P.S. I Hate You (Harry Styles)

By BritishBums

118M 1.6M 1M

"Harry. Come over tonight?" "I can't.. I was sleeping." He said, slightly annoyed that I called him up at li... More

P.S. I Hate You (Harry Styles)
Chapter 1.
Chapter 2.
Chapter 3.
Chapter 4.
Chapter 5.
Chapter 6.
Chapter 7.
Chapter 8.
Chapter 9.
Chapter 10.
Chapter 11.
Chapter 12.
Chapter 13.
Chapter 14.
Chapter 15.
Chapter 16.
Chapter 17.
Chapter 18 + Camping Experience :).
Chapter 19.
Chapter 20.
Chapter 21.
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 24 | pt. 2
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53.
Chapter 54.
Chapter 55.
Chapter 56.
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61 *last chapter*
Epilogue
Author's Note
P.S. I HATE YOU 2

Chapter 50

1.2M 24.2K 27.4K
By BritishBums

A/N:

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Soo I don't know if you guys remember but there were two months before, Blue had no idea she had a baby. And plus the other three months leading up to graduation is five months. So yes, the baby is obvious and kicking because it is already five months old. ^_^

And guysss, please remember this is my work of fiction and that things that happen here probably won't match in reality soo, yeah lol. I do it on purpose for the benefit of the story and blah blah blah lol, just wanted to get that through to you guys!

So, please dont think I'm just really stupid or something, because I'm not and this is all just fiction lol :)

Thanksss

- BritishBums xox

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- Blue -

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* 4 MONTHS LATER *

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We decided to have a hang out day with the 5sos boys, seeing they were some pretty chill dudes and we needed to get to know them better.

And so it was just me and Hannah with the four that day, as we walked down the beautiful streets of LA.

This thing was massive. By this thing, I meant my bump.

It drove me crazy, yet I could do some pretty cool things because of the baby. I could do the splits because of my new flexibility.

I don't know if that was cool, but yeah anyway.

"How is it doing by the way?" Ashton asks, smiling.

"Awesome." I nodded, chuckling. "It's been growing normally, and I had to drop by the doctor's to get a check up here and there, but it's doing good." I smiled, them staring down at my baby bump in awe.

"It looks painful." Michael spoke honestly, as Hannah chuckled.

"No shit!" Hannah gasped sarcastically as they laughed.

"You girls are really interesting. We made the right decision to hang out with you guys." Luke smiled.

Me and Hannah looked at each other and smiled before back at them.

The sun felt amazing on my skin though, it was still summer, now the Indian Summer which would end in mid September.

Now, it was the beginning of September.

My hands resting on top of the bump, we were all making our way to the local Starbucks.

What? A woman and friends need their caffeine sometimes. Yeah, it might be bad for the baby, but.. This is just one drink.

As me were crossing the street, on the other end of it, I could see somewhat of a commotion of tons of people crowding around something, along with.. Paps.

I nearly made a face of disgust at the sight of them as Hannah noticed. Actually, we all noticed.

"What's happening?" Calum looks at us in confusion and back to the scenery a fair distance away.

"Well, something." Ashton speaks the obvious. I could see the look on Hannah's face as she was about to once again give a sarcastic remark. Instead, she held herself back.

Raising my eyebrows and smiling at her proudly, we all look at it curiously.

"We should go see." Luke shrugged.

"Blue, you stay here." Hannah insisted.

"No! No, I'm gonna be fine." I protested.

"Yeah, but the baby." Calum reasoned, me sighing.

"You know, I swear to God, I'll be okay. Trust me." I crossed my arms as they all look at each other hesitantly, before back at me.

"Okay, come on." Hannah smiled, motioning me as we all walked over.

Luke and Ashton had this slight advantage of being the tallest so they could see over people.

We watch them crane their necks so they could see better, as we waited.

"So what is it?" I asked.

Somehow, through the people, there was small gaps where I could peek through to see.

I looked curiously, though we were all the way in the back, as I gasped, my eyes widening.

No.

"What's wrong?" Hannah questions, knowing she just plain out couldn't see.

"It's.. Harry." I whispered, she could barely hear me.

"Oh hell no." Michael frowned, all the boys doing the same.

"H-he's with Kendall." Luke stuttered, looking at me sadly.

I felt my stomach churning and suddenly dropping, but.. That wasn't the case.

Screaming, Hannah screamed too as the boys looked at me with wide eyes.

My water just fucking broke.

Really? Out of all the moments in the world, did it have to be right now?

Groaning and crying out, I could barely even speak anymore.

This baby was coming, right now.

"Is it coming?!" Calum panicked, me heavily breathing as I stood there still.

"YES" I angrily shouted, Hannah cussing.

"Guys, carry her we've got to get to the nearest hospital." Hannah rushed. "You'll be okay, Blue. We'll make it." She reassured, her hand squeezing mine.

Ashton easily lifted me as he carried me bridal style, me cussing as the baby literally felt like it was going to burst out.

Crying out, I closed my eyes.

But as I opened them, we were about to run the direction we came from, before I find Harry's eyes locking with mine.

Again, out of all the people in this world, why did it have to be him?

Harry knew exactly what was happening, he knew exactly what the hell would happen.

"Stay here." I mouthed, not looking at him once more as we fled.

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- Hannah -

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"Oh my god, I really hope she's okay in there." I stressed, biting my lip.

Pacing back and forth, the four boys were sat, slightly shocked.

"Where's the others?" Luke asks, sighing.

"Well Harry can't be here anyway..But Niall and Louis said they were coming by. They have no idea where Liam and Zayn are." I explained.

They sighed. "Who's going to be cutting off the umbilical cord?"

My eyes softened, feeling sad, just knowing that the dad of that kid couldn't be here cutting the cord off.

"The doctor can do it, right?" Calum shrugged.

"Yeah." I breathed out, nodding.

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A few minutes later, I find Niall and Louis running down the halls over to us as we all waited outside the room, Blue was actually going into fucking labor.

"This is really happening, oh my god." Niall said stupidly. "How is she?"

I couldn't help but feel so awkward around him. I think we both were kind of friendzoned.

But ignoring that situation right now, I replied to him.

"She just.. We kind of saw Harry. With Kendall. And paps." I spoke in choppy sentences, not really knowing what to say.

"Oh." His eyes softened, with a sigh.

"And then what happened?"

"Blue looked a mix of sadness and bitterness, and then next thing you know her water breaks and she's about to give birth."

"Shit." Louis' eyes widened.

"Why the hell is he with that skitch again?"

"She's his rebound, again." Niall mumbled, shaking his head. "She's to make him feel better about things."

"Oh my fucking god, when is he going to learn that--"

"Relax, Hannah. Think happy thoughts, Blue is delivering a child, remember?" Louis rose his eyebrows, me sighing.

"Blue saw it before her eyes. How could he.. He's a shit bag and I am going to fucking--"

"No more cussing!" Niall exclaimed, shushing me. "We'll figure out the whole Kendall thing later. For now, we hope and pray Blue is doing good in there."

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- Blue -

Screaming out, my eyes screwed closed as I gripped the nurses hands. I didn't give one single fuck if I didn't know who they were, I just needed them to get my baby out of me safely and successfully.

"Come on we've almost got it sweetheart." The lady pep talks me as I heavily breathed before crying out even louder as I pushed, obeying them.

"Oh my lord!" The nurse beamed, smiling.

"Wh-what?!" I stressed, my breathing quite loud.

"You have twins. Looks like a boy and a girl."

I smile, shakily gasping as I watch them take the first one out.

"Alright, here we go. One more, Blue. You can do this, just relax."

Here comes more pep talk.

Fuck wasn't this just painful.

Going through the same process of pure painfulness, finally they got it out after a few moments.

After that, I was plain out tired, my face slightly clammy from all that hard work as I sighed in relief, my head falling onto the pillow.

A weak smile was on my face as I watched the doctors cut off the cord and quickly wash them off.

As soon as they did, they quickly put clothes on them as well as everything necessary to keep them warm.

Actually, the sound of crying was beautiful.

These were my children crying.

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- Hannah -

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"You are all free to see her and her children." The nurse at the door smiled at us brightly.

We all look at each other, both happy and excited for the results.

"Wait, did you say children?" Louis waves her off as she chuckled, nodding.

"Blue delivered twins." She nods, sending all us a wave before she leaves us to it.

We all look at each other before we race to the door and immediately start arguing on who will get to see the kids first.

"I'm her best friend! So then I clearly--"

"Guys just come in!" Blue called, all of us silencing.

"Now that wasn't gonna be so hard, was it?" Ashton chuckled, shaking his head as we all made our way in.

Blue held both of them in her arms as I gasped, smiling widely as I held a hand to my mouth.

"Oh my goodness, they're beautiful Blue!" I exclaimed, feeling suddenly teary eyed of such joy.

"Wow, am I an uncle now? I am so an uncle now.'' Louis grinned, as we all look at them.

"Can I hold her?" Calum smiles in awe.

"And can I hold him?" I grinned as well.

All of us were once again arguing whether who got to hold which twin first, and who got to last, and it was just.. Irritating. Because I should be the one getting to hold the twins first!

Me and Niall ended up holding them first though, I held the girl and Niall held the boy.

It seemed as if Blue was staring at something beside her, even though there was nothing there, her lips parted, as tears brimmed her eyes.

I looked at her, confused.

"Blue. What's wrong?" I muttered, caressing the baby girl in my arms as she looks down at her hands.

"Tyler. He's here." She nods, smiling as a tear streamed down her face. "I-I thought a nurse was holding my hand as I did it..But it wasn't. When I turned to my other side, I.. I saw him.'' She cried, tears of joy I think.

"Hey, Tyler. Man stop creeping her out!" Louis chuckled, not catching on, really.

"No, idiot!" Niall smirked. "She's happy, he's here." He shook his head, me rolling my eyes.

"What should I name them?" She pondered, sitting up as she sighed, wiping at her eyes.

"Your choice, Blue." I hand her back the baby girl, as Niall handed the boy back as well.

We all look down at them, still in awe as we smile at her.

"She's.. I'll call her.." She thought, closing her eyes in such deep thinking.

The boys smiled amusedly. "I'll name her Emma. And I'm naming the boy," She had a smile on her face, already knowing. "I'm naming him Tyler."

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- Blue -

As we went home, I had both babies squirming in my arms, almost struggling to hold them as I shushed them calmly.

"Wow, they cry a lot don't they." Louis chuckled.

"Well, they aren't dolls." I responded sarcastically, glancing at him as the other boys ooh'd.

"Baby mama just burned you good!" Ashton was laughing so hard, I couldn't help but laugh along.

His laugh was contagious, let me tell you. It kind of reminded me of a teenage girl's giggle, but I don't know, it was just hilarious.

Louis was driving me back to Hannah and I's temporarily rented apartment, and the rest of the ride consisted of lots of baby talk.

Oh, and we rented that apartment because after college, we still had the rest of summer before we would fly to where our future took us, really. I didn't even want to think about going separate ways from Hannah.. She was going to New York, while I was going all the way back to London.

Can you believe that? Yeah, I can't..

One thing I learned the past several months, is that there will always be a time where that one important person to you will always fade away. Even if you don't want them to go away, it's just life at its finest.

Tyler.

My parents.

Harry.

And now, Hannah.

Life knows its way, I don't know why I have to lose the people I love the most through it.

"Blue?" Luke waves a hand in my face, as I look at him questioningly.

"You okay?" He pulled a small smile.

"Of course." I plastered a smile on my face as well, as he nods.

"You just looked a bit off." He waved me off, as I nodded.

"I'm fine."

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****

As we got to the apartment, Hannah was carrying Emma as I had Tyler in my arms.

As soon as I opened the door, confetti flew out of nowhere as Liam and Zayn stood there cheering.

"SURPRISE!"

I gasped, holding a hand to my mouth, my eyes widening.

"No way you guys." I laughed, looking around.

"Yeah we bought you stuff!" Liam grins, motioning at the baby cradle, toys scattered everywhere, blankets, clothes, and everything a baby or two might need for their entire infancy.

"Oh my god." Zayn gaped, looking at the baby in our hands.

"Are those twins?!" Liam gasped, running up to me and Hannah to look at them.

"Oh my god, they look beautiful." He whispered, Zayn smiling.

"That's amazing. What's their names?"

"Emma and Tyler, meet Uncle Liam and Zayn. Uncle Liam and Zayn, meet Emma and Tyler." I coo'd, them smiling.

I couldn't help but notice that Tyler's eyes were the exact color of Harry's eyes. A deep green. Emma had more of mine, but she had a mix, looking like hazel eyes.

They were currently sleeping, me smiling. "They look so peaceful."

"For now." Hannah chuckled. "Twins think alike, so there's a possibility they can cry at the same time, giggle at the same time, and yeah."

"Where'd you get that from?" Zayn pointed.

"Psychology class." She slightly smirked.

"Smarty pants." Liam shook his head, chuckling.

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"Hey, thank you guys so much for all the baby gear." I motioned around.

"And you're lucky we got you both girl and boy clothes, cos' we didn't know if you were getting a boy or girl. Turns out you got both!" Liam beamed, grinning.

"Thank you, so much." I repeated, setting the baby down in the cradle, as Hannah set Emma down next to Tyler.

Running up to the both of them, I gave them a hug. My small figure was easily towered by them, as they smile down at me.

"We wish you the best, Blue." Zayn whispered, ruffling my hair playfully as I chuckle lightly.

"We'll visit the baby occasionally too. You know, we're finally uncles." Liam did a little dance as Hannah giggled.

They gave Hannah hugs too, me smiling.

"Well we should get going. Don't want to leave Louis waiting. He gets grumpy when he has to wait."

"Yeah, that's Louis." I smirked, crossing my arms as me and Hannah waited at the doorframe when they made their way down the few steps, about to leave the apartment building.

I gasped, suddenly remembering something.

Running over to them, I yelled "Wait!"

That made them stop, as they turned around.

"Could you guys please tell Harry I love him?"

"Of course." Liam nodded.

I sadly smiled. "Thanks."

"Hey, and Kendall is just a rebound if you found out that he's with Kendall again."

I nod once. "Well if he's trying to forget about me then, I should probably do the same, huh?"

"We're sorry, Blue." Zayn sighed.

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