I have a mind
Full of unsaid things
Because there's nobody
Who would listen.
I know I love too quickly
But that's because I want to be loved.
You see, I love everyone
But not everyone love me.
Actually, NOBODY loves me.
I may sound like a child
Wanting attention
But is it really too much to ask,
Just simply wanting to be loved.
You see, my life isn't shiny
There aren't rainbows in it.
I just exist only
To be treated like shit.
I have been blind
Keeping all those strings
Of people I thought loved me
And ended up tossed away.
Now I can't find
People to be friends with
So I'm just trying to be
Day after day, even though I'm close.
I'm close to the ending,
Close to stop living
And being afraid.
Close for my head
To be blown away.