I get to go to VBS today with my aunt Emily. I can't wait because my best friend Nicole will be there. After that Emily is going to take me to this place called " A little bite of everything " and then she's gonna take me to Spots Pots. Because she knows I love doing art. I can't wait !!! * jumps up and down *
That's the good part of my day..
Now the bad...
Today is the day I go to counseling again.... I don't want to go...
* tears up and cawls at my arms * ...
I want to cut... so badly...
I haven't... for 38 days ...
I haven't done it for Callum and you guys.. but I want to so badly .. and the demons inside my head keep telling me to... * cries hard hiding under the blanket * ... make them go away... pls..
So yeah that's what I'm going today.
So do you guys know why June is my favorite now ?
We'll see ya.
* walks out *
suicide_ninjas - Callum