strangled thoughts

By SophisticatedNicole

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By SophisticatedNicole



Stop leaving me in the dark please. I get it, you know. I'm not the love of your life. But could you please make me feel like I'm alive? These pulses they say we have don't beat like they used to around you. You leave me feeling so broken and empty and without someone to love I'm nothing. Watching you hold the hands of someone else drains me of the confidence I had had to tell you I loved you. I wish I could stop crying over you when you obviously have feelings towards someone else. And I'm too stupid to believe that it's true. I still think you're waiting for me. I'm waiting for you, you know. But you wouldn't, not for me.

I like this one, maybe a favorite

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