For once I didnt hide my feelings, I showed her everything, the pain, the guilt, the worry, the love, the fear of loosing her. She gave me a shaky head nod. That was all I needed, I pulled her aginst me and felt my heart swell when her arms wrapped around my waist. I planted kisses down her head to her neck and stopped by her ear, "you are so strong my little mate, so much stronger then me."
Harmony POV
I heard my head scream at me to tell him no, my wolf howled and screamed yes while giving me a warning growl, daring me to turn out mate down. I shut everything out, my wolf, my thoughts, my fear, the pack surrounding us and the thundering music in the background. I focused on my mates face, though I felt like I didn't really know him at the same time I felt like he knew me better then anyone in the world. I watched his mask drop and he allowed me to see all the emotions swiriling in his eyes, his face held worry and fear of my response. In that moment I did what I haven't done in a long time, I let me heart decide.
Not trusting my voice enough to speak I nodded my head slightly and that was all it took, he wrapped his arms around me and crushed me aginst his body. I inhaled his scent and felt safe and protected, even happy. Instinctively I wrapped my arms around his waist holding him close to me, fearing that I would wake up and it would all be a dream. I felt his warm breath and soft lips plant kisses over my head and down my hair until his lips stopped beside my ear. His husky voice was low causing my heart to flutter and my breath to catch in my throat, "you are so strong my little mate, so much stronger then me."
I wanted to argue tell him I was anything but strong, tell him he was my stregnth but at that moment I could do nothing but nuzzel my head deeper into his chest loving the feel of the heat coming off his body, his heart beat matching rythm with mine or the tingles that shot through me constantly at our touch.
He pulled back enough to look at my eyes! I seen his eyes turn dark before his lips crashed down on mine hard, demanding, hungry though it stung slightly I felt my wolf taking over and I kissed him back with as much passion as he did me. I felt his hands run down my sides till they laid palm down on my butt, suddenly he lifted me and my legs wrapped around his waist causing him to growl into my mouth.
Murmurs and whispers around us brought me jerking my head back and blushing. Carson pulled my head down to his chest protecting me from veiw. "What are y'all looking at, get back to the party." Though voice held humor I didn't miss the alpha tone that rang through. Still to embarrassed to look around i dug my head deeper in his neck using his scent to calm me. I felt him walking but couldn't make myself look up.
CARSON POV
I held my mate tight, fearing if i broke connection she would dissapear. She feels so good and perfect in my arms, nothing else matters. She broke our kiss and and i felt her heart race increased and smelt the embarassment flooding off of her. I glanced around and seen everyone staring and talking, not that I cared, personally I was proud to kiss her infront of everyone, it warned them off that she was mine. But seeing her uncomfortable I decided to put an end to it, "What are y'all looking at, get back to the party." I wanted to laugh so I made sure my alpha voice rang through so they would listen.
Not ready to let my little one go just yet I started walking towards the stairs, though I wasn't quiet sure how she would react being taken to my bedroom, I would take the risk for privacy with her. I felt her head nuzzel deeper in my neck and my heart rate increased along with my lower region of my body when a low sigh slipped out of her lips. Her warm breath across my skin on my neck made me shiver and I bit back a groan. I quickened my pace up the stairs taking two at a time before I slipped my door open and kicked it close behind me.
"Harmony." It was barely a whisper from my lips but she heard me, though she didnt move an inch. "Yeah." Her voice low and smooth, filled with emotion, emotions I could sense and smell on her, much like the same ones I was feeling. I let out a low chuckel and pulled my head back to look at her, "its okay now little one, they are all gone." She leaned her head back slowly, almost as if she hated to break contact with me, her eyes opened and widened when she looked around seeing we were standing in the middle of my bedroom.
I studied her face in pure awe, she was truly beautiful, perfect in everyway, not barbie doll but a true beauty. Her high cheek bones made her face look almost porcialan, her skin was tan not dark but a light honey color. A grin tugged at my lips as I looked over her cute little nose that was dotted every so often with slight freckels. "Beautiful." It wasnt meant to say aloud but it slipped, she jerked her head back to meet my eyes. And when she shock left her face amusement flared in her eyes, her perfect kissable lips parted to show her breathtaken smile.
No longer able to hold back I kissed her lips, no longer needy or hard but soft, trying to show her everything I felt inside. I licked her bottom lip asking for entrance but she didnt move. I growled lowly, not use to being denyed. I felt her lips spread into a smile under mine and I pulled back to laugh at her. She was playing with me, "little one, its not smart to tease your mate, espcially an Alpha."
I am not sure what I said, but i would gladly say it again because her eyes turned dark with lust and love causing my manhood to grow a little more. I know she felt it being pressed so close aginst me because she gasped slightly before she smiled and her eyes turned darker. Her hands wrapped in my hair and she pulled my lips down to hers. We met each others tounge stroke for stroke, batteling for dominace before I finally won. I slowly moved us over to the bed still kissing her like she was the air I breathed.
Slowly I lowered her to the bed, never breaking our lips apart until I was laying on top of her, hands on both sides of her head, just enough to keep from smothering her. I tore my lips from hers and met her eyes. "My perfect mate, you are beautiful." I kissed her softly before pulling back and looking at her again, "little one, I want you."
Harmony POV
I knew I wasn't ready to mate, but I couldn't stop myself, I couldn't tell him to stop if my life depeneded on it. At this moment, it felt like he was my air and my life depeneded on keeping my mate as close as possible. "My perfect mate, you are beautiful." His voice was husky, raw emotions and full of need. He kissed me softly before he pulled back and met my eyes with his own, "little one, I want you." Those words had my heart hammering to get out of my chest, my wolf was almost purring and howling at me to accept our mate.
I lost all logical thought at that moment. I picked my head up and crushed my lips to his, he met me with an open mouth as his touge gently swept across my lips before entering my mouth to caress my touge. I felt shocks run through my body at the contact. I reached down and pulled his shirt up, I wanted no I needed to feel him, his skin on mine. He moved quickly, pulling his shirt over his head before his lips were on mine again.
My fingers roamed over his body, loving the feel of his muscels under my hands. I grinned when I felt his body quiver everywhere my hands touched. It amazed me the effect I have on him, my handsome, amazing mate. He broke our kiss and slowly planted kisses over my face befor his lips made a trail down my neck. One of his hands roamed over my shirt and slowly cupped my breast, causing another moan to slip from me. He was driving my body crazy, I squirmed under him wanting to feel his hands on my skin.
A low chuckle vibrated my ear before my nipped at my ear softly. "Paitence little one, all good things come with time." I couldnt help it, I growled, he was intentionally teasing me. My weak excuse of a growl caused him to laugh as he continued to kiss and suck at my neck. He stopped at the spot my mark would be and slowly licked it, before he began placing open mouth kisses on it. I groaned and thrust my hips up to meet his, gasping when I felt how hard his manhood was in his jeans.
My actions caused him to growl and it was my turn to chuckle at him. He scraped his teeth across my skin as his hand gently pinched and played with my breast. I moaned again almost ready to beg him for realease, for the surging need that flooded through my body. "Not so funny now are you little one?" I rolled my eyes at his Alpha tone and gently scraped my nails up his bare skinned back. "Carson please." I whimpered out as he licked my neck again.
He pulled back and looked at me, "Harmony, are you sure?" I wasnt, I would probably want to die in the morning if I slept with him now, but I didnt care, I nodded and kissed him trying to reassure him. Once again I felt his mouth planting kisses down my neck and his hand moved lower till he ran it across my inner thigh, I felt like I was on fire. He gently rubbed between my legs his hands running over my jeans making my core hotter and more on fire.
I felt my body building and tingeling more and more until I felt like I was going to lose it. He slipped his hands in my jeans but kept them on top of my panties. His thumb caressed my warmth and his bit my neck gently. "Come on little one, let it go." He murmered aginst my skin. I didn't know what I was suppose to let go but I knew whatever it was I was about to. Suddenly my body exploded with an amazing feeling. My mind went blank as shivers of pleasure racked through my body, when I thought it couldnt get any better I felt his teeth sink into my skin. I moaned at the feeling, it was painful but only for a moment. Then my body felt like it sky rocketed again, causing me to cling to him. Hold on to him, he was my rock, the only thing holding me to reality.
Slowly the feelings slipped out of my body, leaving me a little shaky and out of breath. I felt Carson tounge lick over my neck before he raised his head up and looked down on me. "I am sorry little one, I shouldnt of.." I cut him off by placing a gentle kiss to his lips. "Please, please dont say that, dont regret that, it was the most amazing thing I have ever felt in my life." He smied down at me, "I do not regret it baby, I just dont want you to." I smiled at him, and suddenly felt bad, I had wanted more, but he wouldnt do it. He had gave me the most amazing feeling but from the feel of him on my lower thigh, he hadn't gotten the same outcome.
He lowered his body down beside mine and wrapped his arms around me pulling me close. Feeling suddenly like a school girl I glanced up at him, "Carson, what about you?" His eyes widened and he looked at me confused, "what about me?" I didnt know how to say what I wanted to but I guess when my eyes drifted to his lower region he got it because he laughed and kissed my cheek softly. "Sleep with me, i promise it will all be okay."
My eyes widened and my heart began to beat rapidly, "sl.sleep.. ugh.. with y.you?" I stuttered out hating the way my voice sounded so weak, yes yes I know ten minutes ago I was begging for it, but I wasnt exactly wrapped in it anymore and I could honestly think logically and sleeping with him scared the beejeezeess out of me!
Carson POV
She was truly mine now, well not completely, but she was marked and just that thought had me feeling like I could take on the world! I wrapped my arms around my little mate when I suddenly felt her emtoions hitting me like a freit train, worry, confusion, nervouseness. I looked down to see a cute frown on her face that made my heart pull to her. "Carson what about you?" Her voice was shaky with emtions and her eyes looked almost remourseful. NO NO NO, no way will I let her regret being with me like this, nor the marking. I calmed my thoughts and kept my voice relaxed, "what about me?" I seen her eyes flare with fear and embarrassement before the darted down to my lower section that still stood straight causing a bulge in my pants.
I laughed at her concern for me and myself for worrying, softly I kissed her cheek. Loving the fact that she was worried because I didnt get pleasure from it. "Sleep with me, I promise it will all be okay." I murmered aginst her skin, but fear hit my nose again and I looked at her eyes, they were wide, worried and scared. I bit my lip to keep from laughing. I kissed her lips gentley before I pulled back and looked at her eyes. "Sleep with me my little one, I dont mean sex, I mean sleep, together. I want to fall asleep with your arms around me and mine holding you close. I want to feel you aginst me as I dream of you and I want your beautiful face to be the first thing I see in the morning when I wake up."
Her smile widened and her face relaxed, slowly she snuggled closer to me before a sigh escaped her lips. I grinned down at her and kissed her mark, my mark on her beautiful skin. I lay there with my arms wrapped around her until her breathing became even and her body relaxed. Only then could I lay my head by hers, inhale her scent and slowly let sleep over come me.
WELL.. its not what I wanted it to be, but... the next one will be better, i hope you enjoyed! vote, feedback and enjoy as always! picture of Carson and Harmony >>>>>>>>>>>>>