Chapter Forty Four
"Ayan tapos na." nakangising sabi ko dun sa dalawang nandun.
pinakita ko sa kanila yung finish product ng Sanzrival cake na ginawa ko.
"mukha lang masarap pero di masarap yan." matabang na sabi ni Laz. kinuha ko yung maliit na size lang ng cupcake na sanzrival na binake ko kasabay nitong cake saka tinikman. napangisi ako saka inabot yun kay Laz saka kay Jace.
tinikman nilang dalawa. ang lakas lang ng tawa ni Jace nung malunok nya yun.
"Masarap sya!" sabi nya saka tumawa ng malakas.
"anu Laz? masarap ba?" sabi ko. tumataas baba pa yung kilay ko habang nakangiti.
"Pwede na." matabang na sabi nya.
"Di pasa sa panlasa mo? wag kang kakain ah?" namutla sya sa sinabi ko.
"Oo na! masarap na. sus!" inubos na nya yung nasa platito. ako naman binalik ko sa ref yung cake saka kinuha yung ingredients para sa dinner namin ngayon.
"Anu yan?" sabi ni Jace saka nginuso yung prawns.
"gagawa ako ng tempura saka ng cali maki. gusto nyo?" tanong ko sa dalawa
"gusto ko yan!" nakangising sabi ni Jace.
tinawag ko si Laz saka tinuruan sya kung panu gumawa ng breading ng Tempura. "para naman may lasa yung luto mo." tumawa si Jace saka ako. tapos nakisali na din si Laz.
maya maya pa nagkakalokohan nanaman kami.
***
"yeah. give the files to Aaron. even the files that needs to be signed by Alexis. okay bye." pinatay ko na yung tawag saka binulsa yung iphone ko.
kumunot yung noo ko nung marinig ko yung tawa ni Alexis na sinundan ng tawa nung dalawang kumag.
tumaas yung kilay ko saka sinundan kung san sila nandun.
nasa kusina sila. naningkit yung mata ko nung makita ko kung anong ginagawa nila.
tinuturuan ni Alexis si Laz na magluto ng tempura.
pakshet!
hindi pwede yan!
ako lang dapat ang tuturuan nya nyan.
napatiim bagang ako saka tinignan sila ng masama.
lumingon si Jace.
"Oh Pare. Lika. sali ka samin." nakangising sabi nya. lumingon din si Alexis saka si Laz pero saglit lang.
"bat mo sya tinuturuang magluto nyan?!" i hissed that made Alexis face me.
kumunot yung noo nya. "oh? bawal ba? tinuturuan ko lang naman sya."
"Bakit tempura pa?! sa dinami dami ng pagkain tempura din?!"
"Laz. ahon mo na yan. patayin mo yung stove." utos ko kay Laz saka binalingan ulit si Steven. "Bakit hindi tempura? anung masama dun?"
napatiim bagang ako saka tinignan sya ng masama. "Yan din yung tinuro mo sakin nung tinuruan mo kong magluto."
"eh anu naman? bawal ko bang ituro sa kanya to?" she asked.
"tinuturo?! or are you flirting with him?"
"Oh wait! where did that come from?!" she hissed and stared back at me with the same intensity.
"This is obviously what you are doing! pati ba naman sila?!!" i shouted.
"Steven tama na." awat ni Jace sumeryoso na yung boses nya.
"No Jace, let him." she hissed and stared at me angrily. "ano?! magsalita ka na ngayon!"
di ako sumagot saka tinignan lang sya ng puno ng galit.
"alam mo ba kung anong ginagawa ko?!" she hissed and looked at me angrily.
binuksan nya yung ref saka kinuha yung isang cake na nasa cake stand. "Gumagawa ako ng peace offering para sayo kasi sabi ni Adam at narealize ko din that i'm being too hard on you. and here you are. accusing me of flirting with your men. just unbelievable!" she hissed and walked out.
napanganga ako sa sinabi ni Alexis. peace offering? para sakin?
"yan ang sinasabi ko sayo. oa ka talaga! ang ganda ganda ng mood ng tao. sinira mo nanaman!" Jace hissed.
"para sakin to?" i asked.
"kakasabi lang nya di ba?" he answered sarcastically.
"i didnt know." i whispered.
"kaya sana nagtatanong ka! puro ka selos jan eh! sinira mo lang yung mood nung tao. bwisit ka talaga!" Laz shouted.
napangiwi ako saka sinamaan sya ng tingin.
"bakit kasi sa lahat ng pagkain! tempura pa talaga! lintek naman oo!" napatapik pa ko sa noo ko.
"oh ayan. kainin mo yan! nakakainis ka talaga kahit kelan!" sabi ni Jace saka naglapag ng maki saka tempura sa harap ko bago ako iniwan ng dalawa na may bitbit din na tempura saka maki.
tinignan ko yung pagkain saka yung cake.
May nakasulat din na Sorry gamit.yung icing.
"bullshit Steven! you and your big mouth!"
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bwisit talaga na Steven yun! lagi nalang! nakakainis na!
pagkatapos kong gawan ng peace offering aakusahan pa ko na nakikipaglandian!
pinunasan ko yung luhang tumulo sa pisngi ko. naiiyak nalang ako sa sobrang inis. bwisit talaga.
sana talaga di ko nalang sya ginawan nun! kaasar!
pinunasan ko agad yung mukha ko.nung pumasok si Steven sa kwarto. napansin kong nilock nya yung pinto.
"what do you want?!" i hissed.
"i'm sorry for what happened in the kitchen." he whispered and sat on the bedside.
"Sure! sanay na sanay naman na ko sayo!" i said sarcastically and rolled my eyes.
"Sorry, Baby." he whispered and tried to touched me but i flinched and moved away.
"dont touch me!" i shouted and walked to the door when he hugged my waist. i faced him and punch his chest.
"ang sama sama mong tao ka. sobra ka na. grabe kya na. lagi mo nalang akong ginagayan. you'll always say that i'm flirting with anyone when in fact i never had anyone except you! bwisit ka! bwisit ka talaga! ang sama sama mong tao!" tuloy tuloy na sabi ko sa kanya habang sinasapak ko sya saka umiiyak ako.
"hindi ko alam kung bat hanggang ngayon mahal na mahal pa rin kita eh demonyo ka naman! lagi mo nalang akong sinasaktan! wala ka nang ginawa kundi paiyakin ako! ayoko na sayo! kapag natapos to magpapakasal na ko kahit kanino wag lang sayo!" i shouted and tried to remove his arms from my waist but he did not budge.
instead he turned me to face him and hugged me. "i'm sorry." he whispered.
i moaned and sobbed. ang sama sama lang talaga ng loob ko.
sya na tong hinandaan tapos mag iisip pa ng kung ano ano tungkol sakin? grabe lang.
"Sorry if i get jealous all the time, baby. i just hate seeing you do things with other men when i should be the one on their place. i hate you having fun with other men because you might have too much fun and you'll forget about me. i hate you getting used to a life without me coz i'm scared that one day you'll wake up and you wont need me anymore." hinarap nya ko sa kanya saka tinignan ako. "i'm scared of losing you."
"i'm scared of waking up one day and i dont have any place in your life. i'm scared that one day you'll realize that you dont have anything to do with me." tumulo yung luha nya.
"i cant lose you. i dont wanna lose you."
then he kissed me. with desperation and its as if he doesnt wanna let me go.
i dont know what gotten into me but i kissed him back. i kissed him and put my arms around his neck.
"I'll die if i lose you." he whispered om my lips and kissed me deeper. i kissed him back. he wrapped my legs around his waist and put me to bed without breaking the kiss.
"i'm sorry Baby." he whispered with a broken voice and hug me tighter. he started kissing my neck and pleasure enveloped the whole me.
he removed my shirt and started kissing my neck. i lost my sanity the moment his lips touched my skin.
i can feel the excitement and all the love that i have for him.
he undressed himself and started removing shorts and my undies.
"Youre the most beautiful woman i've ever seen in my life. you're my only one." he whispered and gave my breast wet kisses.
i moaned softly and hugged him.
"I love you Baby and you are mine." he whispered and thrust himself inside me. i bit my lips and buried my nails on his back. its too painful.
i cried in pain when i can no longer endure it.
he kissed my lips to lessen the pain and slowly thrust himself to me again and again till we both reached the peak of ecstacy.
***
i woke up to the sound of someone crying beside me. i slowly opened my eyes and looked from where its coming from.
"Baby whats wrong?" i whispered softly and pulled Alexis closer to me.
she let me pull her. nakadapa pa din sya sa kama habang pinupunasan yung luha nya. "it hurts down there." she whispered and cried.
napadilat na ko ng tuluyan saka niyakap sya habang nakadapa sya.
i smiled tenderly and kissed her bareback.
"why did i forget that you have low tolerance for pain." i whispered softly and caressed her back.
***
"bat ang sakit?" i moaned softly and sobbed. after we did THAT hindi na ko nakatulog dahil sa sakit na nanggagaling sa pagitan ng hita ko.
"its really painful for virgins." mahinang sabi nya sakin saka hinaplos yung likod ko pa rin. para bang sa pagitan noon mababawasan yung sakit na nararamdaman ko.
"cool lang sayo kasi di ka na virgin. ang landi mo talaga." mahinang sabi ko saka umiyak pa rin.
"Hey, Baby. dont cry. sa babae pang naman talaga masakit yan. syempre masikip." paliwanag nya.
"Ayoko nang ulitin to." mahinang sabi ko saka pinunasan yung pisngi kong sobrang basa na.
umupo bigla si Steven. "Aba di naman pwede yan. panu nalang yung magiging mga anak ko. hindi pwede yan."
"bakit? sino bang maysabi sayo na dadalhin ko yung anak mo?"
"Syempre nirape mo ko. dapat panagutan mo ko." seryosong sabi nya.
napahagalpak ako ng tawa kaya sumakit nanaman. pumikit ako ng mariin saka pinigilang tumawa. "Gusto mong magkaanak?"
"Syempre. gagawa ako ng basketball team. dapat puro lalaki para di ako makukunsumi."
ngumuso ako saka niyakap yung unan. "kapag kaya mo nang magbuntis. sige mag anak ka. basta di na natin to uulitin. last na to."
"Baby naman. wag ganyan. pagkatapos mong pagsawaan yung katawan ko biglang ayaw mo na?" maktol nya saka niyakap ako kahit nakadapa ako.
napangiwi ako sa ginamit nyang term. pinagsawaan? sya pa talaga may ganang magsabi nya. i shrugged his hand off my shoulder.
"wag mo nga akong yakapin. baka mamaya dahasin mo pa ko."
he snorted. "di kita kailangang dahasin kapag inulit natin yun sisiguraduhin kong ikaw ang may gusto nun."
"yun ay kung uulitin pa natin. ayoko na kaya. masakit kaya." matabang na sabi ko saka niyakap lalo yung unan. lalo naman humigpit yung yakap nya sakin. tapos yung pisngi nya nakapatong na sa likod ko.
"Sa una lang yan. bat kasi virgin ka pa? akala ko nga hindi na eh."
"gago ka ba? hindi naman ako kasing landi mo para gawin yun!" i said firmly and shrugged him off my back.
naramdaman ko nalang na ngumiti sya sa likod ko saka hinalikan yun. "but still you are. i'm your first and certainly the last man you'll ever have. i love you baby. thank you for the wonderful gift."
but i'm too sleepy to answer back. instead i smiled softly and kissed his hand.
then i fell asleep.
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