Guys. I've been "upset" or "negative" lately because of my upcoming board examinations and I don't FUCKING know what to do.
I have a feeling that I might not be able to pass but I studied for freaking 15 hours everyday straight and still I feel like I haven't done my best. That whenever I try to answer some of my questionnaires, I still wasn't able to answer it correctly. I end up getting frustrated, that I had doubts.
My exam's in 3 weeks and I really don't feel like I'm prepared. I already feel like I'm a failure - though my family, friends and even the "ex bf" have been showering me with support and all, but I still don't trust my wisdom when it comes to this.
That's why I haven't been able to update this story as well. My mind's really on the coursework and I really really wanted to update this but I just can't. Trust me, I even have this smut scene of Victoria and Harry in my laptop but I feel like it's not enough.
I hope you lovely people can understand me, thank you for the cute messages. I love them. I will update as soon as I can, or maybe before my exams.
Thank you guys, for everything. Loveyou. ❤