Feels Stories

By horror-queen

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Do you ever sit there and think "I just don't wanna be happy today"? yeah, me neither. But with this book, no... More

New Suit
Hi Son
I Know Him so Well
Ugly the Cat
Regret
Sad Stories in 6 Words
Disneyland
Best Friends
Promises
My Wife Didn't Want me in the Bedroom
Phone Call
Will you Still Love me?
You said you loved me
Right Through Me
Can you help me find my cat?
It Hurts a Bit
Autopilot
The Year was 1991
Imprisoned
I Felt it
Happy Baby
Rings
1 Day
Anna
Saddest music videos (Revised)
Still My Grandma
Doors
Don't Fear The Reaper
Only a Mother Could Love
I Took Him to the Park
Subway Suicide
Tragic Christmas
Milk and Cookies
My Mind
My Haunting Past
Empty
I Think my Son is Going to Kill Himself
Gigi the Coffee Girl
I Used to be a Stalker
What Depression Feels Like
Penpal
The Guardian Angel
My Best Friend Never Happened
For Me
Mr. Angel
Of Poison Rings and Secret Things
Love
Night Time Heros
You Are Not Alone
Patches
Night Time Heros
Tendencies
Daddy!
Falling
Goodbye
A Blanket for Lily
The Last Moment
Harmful Habits
I Wish We Went Back to Slavery
I Hate my Father
Brown Eyed Girl
Am I Pretty Enough
The Art of Change
Welcome Home
The Last Moment
I've Been Growing Up a Lot Lately
I Don't Wanna Love Anymore
Flight-97
Afternoon Tea
In Life, Mom Loved 3 Things
She Walked on the Waves
Clara
The Last Train Home
I was Born a Week Ago
A Slave's Goodbye
The Monster in the Pantry
My Best Friend
Forgotten Valentine
Jenna
Death Gave Me a Choice
13 years
The Wishing Tree
Love
Thank You, Dad. For Everything.
LIVE
Safe
Someone in the House
You Are Not Alone
Rebecca
More Sad Stories in 6 Words
Dad.txt
There's Someone in the House
Safe
And Then I Slept
Clara
Love
Daddy! Daddy? Daddy...
I am the Monster who Lives in your Closet
10 Ways to Die and how they Feel
Why

Live

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By horror-queen

Where I live, we have access to rudimentary time travel. It's enough so we can send a small piece of ourselves back in time 10 years for a few seconds - just long enough to write one word on the arm of our past selves.

It's also customary to have this word tattooed later, as the process only spares the ink without leaving a trace memory of any kind. The words are deemed important, and it's almost taboo to not have them permanently marked on yourself.

Except, the first time you can travel back to write a word is when you're 30. Which is rough, since I was diagnosed with clinical depression in my late teens, though it was likely a part of me years before. Fortunately with the help of therapy and medication I lasted until I was 20.

I woke up, eager to see what word I would have on my arm. Looking down, I saw what would keep me going for at least another ten years:

"LIVE"

From that moment forward, I did my best to keep a positive attitude. Through college I volunteered at every chance, and though it took me a while, I eventually graduated with a degree. My parents were thrilled, and things were looking up. I got an internship at a local start-up, started dating a girl I knew from school, and would make sure to look at my arm at least once a day, as though to say "I will."

When I was 26, my girlfriend dumped me. It hurt more than you could imagine, and the depression came back in full force. It affected my job, and I was eventually let go. I wound up moving back in with my parents, which didn't help anything but I had little choice in the matter.

There were several times I thought about ending it all. But every time, I would look down at my arm and see that four-letter word that always kept me going. Thinking on it, I realized I would be in a better place in my 30s, enough so that I would make sure I'd use the one word to keep my past self alive to see it.

Things turned around again when I was 28. I got a new, much better job, and could finally afford a really nice one-bedroom apartment in the city. My colleagues and I got along great, and I wound up dating a coworker's roommate for a while. It didn't last, but I was back out there again, feeling better. The depression retracted, albeit slowly, but it was enough to get me to 30. And, like my future self had done before me, I inscribed "LIVE" on my 20-year-old self's arm.

The next day I woke with a smile, pleased with my work to help my past self and obsessively curious as to what new word I'd have on my arm this time.

Only, there wasn't one.

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