant breathe.
what am I going to do?!
I'm going to die.
Dammit im going to die.
I let out another scream.
Sara comes back with my parents.
she came back.
just in time to watch me die.
she grabbles my face and tells me to calm down.
I put my hand on my head and grip onto my hair I clench my jaw and close my eyes.
I let out a loud grunt and try breathing steadily.
"Hey boruto! look at me!"
I realize that I've been hearing a ringing in my ears this whole time.
The sudden intervention of her voice snaps me back and I concentrate on her eyes.
she takes of her glasses and makes it easier to concentrate.
"breathe, in and out... yeah bolt just like that..."
she repeats that sentence about 3 more times until
she stokes my face and i can breathe again.
Dad then picks me up and puts me on my bed.
him and mom have a quick discussion and come to an agreement, while Sara keeps explaining to me how to breathe despite it being something all humans know how to do.
Mom and dad then come along and ask me a few questions.
to which sara answers by saying
"don't cloud his mind any further than it already is"
she quickly apologizes but continues.
" He just went through something scary and don't you think that forcing him to answer questions right after the event is a little much for him to handle!?"
she then apologizes once more to which my mom nods.
my dad stands there with his hand on his chin and responds
"you've got yourself quite a girl there, has the attitude of her mother if I do say so myself."
he then notices a glare sara is giving him and mumbles
"and the grude of her father"
Him and mom agree to not ask further questions.
"well be awake if u need us" my mom says
"but its like 5 in the morning"
"yea hinata its like 5 in the morning" my dad grumbles as he rubs his eyes
"it doesn't matter your dad is actually about to do some work he has over due... right Naruto?"
she gives him her sweet puppy dog smile and dad busts under the pressure.
"ughhh fine"
and they leave the room.
Sara then apologizes for not knowing what to do and she was scared and etc. and how did hima sleep throught that, and that my screams probably woke up the whole village.
the look of utter worry on her face was gone once she started talking about hima and I just had to take this chance
I shrug and give her my signature trouble making grin and say
"and you said I was the motor mouth..."
she gives me a dramatic gasp and I begin to laugh at her.
she grabs a pillow and hits me with it.
"bolt you owe me so much!"
"nu ah I saved your life you saved mine I think were about even.."
were laying next to each other now and she says something I cant quite hear
because I begin drifting into sleep.
unedited
woah
the ending sucked again.
poor bolt i need to give him a break.
maybe sara will be next...
hehehe im so evil.
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