Dear Louis,
The fact that you are reading this can only mean one thing. I'm alive. I'm alive and I am okay. I wouldn't be if it weren't for Niall walking inside while I was taking the first three. He stopped me before I could get enough.
I'm sorry. I did the one thing I told you not to do. I gave up. I shouldn't have, and I feel horrid for it.
Listen to me. We are going to get through this. We are going to face the world together, even if we are so far apart. Yes, I made a mistake, but I was given a gift. I was saved.
Please, Louis. Read this and know that I will be okay. I am never going to do anything like this again. And as long as I don't, you can't either.
So, right now, silently promise me that you won't choose the option I chose. Close your eyes and say in your head "I promise you, Harry, that I will not try to take my own life." Can you do that for me?
It's hard. I would know this more than anyone right now. But we'll both be okay. And one day, you and I will see each other again.
I promise.
Love,
Harry