I'm tired of feeling like I'm simply a waste of space.
That I'm taking up room that someone better than me could be using.
That I'm breathing air that other people could be breathing.
I'm tired of eating food that other people could be eating.
I'm tired of feeling like every single fucking thing is my fault.
I'm tired of trying.
I'm tired of trying to impress people.
I'm tired of being used.
I'm tired of being neglected.
I'm tired of trying to be perfect.
I'm tired of acting like I'm happy.
I'm tired of pretending I'm okay.
I'm tired of acting like I care about stuff going on in the world.
I'm tired of feeling stupid.
I'm tired of hearing that I'm not good enough.
I'm tired of being called a bitch.
I'm tired of being called cold.
I'm tired of being told I'm useless.
I'm tired of being told I'm never going to be who I want to be.
I'm tired of being told that I should be someone else.
I'm tired of being told I'm not pretty enough.
I'm tired of being alone in a crowd.
I'm tired of being alone by myself.
I'm tired of hating myself.
I'm tired of feeling anything.
I'm tired of life.
I'm... Simply... So... So... Tired... Of...
Living...
So..............
Very...........
Tired.........