For those who love me I'm sleeping,
For those who hate I'm dead,
For those who just know me,
I'm just a girl losing her head.
Honestly I'm just in a blankness,
Absent and void of escape,
I'm getting confused and upset too easy,
My memory becoming a waste.
Its hurting and causing me trouble,
Agitates and makes me believe,
That something is wrong more so,
Than I should think to willingly perceive.
Eyes sting and breath rasps,
My health something to bother,
Temper sharp and words carless,
Turning cruel against another.
Deep down life's a worry,
Future dark and past thin,
Fear and anger tend to hover,
And crawl beneath my skin.
I'm losing fast and falling hard,
Each day drawing in the bad,
Hope is dwindling for an optimist,
Once happy now so sad.
Entry 95.... Oh dear oh dear.
Ideas for title?
Chloe❤✌