Sunday
y/n pov:
I wake up to James arm around me I wonder where the other one is. I roll over seeing James on his phone. I grab it and throw it at the bottom of the bed. "y u do that for?" James whines. I get on top of him again. I kiss him on the lips as both of his hands go on my hips. I stop and look at the Calender above his head. I get off of him and roll back over. I begin to cry. "what's wrong babe." James says so softly. "tomorrow is Monday meaning another day with that jerk. " I cry. I look out the window seeing Lilly's car. "oh shoot!" I yell getting out of bed. "what's wrong now?" James ask "Lilly let me borrow her car meaning she been stuck at my place for a day." I say I begin to put my shirt on I couldn't find before. James gets out of bed. "how bout I come with u. " James ask "really im OK u don't have to-" I begin to say I'm interrupted by James lips crashing on to mine. his hands on my hips so gentle. he pulls away. "no really I'm coming." James says I look into his eyes. "let me change first." James says "so ur kicking me out of ur room." I say walking out while he leads me out. "yes I'm kicking u out." James says "fine give me my keys on ur intable and I'll meet u over there. " I say holding my hand out. "No! ..... I mean its not safe to go alone." James says and I'm shocked. Now that bill knows where I live he's right. "fine." I say closing his door. he grabs it and I let go of it. James grabs the door open and pushing me into the wall but not hard enough to hurt me. He kisses my lips so passionate. he stops and looks down on me into my eyes. "just know I really really really do care about u." James says so sweet I almost cry. he leans down to kiss me again but his phone blares a ringtone. "u should go answer it. " I say to him knowing he probably doesn't want to though. "I rather ignore it." James says almost about to kiss me again I shove him away. "go answer it." I say and he walks away trying to not keep his eyes off of me. he runs into the door. I laugh " I'm glad u think that's funny. I'll brb." he says and leaves. I walk down the hall to the dinning room where I left my phone on the table. I pick it up and call Lilly.
y/n:
hey sorry I forgot u were um still at my place.
Lilly:
by how long u stayed u and James r probably now back together.
y/n:
ya but lil somehow he found out that bill kissed me in class.
Lilly:
wait u never told me that. man I'm gonna kick that boys ass who cares if I'm a girl I'll kick him in the balls and
I start laughing
y/n:
so u and James gonna kick that boys ass?
James come out of his room changed and butts in our conversation. James grabs my phone hearing what I last said. "James!" I say when he grabs the phone out of my hand.
James:
so lil u me and the boys when I tell them
Lilly:
count me in
James hands me the phone.
y/n:
well lil we will be there soon.
I hang up."u hungry?" James says trying to change the subject. "no thx." I say to upset to eat but my stomach is saying feed me! "ya um y/n in bed I heard ur stomach growl so don't give me any excuses." James says getting pancake mix out. "want pancakes?" James asks. "u know me to well." I answer. james puts the stove on. I lean against the counter. James sees me and comes over wrapping his hands around me placing them on the counter. "so where were we." James says as I laugh and put my arms around his neck we were about to kiss. "it feels like ur the only boy I can trust." I say as he pulls me into a hug. he grabs me by the hips and pulls me on too the counter close by the stove. "u can always trust me y/n" James says giving me a gentle kiss on the lips and then walking away to cook the pancakes. I set up the table and sit down looking at my phone I put my phone away some how feeling worried that I got James in this and u never know what bill will do. James sees the worried look on my face and tries to get me to smile. "is it hot in here or is it just me?" James says taking his shirt off. I laugh and see a pan with pancakes on it. he gives me a huge one. "I'm not gonna eat all that." I say pointing to the pancake he just placed on my plate. "u will when u try it." James says and we both eat. surprisingly I ate it all. I burp then cover my mouth James just laughs "sorry." I say "pig... my pig." James says and makes me laugh. I get up grabbing my plate and about to grab his. "no. I got it." James says grabbing his and then mine. "fine." I say relaxing on his couch. I get a text from Lilly.
lil: what happened to coming over?" she asks
y/n: well James knew I was hungry and made pancakes
lil: awww get ur ass here now! I'm so lonely.
y/n: lol we will be over soon
lil: meaning I have to wait another hour?
y/n: lol on our way
I laugh at her text and know she knows me to well. I get up and grab my keys from James room and come back in the kitchen "hey we should leave." I say to James seeing hes done washing the dishes and on his phone. he still has no shirt on. I touch his strong body as I still don't get an answer. I grab his phone and put it in my back pocket "r u coming or not?" I ask "my phone!" he shouts.he grabs me in another hug and starts kissing me moving his hand on my hips down to my back pocket. he has his hand on my butt where the phone is but contuines to not make a move. he keeps kissing me and finally he stops. I pull his hand away and take his phone out of my back pocket. he grabs it and puts it in his pocket. He replaces his hand on my butt. "I already gave u the phone." I say back "I know." he says leaning in for a kiss but tricks me pulling away. " so were going in lillys car and Lilly or the boys will drop me off later.?" James asks putting his shirt on "sure but we better go before Lilly gets mader." I say "is mader even a word." James asks "idk and idc" I say back James grabs the keys before me. "I'm driving." he says "fine but u crash that car I..." I stop knowing he will always win and I'm hurt and weak. "and u what?" James asks. "nothing I'm to weak for u." I mumble "how bout this I let u kick my ass " James says and I smile knowing James will never do that but him saying that made me smile. we get in the car and drive to my place.
we get out and knock on the door. Lilly jumps up and hugs me so tight missing me. James makes her get off of me and reminds her I'm hurt. "oh god I'm an idiot I'm so sorry y/n I just missed u so much." Lilly says and let's us in "its OK lil" I say back. I see a clean place and am surprised she made it so clean. "wow lil this is really awesome for u to clean my house and it looks great." I say and James doesn't really talk he whole time.
We spend the day talking and James really was a bit quiet. but he talked more and Lilly and him tried to get my mind off bill. James phone rings and he leaves the room to go outside and talk.
James pov:
I can't help it knowing y/n has to be in the same class with that jerk again. Logan calls me and when I answer he tells me I'm on speaker with the rest of the guys. I tell them what happened and they didn't respond at first. "did that really happen?" Carlos asks. I nodded my head knowing they can't c me but I never wanted to say yes because I'm still in shock of it. "well by the bruises he left on her and what she told me I would say y- yes." I say about to cry y/n comes out and gets a glance of me and I turn away not wanting her to see. "well all I can say is we need to show that boy not to mess with ur girl." Kendall says y/n comes over. "who r u talking to? and what about?" y/n says knowing she probably heard some of the conversation. "I'm talking to the boys and nothing were talking about." I say back "ur talking about what bill did to me arn't u." she says with tears in her eyes. "I gtg guys." I say hanging up. she runs in and I follow her she goes in her room and closes the door in my face. I hear her crying and Lilly walks to me. "what u do this time!" Lilly shouts "I was um talking to the boys about bill-" I get interrupted "great now all this time trying to get that off her mind were back at were we started and its all ur fault!" she screams in my face. I go to the bathroom locking it crying at what I've done letting all the tears come out.
Lilly's pov:
"y/n open up its me not that asshole." I tell her and she opens up. I come in to see her go back to crying in her pillow. "what did he do to make u cry." I ask "he told them and when I wasn't suppose to tell anyone bill is gonna rape me again and its gonna cause more trouble." she says so fast and so sadly. she keeps crying and I try to comfort her. she crys so long she can't cry no more.
y/n pov:
y would James tell the boys that when bill can rape me again and hurt me worse its like he tries to protect me but since I have him last period who knows he could grab me when the bell rings and put me in his truck like he did last time. I'm so scared and weak. lily leaves me to go to the bathroom. I get up to drink more water since I cried so much. I see James on the couch on his phone. "don't worry I was just about to call the boys so they can pick me up." James says getting up "no don't leave!" I cry out to him."I thought u wanted me too." James says all of a sudden Lilly comes out. "hey James can I count on u to take care of her. my mom is really mad I didn't come home the other night." Lilly says hugging me and James nods his head. Lilly goes over to hug James. she never did that before I then notice she said something in his ear.
Lilly's pov:
"u hurt her and I hurt u." I whisper in James ear. I pull away noticing he has a look on his face like he gets what I'm saying.
y/n pov:
Lilly leaves and we sit down on the couch im not crying for once. "I'm so sorry I made u cry I didn't mean to ." James says sounding sad. "no I'm sorry I'm overreacting at the fact bill told me to tell no one and if I did I would get hurt again." I say to him and he finally cries letting all it out like he did in the bathroom when i wasn't looking. we cry together. I get up to get a drink and he sits there thinking and I wonder what he's thinking about. I drink some water then put it down on the coffee table. I sit down by James and he says nothing. I get up and sit on his lap. "James I'm so sorry I brought u into this." I cry "y u had to let it out." he responses. he puts his hand on my hip while I'm on his lap. I kiss him on the lips softly. he barley kisses back being so worried of me. "I'm a terrible boyfriend." I hear him mumble. "no u arnt! u care about me and worry about me and protect me and feel sorry for me. no one has ever been this worried for me besides Lilly. ur the best boyfriend I could ever have." I say to him this time he smiles kissing me on the lips with passion. we pull away and both get up. he grabs my hips from behind. I turn to him. "hey y/n would u mind if I spend the night here?" he asks me. "I feel protected when ever I'm around u so stay as long as u want." I say back. "cool but first let me call Kendall so he can get me clothes for tomorrow." James says. Kendall comes and gives clothes to James telling me he's so sorry what happened. I don't cry knowing this is going be the toughest days of my life but soon it will over and I will be with james forgetting this will ever happen. Me and James go to bed and I'm in his arms. I feel safe and forget the fact tomorrows monday.