Have you ever wondered how life would be like if you weren't born?
To see how much or how little it would change?
To know..how important you were to everyone you've ever met..if anyone would even be affected by the absence of your nonexistent self.
What if you've left? What if..you just disappeared? Would anyone really care?
Would mother or father wonder where you left? Or how your friends react to knowing that you just..left.
But would anyone really care? If you just disappeared or never existed at all? Would it change or affect anyone?
Have you ever wondered these thoughts late at night, when the silence gets too loud as your demons get louder? And there's no stopping the thoughts that go through?
The heaviness of self loathing and anxiety eating away at your chest, hoping that your body would grow tired and fall into a dreamless sleep, and hope that your body rests.
But, then again
Nobody cared
when Alice disappeared.