Kelsey's P.O.V.
Last night was fun, but not too much fun. I wouldn't allow Party to go further then second base. You know, the feeling of...parts...with no clothes on. I needed him to trust me that I was completely fine about him and the guys ditching me, and I believe that worked.
I get out of bed, put my clothes and boot on, then head out to the dining area. When I reach the dining area, I see a little girl sitting at a booth all alone. I walk over to the table and sit across from her. She looks up at me, cocking her head.
"Hey there, I'm Brutal Scene, but you can call me Brutal. What's your name?"
She shakes her head. I guess she's not a talker, just like how I was when I first came here. Speaking of coming here, why is this girl here?
"You don't have to talk, I didn't either when I first got here. But I'm wondering, did the four men that live here bring you?"
She nods her head. Looks like the boys brought a lot more then supplies home yesterday.
"Well I wandered into this building while they weren't here, thinking it was abandoned. When they came back, I wouldn't talk at first, but then I realized that a very important man trusted them, so I should too. That's was about two months ago, and in that time I've had a wonderful time, and meet my amazing boyfriend. He's the red haired one by the way."
Even though I don't think this place or my boyfriend is that wonderful anymore, I'm not going to ruin this place for this little girl. Perhaps they will give her a better life here.
"So um girl, do you have and parents and/or siblings?"
She shakes her head. This girl really reminds me of myself.
"Neither do I kid. My parents were killed when this thing started, and I saw my brother and sister die right in front of me."
The girl gives me a look of sadness, then suddenly stands up. She comes over to my side of the booth, sits down next to me, and gives me the biggest hug I have ever gotten. I wrap my arms around her in return. This little girl is so adorable.
In the quietest, sweetest sounding voice, I hear her say three words.
"I'm so sorry."
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We're all behind the diner......again. This seems to be our favorite place. Party and I on the crates, Ghoul and Kobra practice fighting, and Jet sitting down on the floor. This only thing that's different is that I have the little girl in my lap, who is watching the fight intensely.
When Ghoul and Kobra finish, every gathers around me and the girl. Party is the first to speak.
"So um, little girl, since you don't remember your name, we're going to give one to you."
Her eyes light up as if you just told her she was getting a puppy. I guess she really wants a name. Actually who doesn't want a name.
We all start naming off different killjoy names but she isn't pleased with any of them. Then I get an idea.
"Hey I know what it should be. Missile Kid, like from your band."
Everyone except the little girl nods their head in approval. We all stare at her until finally she nods her head as well. Everybody cheers and Party picks her up and spins the newly Missile Kid around in a circle, making her giggle. When he places her on the ground she runs to me and gives me another big hug.
"Thank you Brutal, that name is amazing. I love it."
The guys look at Missile surprised. I'm confused, but then remember that I'm probably the only person she has spoke to.
"So what, she talks. Missile Kid is just like how I was in the beginning."
"Wait, you knew she talked?"
"Yeah Kobra, she talked to me this morning."
"When?"
"After I woke up, I found her in the dining area."
The boys nod their heads slowly, finally getting it. They are such morons.
*******another longish time skip because why not*************
A few more days until I finally get my boot off. Party said that he's going to take me, but he has no idea I'm not going to be here. I'm leaving at tonight, after everybody is asleep.
I'm really excited to leave. I won't have to be in wretched place anymore. I'll probably miss these guys a little bit, but I can't stay here in the place where I'm thought of as weak. I will never be able to do anything.
I going to have to leave the person who I thought was the love of my life, but I now know that I'm just another person to him. If I wasn't, then he wouldn't think of me as weak. So the only person that will miss me is probably Missile.
I've grown very fond of her, like a mother. I'm probably only thirteen years older than her, but she seems so much younger. She only wanted to sleep with me, so we found a way to expand Party and I's bed. Missile slept in between us, kind of like a family, like I used to think I would eventually have with Party.
I stand up from the booth that I'm in and head to my room. The guys are having a little "meeting" in Jet's room, so Missile is in here alone.
"Hey Missile, can I talk to you? It's very important."
"Yeah Brutal, what is the matter?"
I sit next to her on the bed and take a deep breath.
"I'm leaving, tonight. I don't want to leave you because I love you so much, but I have to. I'm not telling the others, so you can't tell them that you knew that I was leaving, okay?"
Missile grabs me and buries her head in my chest.
"I don't want you to go! Please stay here with me, or let me come with you!"
I did not want this to be hard. It breaks my heart to see her sad.
"Missile, you can't come. I'm going on a secret mission, and if the people sending me knew that I told other people, they would kill whoever I told, then me."
A look of horror appears on her face. I don't want to scare her, but this is the only way to make her not come.
"Oh Brutal, I'm so sorry. I wish that those people wouldn't do this to you."
Tears start rolling down Missile's face. I squeeze her frail body to comfort her.
"I'm sorry, but I promise I'll be back soon. I love you sweetie."
"I love you too mom."
My heart almost bursts. Even though I felt like a mom to her, I never thought that she would also think of me like that.
"Missile, as soon as I can, I'll come and get you. I promise."
"Oh thank you, thank you, thank you!"
I hug her once more then stand up.
"It's time for you to go to sleep. I won't be here in the morning though, so goodbye. I love you so much sweetie."
"Goodbye mom, I love you."
I kiss her forehead then start getting my bag together. Once I finish, I bring it out to the dining area and hide it in a booth nearest to the door. Then I head back to the bedroom and wait for Party.
Laying down on the bed I think about what is happening. I don't know how I feel now. At first I was furious, now I'm just numb. I love all the guys yet hate them. The only think I am sure about is that I need to leave.
The door opens and the man with crazy red hair pops in.
"Hey Brutal, are you awake?"
I sit up and look at the man I used to love.
"Yeah I'm awake, but Missile isn't so be quiet."
Party nods and sits next to me. He grabs my hands and looks into my eyes.
"You know you're my one and only, right?"
"Yeah of course babe. How couldn't I?"
"Well that meeting was about you and I. The guys think something is up with you, like you're keeping something from us, from me. I don't think you are, but I have to ask. Are you not telling us something?"
Oh no, did they not believe my acting?
"No baby, I promise I'm not keeping anything from you. Why would I?"
"I know, that's what I told them. It's all very confusing and I'm very tired. I'm going to go to sleep now, but we can continue this in the morning."
Only I won't be here.
"Yeah I am too, goodnight Party. See you tomorrow."
He kisses me on the lips then goes to his side of the bed. We both lay down, where Party falls asleep, and I pretend.
After about forty five minutes I get out of bed and creep to the door. I make sure there's no one, then head to the front. Grabbing my bag, I slip through the front door and grab the white motorcycle that Ghoul stole from a Drac the other day.
I walk a quarter mile with the bike, then climb on and start it. It's a little tricky to ride with the boot, but I can manage. Then I start off to where my new home will be.
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