Color me blue
For my bones are forever bruised in ways the typical human could never visualize
I've ran for years away from the dark eyes following me through this tunnel that takes me to places I shouldn't be,
And I know I'll be alright, -- I guess, -- but I can't shake the feeling of drowning in invisible oceans and fighting creatures my brain has made up for me but I'll never win because they will drag me and hit me in my weakest points until there is little of me left.
So darling please color me blue for I have seen one too many incidents where my friends, and those around me have gotten colored blue with pain; something your typical teenager should not have had to of seen for years
Color me blue for I must join the others instead of feeling so damn selfish because there are humans fighting cancer and I am still in my room tweeting and snapchatting about how I'm sad
I'm sad because of my own mind but there are people all around the world fighting diseases that they can not control so who am I to complain about something I can control if I just try hard enough?
Color me blue for I am forever shamed from complaining and feeling bruised because there is always someone out there who is going to have it worse than the next, and I am tired of that being an excuse