Chapter 12
Road Trip
Road trip morning! We are super turnt for this! We've been waiting since sophomore year to have this road trip. No parents. No problems. No rules. I've never been any more excited to go out ever. From Miami to Atlanta; ATL Shawty! Turn Up gang!
I was lying awake in my bed staring at my ceiling; my usual morning routine. I was thinking about how awesome this trip is going to be. I’m going to leave all my problems behind and have a great time with my girls. I couldn't help but think about what happened last night between me and McKenzie. He's gonna be leaving to Georgia with me mad at him. I don't even care right now. As far as Cas goes, I really didn't think I would feel so many sparks seeing him again. I miss him so much and I never thought just talking to him again, being so close; would bring back the feelings of what was. It was like three years ago was yesterday and I'm falling all over again. My thoughts were interrupted with Kammeron's screams of excitement.
"GET UP! GET UP! ITS ROAD TRIP DAY WHORES!"
I groaned, "Kammeron sit your excited ass down. Shit you're annoying."
"Come on I wanna get on the road already. I didn't wake up this early for nothing."
3 in the morning to be exact. And she's all hyper and shit.
I threw my pillow at her, making sure I aimed for her face.
"Shut up."
Akemi groaned, assuming she's awake,
"Is it time?" She rubbed her eyes, clearing her vision
I replied, "Yeah girl, get up."
"Are the boys here?" She mumbled
I furrowed my brows, "Boys?"
I glared at Kammeron, "Explain. Now."
She looked to the ceiling, "Well...Niko wasn't doing anything and he asked if there was room for him
I said sure. Then he said he didn't wanna be the only guy so I invited Carter and Jasen..."
Akemi added still half asleep, "And Castiel..."
Mental note: Akemi tells the truth half asleep.
I widened my eyes in shock and fury more or less.
"Kammeron I'm going to DESTROY you. You invited Cas without telling me? Are you insane?!"
"I thought I was doing a good thing...its not that bad Tee. If anything you can just ignore him."
I rolled my eyes in annoyance. A whole road trip with him, I beg of myself not to do anything stupid. Please.
* * *
"The boys are here" Kammeron semi-yelled
"Well then let's go happy ass." I pushed her out of the door
Guess we were taking two cars with seven of us here.
I folded my arms over each other,
"So who's riding with who?"
"I would like to ride with my girl" Niko stated
Carter smiled looking down on Akemi, "I second that motion"
Oh gosh really? So I have to be in a car with Jasen and Castiel. Jasen I don't mind but Castiel; Castiel is another story.
I groaned, "You four can ride together. You two..." I pointed at Jasen and Cas
"With me. Let's go."
"Since when we let the baby call the shots around here?" Jasen laughed bumping Castiel
I rolled my eyes, "Oh shut up before I leave you."
"I call shotgun." Castiel stated giving me a small smirk
I rolled my eyes and laughed, "I really don't even care. My eyes will be focused on the road, not you."
He chuckled, "For now."
We started the car and headed for the road.
First Destination: Orlando.
"So when you get back bro?" Jasen question
"I actually came back yesterday to get to your graduation and the dinner."
I furrowed my brows, "You were there? At our graduation?"
He smiled, "You didn't think I would miss my baby's graduation did you?"
"How did you even know when it was?"
"Jasen."
I looked back at him,
"You knew he was coming and you didn't tell me? Punk."
Jasen kicked the back of my seat, "It was a surprise, dork."
He laughed, "I wouldn't miss my baby's graduation for the world. Beautiful speech by the way."
"I'm not your girlfriend..."
He hummed, "Not yetttt..."
I rolled my eyes playfully
He stared out of the window, "Why won't you let me love you?"
He turned to me, giving me sympathetic eyes
I couldn't bare to look at him, "Castiel you think its just so easy. You think in a snap of a finger I can
just run to you and love you like we're 15 all over again."
"Yes you can. You can just come back to me."
I semi-yelled, "No I can't! I can't just run back to you. I have feelings for McKenzie and the last thing
I'm going to do is hurt him because of you."
He scoffed, "Then I'll wait. I apologize for loving the girl I want to spend eternity with."
I motioned to touch him and he moved his body away from me. I sighed continuing to drive the car
* * *
Three hours have gone by, Jasen is knocked out in the back and Cas won't say a word to me. We
decided to make a quick stop for the other guys. I was eyeing Castiel and I didn't like that he was
ignoring me. He can't be upset for me speaking the truth.
"Cas..." I started
"Come on Castiel, talk to me..."
"I didn't come all this way to lose my girl ya know..."
He turned to me giving me a livid glare
I closed my eyes, placing my head down on the steering wheel.
"Can we not talk about relationships today..." I mumbled
He scoffed, "Then when Teanna?! I've spent the last three years thinking about how I was gonna
come back to you and you'll take me with open arms; but apparently that's not the case. I just want
my girl back..."
"I promise when we get back we can have a full blown conversation about this. But please for the
next week can we not speak, breathe, or even think about relationships. I just want to enjoy this w
hile it lasts. No parents. No problems..."
"No boyfriends..." He implied
I glanced at him, "No boyfriends..."
Now I'm sure you're thinking what do you mean "no boyfriends" but I mean I really don't want toworry about McKenzie either. Mentally I still have a boyfriend, but for Castiel's sake and my sanity; no boyfriend. I just confused the fuck out of myself but who gives. About to start driving again. -Tee
"You have to promise me Cas. No relationship talk till we get back."
He leaned over to me, kissing my forehead and looking down into my eyes, "I promise."
I was staring into his big brown eyes.I knew slowly but surely I was falling into his trap. I was going
to fall so deep, not being able to find my way out.
I have a boyfriend
I have a boyfriend
I have a boyfriend
My daze was getting worse and I was on a journey to becoming lost in a foreign land. I saw love and
lust and hope, along with determination. I wanted to take his love in with open arms. Lay in his lust
with him on top. Give him the hope he's searching for within me. So he can let go of the
determination he has for getting me. Give him what he wants and we'll all be happy right?
I felt the vibration of my phone on my lap. My daze was over, my thoughts are now gone.
"Hello?"
"TEANAAAAA"
I swear Kammeron is the epitome of annoying.
“Girl stop yelling. What you want?”
“We’re gonna crash at a hotel a few miles up.”
“Alright.”
“Having fun with Castiel????”
“Bye Kammeron.”
I love her but she as well as Akemi are going to drive me up the wall I swear
I almost forgot I was with Castiel till he cleared his throat bringing my attention to him
“So what’s going on?”
“We’re gonna stay at a hotel a few miles up. Guess no more driving for the morning.”
“That’s fine by me.
“You wanna drive?” I looked at him with pleading eyes
He laughed, “And what do I get out of driving?”
I gave him a blank glare, “Really? You need to get something from me because I asked you to
drive? Aren’t you the man here?”
I playfully pushed him
He laughed, “I am! I just wanna know what I’m getting out of this.” he gave me a small smirk
I rolled my eyes while unbuckling my seatbelt, “Boy get behind this wheel and drive.”
* * *
“Thank God! A bed!” I semi-yelled plopping myself onto the freshly made bed at the hotel
Akemi spoke out, “So we got three rooms each has one bed, besides this one. This has two. Since
we’re couples...I mean...I think you get it.”
I rolled my eyes, “I get the big picture Kemi.”
“I call the bed to myself!” Jasen interrupted
I snapped my head in his direction-no fucking way I’m sharing a bed with Castiel
“The hell you do! I’m the only girl! You two can share a bed dammit!.”
“Teanna I love you baby sister; but I’m getting the bed to myself. Thank you.” He kissed my forehead
with a smile and just like that he went off into the other room where the single bed was. Which left
me and Castiel together in a bedroom. Oh joy...
"I think I can just sleep on the couch since you clearly don't fuck with me enough, let alone trust me
enough to stay in one with you."
He grabbed a pillow along with a blanket and made his way to the couch; bumping me with his
shoulder as he walked passed me.
I sighed sitting on the bed with my head in my hands.
I can't do anything right with him. I replace him, make him feel like he came back for no purpose, and now I don't know what to say or do. Maybe I should just give him what he wants for now. I hate to be the one to sell him a dream but it's either that or lose him. And I can't deny I do love him and I don't want to lose him again. I don't want to be 15 on the curb again.
I took a shower and changed into some shorts and an oversized hoodie. I sat in bed, not in the
mood to even sleep without Cas. I walked over to the couch to find him sleeping. I stroked his
cheek lightly with my hand. He was too good for me, I don't deserve him. If he never left me; I
couldn't help but imagine how different things would've been. I probably wouldn't have been so
heart broken, I probably would've been living in a fairytale. But I'm no Cinderella and there are no
happy endings here.
With every stroke I knew I was waking him up-but that's what I wanted. He slowly opened his eyes
grabbing my hand,
"Why aren't you in bed?"
I bit my lip in semi-frustration, "Because you aren't in it."
"Teanna...you don't want anything to happen. I respect your wishes."
"I don't care. Sleep with me...please"
I grabbed his hand and led him to the bedroom.
He stated, "I'll keep my distance."
I sat on the bed with him next to me. I laid on his chest.
"I don't want you to. I want to be as close to you as possible."
I looked up into his eyes. I knew what I was about to do and I knew it wasn't right. Nothing more to
say than I'm sorry before I make this living mistake.
I pushed myself closer to him, he cupped my face into his hands and kissed my lips. Once his lips
touched mine I wanted more. I kissed him hungrily, tugging on his shirt, pulling him closer. I got on
top of him deepening the kiss, grinding him with everything in me. I felt him on the rise and that's
what I wanted. I wanted more of him, all of him.
He flipped me over, allowing him to be on top. Hovering me with his deep brown eyes staring me
down. I saw love and lust in him as he saw the same in me. His kisses ventured their way down
from my lips to my neck. While his hands explored my torso down to my inner thigh, and found their
way to the inside of my shorts.
He rubbed me softly. His warm hands were getting me moist, but I wanted more than that. I wanted
a river flowing and he knew how to make it.
My head was tilt back and I wanted him to go for it,
"Teanna are you sure you want this?"
"Teanna..."
* * *
"Teanna.."
I woke up in a bed with Cas shaking me
"Sorry I didn't mean to wake you up."
I shook my head, "When did we get here?"
"I would say 20 minutes. You feel asleep in the car. I carried you here."
I stared at him blankly and he laughed, "What?"
I shook my head, "Nothing."
He looked into my eyes with a smile and I locked my eyes onto his. He started to lean in till we were
inches apart
I have a boyfriend
I have a boyfriend
I have a...
His lips touched mine,
now he's all I ever wanted.
Well that's all she wrote. Hope you guys liked this chapter; sorry I didn't upload sooner I was a little blocked. But yeah...thanks for reading. Please vote and comment. I really like reading thoughts even if they're negative. Unless you're being negative purposely. But anyway...I hope eveyrone had a great Thanksgiving weekend. I'm thankful for whoever reads; you guys are dope. Much Love and Happy Holidays :)