Guys I have a problem... I have this really good friend. She's one of my best friends and she means a lot to me. She helps me when I'm sad and she's happy when I'm happy. The problem is, that I'm afraid that I'm falling in love with her. I'm not sure that I am but I'm still afraid of it. I know that she has a crush on someone else, so that doesn't help. I'm afraid that if I tell her, she will just leave me and never talk to me again. I'm afraid that she's going to hate me and tell me that I'm a piece of shit. So I'm not going to tell her, and I'm not going to talk to her in a different way. I have a lot of 'what if ' thoughts, but I'm trying to distract myself from them. I don't know what I'm gonna do, if she finds out. I'll probably just die or ignore her, because I'm afraid..
Also, funny story. I haven't told my mom ( or anyone else in my family ) that I think I'm bisexual...😅 so this is gonna be funny 😂😁
I know I haven't been writing so much lately, but it's because I feel like, there's isn't anyone who cares... Anyways, I'll end this chapter here. Until next time, stay beautiful <3