He is my first love. High school pa lang kami, I am already truly, madly, and deeply in Love with him up to the point that I already surrendered everything to him. He even made me his fúck buddy when we were in college. We had a no-strings-attached relationship. Pero wala akong pakialam kahit wala nang matira sa akin. Kahit walang kasiguraduhan kung matututunan ba niya akong mahalin, handa pa rin akong gawin ang lahat para lang mapasaya siya.
I'm willing to become his slave and his whóre. I can be a slút for him if he wants me to basta wag lang siyang mawala sa akin. Tanga na kung tanga but dàmn this heart, siya pa rin ang gusto ng puso ko kahit inaayawan na niya ako.
Kilala ko siya, hindi naman siya ganoon sa akin noon, pero bigla na lang siyang nagbago ng pakikitungo sa akin. At di ko maintindihan ang sarili ko. Kahit sinasaktan niya ako, bakit siya pa rin ang minahal ko nang ganito? Bakit siya pa rin ang hinahanap ng buong sistema ko?
Mag-asawa kami pero kung itrato niya ako ay parang isang bayarang babae lang. I tried my very best para ma-in love lang siya sa akin pero lahat ng ginawa ko ay napunta lang sa wala dahil hindi niya kayang suklian ang pagmamahal ko. Pero di ako sumuko dahil umaasa pa rin ako na isang araw ay mamahalin niya rin ako.
Until that day has finally come. Naaksidente ako. I lost some of my memories and I couldn't remember him being my husband kahit na paulit-ulit niyang sinasabi na mag-asawa na kami. All I could remember were my memories when I was truly irritated in him when we were in grade school. But all those memories na sinasabi niyang kasal na kami at minahal ko daw siya were all obliterated from my memory.
But then he realized how he truly loves me when I have already forgotten everything about my feelings for him so he resorted in kidnapping me into a deserted island to make me fall in love with him again.
"I don't know how to court, Abby, but I'll try to do it for you. Hindi man tayo nagsimula sa ligawan but please hayaan mo akong gawin 'to. I want to make new memories with you, honey. I'll do everything to make you fall in love with me again," he told me.
Can he really make me fall for him again even if my memories already faded away?
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NOTE: I REPOSTED THIS STORY FROM OUR FORMER JOINT WATTPAD ACCOUNT OF THE OTHER AUTHOR.