"I'm sorry Felix." I said and sighed. Right now I sat beside him where he was lying in bed, he really looked sick.
"It's not your fault." He answered and coughed.
"Not yours either."
"Yes it is, literally." He said and sighed too.
"Why can't my life be as great as others? I don't understand why I have to go through all this." He continued.
"There must be a reason behind all this. You are a very strong person." I said and tried to smile even though it was very hard because of everything.
"Thank you Oscar but I don't think so. If I was strong, I wouldn't have done this to myself."
"Believe me, you are strong, otherwise you wouldn't be here today."
"Honestly, I don't want to be here either. A miracle that could happen to anyone happened to me, I don't know if I deserve that at all."
"Please stop it, I'm sorry but I just lose every piece of hope when you are saying stuff like this."
"See, I just destroy things and make everything worse. I make people unhappy, why am I here?"
"Because even if I really hate when you're saying stuff like this and even if you make me feel bad, I need you. And you know that."
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new fanfiction, hope you'll like it <3