Natalie's POV
The next morning I wake up in Alex's bed. I'm laying on his chest and his arm's around me. I'm wearing nothing but his t-shirt.
"Morning" he says kissing the top of my head.
It takes me a minute to process what happened.
Oh my god. I slept with Alex last night.
I cheated on Ross. He cheated on me first, but still, he just kissed her. This is bad.
"Are you okay?" Alex asks me.
"Um. I don't know."
"Last night was amazing." He says.
"Yeah. I guess."
"What's wrong? You seem upset."
"I kinda just cheated on Ross." I say shyly.
"He cheated on you first."
"But now I feel bad."
"You shouldn't. Are you regretting what we did last night?" He sounds worried now.
"Actually, I'm not." I sit up so I'm looking at him. "Last night was amazing. And you're right, I shouldn't feel guilty for what we did."
"You shouldn't."
I lay back down and cuddle with him.
"Natalie." He says kissing my forehead. "We should probably get up. The rest if my family should be home anytime now."
I get up and change into my clothes.
"Where were they last night anyways?" I ask him.
"They went to my aunts house. I couldn't get off work, so I stayed home. And I'm glad I did." He says kissing me.
"Alex." I begin, "as much as I want to, I still can't be with you."
His face drops. "Why?"
"Because as amazing as all this has been, I think I still have feelings for Ross. Please don't be mad."
"I'm not mad. I know you love him. He's you first everything."
"Well not everything..." I say shyly again.
"What do you mean?" He looks confused.
"Last night, was my first time."
His face drops again.
"Ross is going to kill me."
"No he won't. I won't let him."
He tries to kiss me, but I don't let him.
"We probably shouldn't keep doing that." I say.
The rest of the day I spend with Alex.
When I get back to my grandmas, I call Maria, Emily, and Taylor asking them to come over tomorrow. I have to tell them what happened.