strangled thoughts

By SophisticatedNicole

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By SophisticatedNicole


The fireplace we sat by has never felt colder
The tree we decorated has never looked so dull
The presents under the tree have lessened
All the cheer I've had has drained
I've never felt more alone
Since you've been gone
I've been counting down the Christmases
Until I'll be gone too

I'm sorry it's sad it wasn't really s'posed to.
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays everyone

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