Sebastian
"-he will always be remembered for peeing all the time during midnights. But if it weren't for Dog, Sebastian and I wouldn't have met. I had always been thankful of him, even though I had never shown it. Hope his soul rest in peace. He deserves heaven."
Fee sniffles with liquid pouring down her now red nose and eyes. In other situation, I would've laughed at the sight before me, but I know it was wrong looking at the fact that my dad was the cause and Feyona was feeling sad.
I felt guilty looking at her in this state. I closed my eyes and breathed in. If only I wasn't a coward, I would've been able to save Dog. I was afraid of my dad and the power he had. I wish I could do something about it.
We were surrounded for Dog's funeral and Fee looked very much in stress. My eyes softens at this and I somehow feel guilty for the millionth of times.
Keyona looked sad too. My brother though, looked like he would rather be somewhere else than here. He looked simply bored.
When I had left Feyona for completing my dad's goddamn business, I knew something was wrong. I had clue of his cruel intentions in his voice when he told me to do the work. Later, I received the call from Keyona telling me that something was wrong, that she wasn't able to see Fee through the camera attached to his chain. Everything was black, she said. But she was able to recognise the location - ofcourse Ryan had helped her - when my dad's men took Dog with them.
That's when I tried calling Fee, but she didn't pick up the call and I know that it was my dad somehow.
Though I now had my freedom, I don't think I will ever be able to replace the guilt I was feeling. Because I know how close he was to Fee.
The girl had shared every damn thing with him, with all the details too.
I sighed, frustration building up inside of me.
When I met Fee's gaze, I shuddered because she was staring at the distance, probably thinking of clawing my dad's eyes out.
I wouldn't blame her though. What he did was unfair and unforgiving.
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"Yes. Deliver it to the texted address, thank you." I snapped my phone shut, already feeling excited about tonight.
I was nervous and literally had to shower three times.
"What's wrong with you?" Fee was munching on Pizza, looking at me in confusion.
It has been 1 week since Dog's funeral, everything seemed fine enough. Though I know Fee missed him more of the times.
"We're going on a date tonight." I stated and smiled down at her when she choked on pizza at my sudden news.
I wish she was choking on my dick instead.
I wiped out the wrong images from my head and sat down beside her on the couch, grabbing the pizza from her box.
I chewed on the heaven and turn my gaze towards my girl - who by the way - had a death expression on her face and was currently glaring at the piece in my hand.
I know I was in deep shit when I took that piece from the box, but I what do I do? I loved stubborn and angry Feyona a little way too much.
"Sebastian freakin' Wilshere, you have exactly 5 seconds to save your perfect ass before I change the sculpture of it!" She whispered in a threatening voice and I knew she was goddamn serious about it.
I smirked and kicked my lips as I saw her breathing heavily in anger.
I lean in to her where our bodies were almost touching. Her blue eyes turned from angry to mischievous one.
"And how will you do that?" I whisper huskily in her ear.
"Wouldn't you like to know?" She winks and before I could know, Feyona was strangling on my lap and we were making out again on the couch.
Her lips tasted of pizza sauce and I licked every bit of it. My hands rested on her hip and I moved them down cupping her fine ass. Feyona moans when she feels my hood poking her. It's always difficult to hide the bulge when Feyona was around.
He awakens automatically at the sight of her, goddamn it!
Knowing that Feyona loved me the way I did to her, makes me want control the joy of bubble inside of me.
And I just wish tonight turns good as well.
"You look beautiful." I smile down at her and peck her lips, before opening the car door for her.
"I was feeling lazy Sebastian." She groans and starts to make weird faces at me.
"You always feel lazy Fee." I roll my eyes but nevertheless the smile tugged on my lips.
She furrows her brows in confusion and then nods her head.
"True." She agrees before shrugging it away.
When we reach the restaurant that I had booked only for us, I grew more nervous. My hands were sweating at the sides and I breathed in and out to the calm the nerves.
"Are you fine?" Feyona asks, her hand resting on my shoulder in concern.
"Yes." I managed to blow a grin and wink at her.
"You look beautiful." I say again as we sit across each other on the chair.
Though Feyona wore a simple dress, she still looked so goddamn beautiful. Or was it just me? Because I wasn't able to take my eyes away from her.
"You said this already." She starts to laugh but couldn't hide the blush that formed on her cheeks.
And as I saw her laughing like that, I knew I was doomed. That even in another life, I wish to meet Feyona Podolski. I never want to let go of her.
After dinner and desserts, it was finally the time for my surprise. Goosebumps erupted on my skin and once again I was a nervous wreck.
At the same time, the manager comes in and whispers me the arrival of the delivery. Feyona was oblivious to that and she narrowed her eyes in confusion.
She had no clue.
The manager signals one of the waiter and I move my eyes towards Feyona, her stare already at the entrance of the restaurant.
Her eyes widens when she sees the waiter coming towards them with the small pup in his hands. It was a Labrador and I thought that this might make up for what I had been feeling guilty about.
But this wasn't what I was nervous about.
The waiter hands the pup to Feyona who starts mooshing over the animal. I could almost see her dancing in joy and her eyes sparkled with happiness.
But then, her eyes caught the box at his collar and I took a deep breath.
Feyona removes the collar and looks at me in confusion.
"Open it." I say.
When she does, her eyes widens more further and looks up at me again.
The happiness that she felt seconds away was replaced by tears of joy, and I know that I had won at this.
I grab the box from her hand and standing up from my chair, I kneel before her, forwarding the box of ring towards her.
I took a deep breath and,
"Feyona Podolski, will you marry me?"
Without even realising, she nodded her head in yes and started to cry tears of joy.
I pull out the ring in happiness and excitement and hurry and grab her palm before slipping in the ring on her finger, which felt perfectly.
At that moment, my heart stopped beating and pulled Feyona into a passionating kiss.
I didn't care that everybody was looking at us, all that mattered was Feyona,
And the diamond ring with portrait of Dog's face sculptured on it.
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A/n : I'm crying, goodbye.
Also, epilogue is next. I can't speak anything right now, I might end up blabbering oh my god.