Video: The Garlics- You Don't Care
That's what Kat sings in this chapter.
•*Katherine Leon•*
A ray of sunshine shone on me.
Ughh!
I scrunched my face in annoyance.
Groaning loudly I re-adjusted my pillow. My heart started pounding when realization hit me.
This is not my fluffy squishy pillow,these are rock hard abs.
I sat up quicker than lightening I had to squint my eyes to see better with the sun shining on me.
Oh. The celebration party!
Everyone was laying down on the concrete.
I looked down next to me,
Is that Andrew?!
He had only his black shorts on.
Where's his- ohh never mind I found it.
I was wearing his t-shirt... hmm I hope that it was from a dare..
Ughhh! my head.
I tried standing up but I was too dizzy to move at all.
So I did the only thing I could..I dragged my myself onto a chair away from the sun.
I noticed everyone was laying down on the shade. Andrew was the only one out on the sun.
Hmm should I? or Should I not? that is the question.
I let out a groan taking small steps towards Andrew.
I dragged him onto a chair plopping myself next to him. Too much work.
"Hangovers never been better, hang on till it's over". I mumbled drifting off to sleep.
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"Should we wake her up?".
"No she will kill us!".
"Shh lower your voice".
"We do have to go to our studio for our demo, Let's wake her up softly".
I groaned remembering that we had to start a demo and a new album.
"Not it!".
Someone sighed besides me.
"Kat".
Someone whispered in my ear, rising goosebumps. Damn this voice.
I groaned trying to get up but dizziness over came me I grab hold of my head.
"Hangover!".
"Kat, hang on till it's over". That husky voice told me.
I glanced next to me.
Oh it's just Andrew.
I motioned for anyone to help me up.
All of the guys helped me up walking me to the changing rooms.
"By the way, thanks Black Veil Brides".I said.
They grinned looking at Andrew.
I raised an eyebrow leaving to change.
When we got outside Andrew handed me a bottle of water. I took it quickly drinking it all down with Advil.
Flashes were heard everywhere.
"Hey Rebels Kill how did the celebration go?".
"Andrew, will Black Veil Brides make a new song with Rebels Kill?
"Kat, are you dating anyone from Black Veil Brides? or You're dating someone from your band?".
"Kat are you a couple with this Oliver guy?".
"Will Rebels Kill make a new album?".
We were bombarded with reporters around us asking us questions and snapping pictures.
The guys were pulling me away towards my baby parked outside.
I haulted turning towards the reporters
I flashed them a smile.
"The celebration went amazing! I'm not dating anyone, Rebels Kill will be making their demo CD and their first album I'll be posting it up on my social networks and". I paused grabbing Oliver next to me.
"You all should be ashamed of yourselves for not knowing who this amazing guy is, I thought the paps could hunt down info quick? Hmm oh well, He's Oliver Jake Leon King my Brother, And Rebels Kill's manager, yes one talented guy". I chuckled at their shocked faces with their recorders on and cameras filming.
I waved before jumping on Raven my black motorcycle.
"Meet you all at the studio".
Andrew's mouth was opened meaning he was shocked. Of what?
I started up Raven before zooming away.
•*Andrew Biersack•*
She drives a motorcycle?!
That's a biggest turn on ever!
*•Jinxx•*
"That was hot". I whispered excitedly.
"Tell me about it".Ashley said then he nudged me pointing at Oliver.
"Would you guys like to come with us to the studio?". he asked.
"Yes!". We all said at the same time.
He chuckled getting in his awesome Black Rover.
I couldn't help but admire the car.
"Hot car you got there Oliver".
He shook his head.
"It's Kat's car I borrowed it".
I stared in disbelief no wait, never mind I can believe this is Kat's car after all Kat is Kat, full of surprises.
"Follow me towards the studio, Jinxx if you want to get in you can, instead of just standing there gawking". He said laughing.
I held my hand on my heart fake gasping
"Jinxx does not gawk! He observes! Now to the studio!".
I get in the passenger seat.
Mm, these seats are comfortable.
•*Katherine Leon•*
"For this demo you can mixed it up, it can be a sad, happy, fun, crazy emotion so go wild after all it's Rebels Kill's mini album, you just have to leave them wanting more". Hayley told me.
Yes Hayley as in Hayley Williams! I called her up for support.
I don't have any friends that I confide in so yeahh.
Besides Hayley and I became instant friends and I'm honored!
"She's right, couldn't of said it better myself". My producer affirmed.
"Wayne's such a suck up!". I mumbled looking over my song book.
"I heard that Kat".
I chuckled.
"Wayne shush it before I tell Diane-".
"Typical you always have Diane in this". He tickled my side.
Diane's his girlfriend they have been going out for a year now.
Wayne Russel is Rebels Kill producer he helps us with our songs, voice, he basically help us improve anything with our talent.
Wayne is 25 years old, handsome, green eyed, brown haired, awesome young producer.
"Alright Kat show us what you got".
I sighed getting in the recording booth, I placed my song book on the stand skimming through the pages of songs that I wrote.
I selected a song, grabbing my red guitar. Well they did say any emotion, here I go.
I signaled for Wayne to start, Hayley raised a rock on sign.
I began playing my guitar pouring my heart out I closed my eyes.
"You know nothing about me
And you end that and tried
'Cause sometimes I feel alone inside
Never reunite
I'm drowning in my tears that I can't shout outside
'Cause you don't, you don't care
'Cause you don't, you don't care
I'm looking in my life to find something that I can undo right I'm searching not finding tonight
Oh you keep asking me why, but why don't you talk to me
Oh you keep telling me lies
'Cause you don't, you don't care
Oh 'cause you don't
You don't".
I quickly grabbed my electric guitar next to me I started my guitar solo.
I placed it down grabbing my guitar.
"All I want inside
I need you by my side
'Cause I feel alone inside everytime
Still you don't care.....
You just don't care ".
I felt my tears coming out.
Oh no your not!
I opened my eyes skimming throught my song book again.
"That was amazing! did you see her do her solo!".
Wait that sounded like Jinxx!
I stared through the tinted glass in front of me.
Please tell me that they're not here.
"That was touching I think it made us all cry". Hayley said breaking down a little.
I bit my lip I didn't mean to. I'm just emotional right now.
Oliver came in rushing towards me giving me a hug.
I hugged tightly feeling my shirt getting wet. I patted his back softly.
Once we parted from the hug The D twins came running tackling me down.
"We never cry Kat, remember". They quickly wiped their tears away.
I looked at my band who were now with me. They all had tears falling down their faces.
I remember..
Rose.
I was sitting on the roof of my house crying away because of Christian again.
He had brought me nothing but pain and misery. Management wanted me to stay with him forever meaning that my life is fucked up!
I was having an emotional breakdown, Oliver was trying to break down my locked door to get to me.
I want to be alone in this miserable moment.
Banging sounds were heard in my room but I ignored it taking a drag of Marijuana.
Soon I'll feel the drift taking pain away from me for a time being.
I exhaled clouds of smoke standing on the ledge of my roof. I placed my right foot out feeling nothing but air underneath it.
I was sobbing loudly while looking down.
Thinking to myself again..
If I die will I be able to see Rose grow? no...
Will I have a bright future? imposible...
So why not jump?
Because I need to be here for Rose.
Rose, My little sister who's 5 years old now cute, adorable, yet wiser than all the brainiacs mixed together.
Mom and Dad are always busy but they always manage to take her with them but this month they couldn't because Rose didn't want to go, she wanted to be with Oliver and I.
This is not how I wanted her to see me.
I saw Rose with my band looking up at me all with worried faces.
There were two missing...Christian and Oliver.
Christian must be somewhere not caring that he has a girlfriend who is in pain and misery!
Bloody bastard!
I inhaled the last of my drug
Finally free at last.
I smiled down at them whispering.
"I'll be there soon".
I was going to jump but I felt someone grab me taking me inside my room.
"Don't you ever try that again Kat, Christian's not worth anything!". Oliver hugged me.
I just stared at him I was in my own little world..
I felt tears roll down my cheeks without my permission.
fucking body!
I saw Rose sit in front of me giving me her best motherly look.
"Belle, don't you ever cry! it makes you a weak Leon Starr, Shame on you!".
Awe..
A 5 year old wouldn't have reacted like that at all.
They would of been crying too or scared shitless. she even used my middle name Isabelle but Belle for short.
Something in me clicked, she's always full of surprises like my mom and dad. Rose is my lifesaver.
I smiled and began laughing my ass off probably because of me being on 'cloud 9' right now.
"You're a lifesaver Rosie Pie!".
Rose's eyes twinkled.
"Really!.....Too bad I already know that". She said not pronouncing some words wrong.
I laughed my ass more.
"You're like a star Rose, my star always shining bright".
"Like a star Kat, like a Star". She walked out dancing.
I sighed heavily.. 'Atta Rose..
I got up tearless.
"Don't you all cry, It makes you all weak, Rebels Kill".
They instantly stopped crying wiping their tears away we all kissed our fingers placing them on our tattoo that represented Rose.
We each had a different tattoo representing her.
I looked down on my exposed thigh
It had a Black thorned Rose wrapped tightly around a red bleeding heart that had stars all over it.
"Just a month more". I told them knowing that they knew what I ment.
Next month,On October 17th is Rose's 10th birthday. We visit her grave and have a special ceremony.
That's the only day we remember what happened and cry our hearts out.
We all sighed.
"Let's start play-". I stopped what I was going to say because Andrew came and hugged me tight.
What the actual?
This feels good....
Jinxx,Ashley, CC and Jake hugged the life out of me too.
They all were sniffling and had red eyes.
I patted each of their backs, I hope Hayley and Wayne aren't crying-
I heard a sobbing come out of someone's mouth out of the recording booth.
Spoke to soon.
Hayley was sniffling away in Wayne's shoulder, Wayne had his eyes extremely red.
I hugged both of them.
"I didn't mean to make you all cry I just had to let out my emotion".
"Its okay, I felt what you were feeling, you sang your heart which touched our hearts, You have the ability, the power to make us feel what your feeling which is awesome!".Hayley said.
I smiled knowing that's something Rose would've said.
"I'm speechless". Wayne said wiping a tear away.
"I learned from the best". I winked at him.
He chuckled shaking his head.
"It's all you".
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I start singing with Drew.
"We'll burn this world down
And we'll never understand
Until we die!".
I sing one last time.
"Here in Sin City, there's no one who ever sleeps
Death might just be the only ticket out of here".I ended the song.
"Awesome! can't wait to buy the Mini album!". Hayley cheered.
I smirked hearing her say that.
"Amazing job guys!".Wayne told us.
"What do we name our mini Album and first Album?". Trevor asked.
I smirked.
"The mini will be 'Rebels Kill-Rise Of The Rebels' and our First Album will be 'Rebels Kill- Untamed Talent".
"Love it!". Jinxx seemed hyper.
"It makes sense since all of you are rising to fame then on your first album you'll do your thing". Andrew beamed with energy.
I looked at Oliver for an approval. He grinned at me.
"Rebels Kill's Mini album and first album! Rise Of The Rebels and Untamed Talent coming soon!".
I whooped hugging everybody.
These albums will rule everyones head off! The Mini album will contain 7 songs in total. While our first album will contain 12.
"We'll be releasing it next month".Oliver added looking up at us from his Ipad.
Next month!
"You mean on Rose's-".
He nodded cutting me off.
"It'll be the gift she always wanted, remember".
I closed my eyes remembering.
I was packing away my things from the gig we finished when Oliver stopped me.
"Guess who came over to visit!".
I grinned looking at my band.
"No way! It's Pierce The Veil!".
"No, guess again!". Oliver chuckled.
"Blood On The Dance Floor?". Trevor asked.
Oliver shook his head. "Shakira?". Drew and Damon said together.
We all stared at him laughing.
They have a crush on Shakira.
"No! it's me Rose! Rose Leon". A cute voice said from behind Oliver.
We all acted like she was famous we began fan girling.
"Oh my gee! it's Rose! can I get your autograph? you're my star!". I pleaded showing her my wrist and handing her a black sharpie.
She gladly took it signing my wrist.
"No problem with lots of love Rose!".
I kissed her forehead glancing at her signature. I taught her to sign like a pro. It looked like an adult signed it and not her.
"I'm next! me too!". Trevor, Damon, Drew, Jake and Oliver yelled out crowding her.
She laughed loving the attention as she signed each one on their body parts with sharpie.
I sighed looking around for Christian. He's gone again.
I sat on the stage looking around the now abandoned place.
I heard Rose laugh she came up to me.
"You guys have to pinky pwomise something for me".
I nodded.
"Anything". We said altogether.
She smiled showing her perfect white teeth.
"I want you all to sing me all of your songs on my birthday".
She stuck out her pinky. I smiled down at her joining her pinky with mine. So did the others.
"Pinky Promise". We told her.
"Good now let's go home I want Pizza". She skipped towards the exit. We grabbed our stuff and followed behind her.
I can't wait to sing our first album to her. She'll love it!
I traced my finger at the signature inked on my wrist. It was Rose's signature just the way I taught her.
"She'll love it". I said along with my band mates.
I turned to look at them tracing Rose's signature tattooed on them in different parts.
"I love how we always do that". I grinned at them.
"Like a twin telepathy moment.
Akward but awesome I like it". CC blurted out.
I laughed along with the rest.
Oh CC you are so right.
"Guys check your twitter!". Andrew said with a worried angry look.
This can't be good.....
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