Marihu/Shinya
- Four Years Ago -
" Marihu? ".
I stare at them with a blank stare, not noticing Haru, Hitsugi and Nio walking up to me. I keep staring at them blankly, unknowingly clenching my left hand into a tight fist.
" Marihu ".
He is standing too close. He is trying to get her. He is trying to court her. I know that gazelle instinct anywhere. I know that selfish motive anywhere.
" Banba! ".
I gasp, jumping from the sudden yell from Nio. I turn to the three with wide eyes and they look at me with concern. Except for nio, she was smirking at me. I then sigh, glancing to them two then the three. " What? ". I said with a low tone.
" Ummm... are you going to be okay? And Tokaku will be done with the meeting in thirty minutes ". Haru said concerned. Nio snickered and I narrow my eyes at her. She then stepped forward toward me, looking at me with her wide smirk. She makes me nervous but not today. She's annoying today.
" Haru, don't you see? Even little, scared marihu could get jealous. Will shinya come back and help you? I'm sure you would want to shoo him away, right? ". She said tauntingly. She stood Infront of me and I now glare at her. She snickered again and looked to Sumireko and the tall gazelle Faunas.
" They could just be friends. They are the same faunas. It's natural ". She said and I growl. She glanced at me and laughed outloud. " I mean, she would want someone natural right? Someone who is normal? ". She taunted and I snarl. I then ran forward, pushing her to the ground as I run away from the three. We were an hour away from our territory but I don't care.
- 36 Minutes Later -
" How could I ever think I was normal? Even with shinya gone, I'm not even natural. I can't speak for myself. I can't do things for my benefit. What if Nio is right... ". I speak to myself as I walk across the plains. The yellow, tall -- used to be green grass -- brushing against my legs and tail.
" Sumireko is so poise. She's always beautiful. She's always so graceful and mannered. Then... there's me. That even sounds depressing ". I shake my head sadly. I sigh, looking up to see that I still had a long way to go. I look around, at least enjoying the quiet scenery around me.
I blew a raspberry walking faster. I then start running, jumping on all fours. I submerge myself in the tall grass, running silently and swiftly through it. I keep my breathing normal as I keep running, raising my head up a few times to see what was ahead of me. Nothing so far.
It was a few minutes before I lifted my head up again. I look around, my eyes going wide when I saw two gazelle horns sticking out from the grass. I duck my head down again, my heart suddenly beating fast. I pant heavily, looking up again to see even more gazelle horns sticking up.
I held my head up for too long as I suddenly rammed into someone Infront of me. I stumble along with them across the grass, feeling all sorts of cuts and scrapes all over my body. I wince, stopping to fall on my back with them on top of me. I groan, slowly opening my eyes. When I did, I almost gasp outloud if she hadn't covered my mouth with her hand.
" Shhh.... we're being chased ". She whispered as she hovered her face over mine. I look into her blue eyes, frowning into her hand. I pant heavily, her hand removing from my mouth. She looks at me, her expression changing into a fond one.
" I know why you ran off ". She whispered and I blush embarrassed. I grumble, looking away from her. I couldn't hear the other gazelle but I know they were close. I then felt a soft kiss on my cheek and my face burns bright.
" We have been mates ever since we were seventeen. I am in love with you and you only. The gazelle I was talking to was an old friend, he just got the wrong idea of thinking I was single ". She whispered fondly. I turn my head to look up at her and she smiled at me.
" And besides, we have a four year old fawn waiting for us back in our den ". She kissed my lips for a few seconds before pulling away. I stare at her eye-wide, blushing hard. She then winked at me, sitting up to look around. She was sitting on my lower stomach, close to the thing between my legs. Saying it is just weird and embarrassing to me.
" They aren't here anymore. They must have figured out what would happen if they did harm us or even consider it. Shall we go back to the den? ". She said with her usual formal voice. She smiled innocently at me, moving back to sit on top of my pelvis and... that.
" Uhhh... y-yeah ". I stutter with a small voice. She then patted my stomach and stood up. She turned around, purposely wiggling her tail -- that I find cute and small -- as she started to walk away from me. I then quickly stand up, wincing at some of the cuts and scrapes on myself.
" W-wait up, sumi ". I call out as I run to her. I slow down when I'm next to her, looking around at our surroundings. There is nothing around us that's good. I jump when I felt Sumireko slide her hand into mine. I look at her and she was calmly looking ahead while intertwining our fingers. I blush, smiling to myself as she did.
" Uhhh... sumi? ". I said and she hummed. She looked at me and I blush harder. " Uhhhh... I... I-I love you ". I said stuttering. She then laughed lightly, covering her mouth with her right hand.
" I love you too ". She said and I smile wide. I suddenly felt all giddy since my tail started wagging. She must have noticed since she laughed louder. I laugh along with her, loving the way she laughed outloud. Which is something she doesn't do often.
It was nice. And I wouldn't have it any other way with the one I love.
- Later that Night -
" Oh my... god ". I mutter as I pant heavily, sweat appearing at the sides of my face. I look at Sumireko who was closing her eyes shut with a look of pleasure on her face. She kept her hands on my stomach, panting as she was catching her breath.
She then let out a content sigh, opening her eyes to look at me. Her sharp blue eyes were glowing which made her more intimidating but hot. She then licked her lips, sitting up straight. She bit her lip and I whimper weakly when she moved. She was sitting on my pelvis and she is very warm inside.
" Oh Marihu... ". She whispered as she ran a hand through her slightly messy hair. I swallow nervously, watching as she gestured her finger for me to get closer. I then push myself to sit up, biting my lip at the sensation of me still in her. I look at her face to face and she wrapped her arms around my neck.
" Promise me something ". She whispered and I found it odd in her relaxed expression. I nod, putting my arms around her lower waist. She then leant forward to touch foreheads, staring into my eyes.
" Promise me that whenever you doubt yourself, or doubt our love, you will think of me. It only makes sense that you are my source as I am yours ". She whispered and I stare at her. She felt all warm, something I love to feel. Her warmth is important to me.
" I promise, sumi ". I whispered leaning forward to kiss her. I close my eyes when my lips met hers, holding onto her. She kissed back, moving her hips forward to slowly rock back and forth. I moan into her mouth, grabbing onto her firm butt. She gasped breaking our kiss. I then lay back, switching out position so that I was on top of her.
" I love you. God, I can't live without you ". I said with a newfound confidence in my tone of voice. Sumireko blushed visibly, grabbing onto the back of my shoulders. I then move forward, holding onto her hips as I push in and out.
" I can't live without you too. I love you. I'll always love you- ".
- Reality -
" NOOOOOO!!! SUMIREKO! COME BACK! I NEED YOU! SUMIREKO! ". I scream off the top of my lungs as I writhe in pain. Tears fall down my cheeks as they kept hitting me with sharp whips. I roar, finding this merge of me and shinya difficult and painful. In my mind it hurts, but my physical body hurts. And I can't control it.
" I CANT DO THIS WITHOUT YOU! I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU! I DONT WANT TO HURT ANYONE! SUMIREKO! ". I roar as I shut my eyes. I can hear everyone's thoughts because of that damn light blue dust powder. Along with strength, grey and hawkeye, dark gold. I can see everything, even see through things. But that isn't what I'm concerned about.
" I love you so much . I love the both of you so much ".
She was standing Infront of me with a fond smile on her face. She was about to touch my face before I open my eyes and-
C R U S H ! ! !
" SUMIREKO!!! ".
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There is always a reason to every thing I do
- Mommy Senpai