P.S. I Hate You (Harry Styles)

By BritishBums

118M 1.6M 1M

"Harry. Come over tonight?" "I can't.. I was sleeping." He said, slightly annoyed that I called him up at li... More

P.S. I Hate You (Harry Styles)
Chapter 1.
Chapter 2.
Chapter 3.
Chapter 4.
Chapter 5.
Chapter 6.
Chapter 7.
Chapter 8.
Chapter 9.
Chapter 10.
Chapter 11.
Chapter 12.
Chapter 13.
Chapter 14.
Chapter 15.
Chapter 16.
Chapter 17.
Chapter 18 + Camping Experience :).
Chapter 19.
Chapter 21.
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 24 | pt. 2
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53.
Chapter 54.
Chapter 55.
Chapter 56.
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 61 *last chapter*
Epilogue
Author's Note
P.S. I HATE YOU 2

Chapter 20.

2.1M 26.2K 20K
By BritishBums

A/N:

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Remember, the story Paparazzi does not connect to this book at all, just that I'm using the character Noelle in this. :)

Here's Chaptah 20 yo

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- BritishBums xox

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- Blue -

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I'm not going mad. I'm just showing Harry what I'm surely capable of doing, so he shouldn't mess with me.

Wow that sounded so sassy.

Am I that sassy? Ugh.

I decided to finally attend classes today, me walking to my Physics class.

As soon as I walked in, all eyes were on me as I gulped.

"Miss Anderson. We haven't seen you in awhile. Come, take a seat." Mrs. Green nods, motioning.

I plastered a smile on my face, me sitting in the only empty seat in the back.. Nsxt to Dylan.

Fuck.

Stiffening as I sat down, I could feel his stare burning right through me.

"I'm so sorry, Blue.."

"You dont need to apologize because it's over." I muttered, opening my textbook and flipping to the right page.

Looking up at the board, I ignored him completely as I could see this sad look on his face.

"I know it was a mistake, Blue. Please." He whispered.

"Haven't you heard? I'm in a fucking relationship."

A fake one. I thought.

"I know, I know.. But--"

"Miss Anderson. Could you please recite the pothagorian formula."

"Pleasure." I try my best to not sound so sarcastic, as I easily say it off the top of my head.

"Thank you." Mrs. Green smiles icily before turning back to the board to jot it down, and she continues her usual lecture.

Well what am I supposed to do now? I know every single thing she's talking about. Not to brag.

A paper is slid into my desk, a folded one.

Dylan quickly withdraws his hand, looking up at the board right after.

Sighing, my shoulders slouched, my posture quite unattractive.

As I unfolded the note, the words became clearer and clearer to my eyes.

"I'm so sorry.. Just please, hear me out. Meet me at the back of the campus after class."

I glared at him, but he purposely didn't look back.

Tucking the note in between the pages of my textbook, I shut it, looking back up at the board, and tried my best to pay some close attention..

To something I already had the knowledge to.

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- Harry -

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"Molly?.." I guessed her name, earning an easy slap on the face.

Shit. What is wrong with me, I couldn't even remember her name!

"It's Macy, you.. Dick." She cried, melodramaticaly storming away.

Wait.. Molly was the girl I hooked up with about two weeks ago.

Nice going, Har.

Score - 0.

Sighing, I stood on the street. My cheek slightly stinged from the harsh strike, as I frowned.

Hoping and making sure no one saw us, I took her to a dark alleyway to make out for a bit.

But that is, until I couldn't remember her fucking name.

And I messed up big time.

Sighing, I watch her vanish down the streets.

Another heart broken.

Sometimes, I honestly think that no one would ever want to get to know me as a person. A girl only ever wants from me, is to get into my pants.

For example, Blue.

I probably made her hate me even more, but.. That's what's so fun. Just to mess with her.

Walking the opposite way, I jammed my hands into my pockets, just naturally dodging other people.

I think this would be a good time for some coffee.

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- Blue -

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I was in the shower now, humming to a random tune in my head.

But then my mind raced to the intimate images that happened in this shower, the other day..

I suddenly felt turned on by the sudden memory.

Shaking my head and shaking the thought away at the same time, I sighed.

Washing the shampoo out of my hair, I closed my eyes.

"Blue! Blue! Blue!" Hannah calls desperately, as I hear her barge into the bathroom.

I jumped slightly, my eyes shooting open.

"What's wrong?" I shrieked slightly at fear, my eyes slightly widening.

"We're invited TO AN ALBUM LAUNCH PARTY"

"No frikin' way! Who's?!" I asked excitedly, jumping in the shower, almost slipping in that process.

"One Direction! Niall Invited our sexy asses."

I suddenly stopped jumping, my shoulders slouching in abrupt disappointment.

''Why aren't you cheering anymore?"

"I'll pass..'' I spoke blandly, continuing to scrub my body with soap.

"What no! Blue, this is big. Niall invited us for a reason, and that is for you to be there. With Harry."

I scoffed, but then remembered the deal I made with the paparazzi.

"Blue, please don't hurt him." She spoke after a brief silence.

"Yeah," I chuckled, raising an eyebrow. "No promises."

Hannah just groaned.

"What time's it?" She mumbled to herself, checking her phone. "Okay."

"What?.."

"We're going to the beach to watch the sunset! You promised me we'd go once a month, remember?"

Was it November already? Oh yeah..

I sighed, frowning. "Okay, fine."

"Yay! But Liam and Niall are coming with us."

Groaning, I threw a tantrum. "Why?"

"Because I invited them! Zayn is with his fiancé, and Louis is spending time with Eleanor."

"Ugh. Mmkay. As long as there's no Harry."

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* LATER *

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"WOW! IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL!" Hannah yelled over the crashing waves.

She runs towards the sand, leaving me with Niall and Liam who was sat on the sand.

Liam was sat on a surfboard, Niall just sprawled on the sand.

"Hey Blue." Niall greeted first, Liam waving.

"Hi." I breathed out.

"Are things okay, by the way? Yeh know.. With Harry and stuff."

"Never better." I spoke sarcastically.

Niall chuckled. "At least you've only got until the end of December."

"It's still a long time, don't you think?"

"It's a short time to me," He shrugged.

But then, that's when I see a Harry get out of the car in the parking lot.

I cussed. "I thought he wasn't going to be here?!"

"I invited him.. For surfing lessons." Liam shrugged carelessly.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

The last thing I want to do right now is see his face again.

Too late, he was just casually standing there, smiling smugly.

"Hey."

"Go suck a dick." I spoke through gritted teeth.

He lowly laughed, smirking.

Hannah came back and sat by me, looking at Harry weirdly.

"I didn't know he was coming along." She pursed her lips, glancing at Niall and then at Liam.

"Oh, I invited him.."

"If you guys don't want me to be here that's fine." He waved off.

"Yeah." I quickly reply, Hannah hitting me in the arm.

Ow.

"No, it's fine Harry. Blue's just got her panties into a twist today."

I avoided any eye contact with him, just staring out into the waves of water.

"Awesome." He chuckled tauntingly.

"SURF TIME!" Liam hollers, just completely ignoring any tension whatsoever between me and the jerk.

"Fuck yes." Harry cheers, Niall laughing.

Harry slips his shirt off, tossing it onto the sand.

Hannah' eyes widened, her mouth slightly agape.

Rolling my eyes, I nonchalantly looked away.

He is such a show off sometimes, I'm serious.

It was only 5 in the afternoon, the sunset still being in about an hour or so.

Greeeaat.

"Wanna go for a walk?'' Niall abruptly asks Han.

Hannah chuckled, surprised by his question. "Yeah, sure."

'Oh yeah thats cool, just leave me here." Once again, the sarcastic words left my mouth.

"We'll be back.. Twenty minutes tops okay? Before the sunset!" Hannah grins, her facial expression saying.. Fuck yeah, I'm going on a walk with Niall Horan!

Raising my eyebrows, I motion them away, as she smiled once Niall took her hand to heave her up.

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Once the two vanished off down the shoreline, I was left alone here, watching Liam and Harry a fair distance away.

They were in the water, not so far in, Liam saying something to him as he tentatively listened.

Harry looked back, our eyes locking.

My stomach churned.. In the bad way. At least I thought so.

He winked, me quickly looking away once again.

Ugh, I am so sick of him.. But I've got to remember that I'm doing this for the paparazzi. And it'll break him at the end.

That's all I've ever wanted, right? Yeah.

The wind blew my hair back slightly, as I aimlessly stuck my toes into the sand.

Oh yeah, I totally forgot I had my bikini under here.

Slowly slipping my top off, and my shorts off, I surely was in my matching two piece.

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- Harry -

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I was paying attention to Liam--at first.

But that was when Blue slipped her shirt off and then her shorts.

She was in a pink and white striped bikini and bottoms, as she ruffled her hair naturally.

"Holy shit.'' I found myself whispering to myself, Liam looking at me weirdly.

"What are you looking at, mate?..Oh." He emphasized, raising an eyebrow.

"Yeah. Wow she's fit."

"Okay, okay. Eyes off, listen." Liam snaps me out of the current trance I was in, as I turned back to him.

"When a wave comes towards, you're going to dive under the water and theb rise up, hopping on the board. Make sure you're balanced, and just let the wave take you where you wanna go." Liam says, but I couldn't really process his instructions in my head with the image of Blue in a bikini in my head as well..

Wow.

I wasn't really listening to Liam anymore, instead I was back to staring at Blue and her rocking body.

Did I just really say that.

Oops, yeah I did.

"Okay, good luck Har! I'll stay here while you move in a little closer."

"Oh.. What?" I shook my head, but he didn't hear me, so I just did as told.

This is actually my first wave ever, and I'm both scared and excited.

What if I die?.. Nah, the waves aren't so huge today.

Or at least I thought.

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- Blue -

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I watch Harry ride on the board a little further from shore, and even further. Only til' I could see him ever so slightly.

Wasn't that way too far off? Eh, oh well.

I curiously watched as he sat up on his board, waiting for a wave to come.

Pressing my lips into a thin line, I sat there in silence.

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Few moments later, this.. This huge wave was coming towards him.

"Oh crap." My eyes widened slightly. Was he even going to make that? I doubt it.

"Harry! No no no swim back!" Liam hollered, as I gasped.

Oh shit.

Holding a hand to my mouth, the board was left there floating once the wave violently crashed.

Liam's eyes widened, as he immedaitely took his board and swam further.

''Oh my god." I whispered in shock.

I did not even see that coming.

Liam dived in too, as soon as he could, searching for Harry obviously.

Oh god, what if he drowned?

No no no.

Was I worried? Why am I worried? Ugh..

I was panicking, anxiously heabing myself up and running towards the water.

I stopped once the water was up to my waist, as I was still in shock.

Waiting, and waiting, my heart started to race.

What was happening? Where was he?

"Oh god, come on Harry.. Come on." I murmered, running a hand through my hair.

I watch as Liam rose out, thank god, with another body.

Letting out a breath I hadn't known I'd been holding, my lips parted slightly.

"Liam, is he okay? Is he breathing?" I bombarded him with questions, as he was panting in tiredness once we made our way back to the sand.

Snatching the surfboard, I dropped it onto the ground, motioning for Liam to set Harry down.

"H-he's unconscious.." Liam stuttered.

I checked his pulse, and then there was nothing.

Gasping, now I really was scared.

"Liam he isn't breathing." I panicked, tears.. Tears are coming, oh shit.

Blinking them away, I gasped.

"Blue hurry, give him CPR." Liam rushed urgently, and now the tears are real.

Nodding, I quickly took a deep breath in and then planted my lips firmly on his as I breathed out sharply.

Doing the same again, I put pressure on his chest.

"Come on." I cried, doing it one more time.

And as if miraculously, he gasped for air, coughing out tons of water as I closed my eyes, tears streaming down my face.

Weakly, I backed away, still scarred that even happened.

"Fucking shit, Harry." I cried, hugging onto him tightly. "Y-you just literally died for a minute there. I-I.."

"I'm here now, aren't I?" He slightly coughed, smiling faintly as he hugged me back.

"Never do that again.. Oh god. You scared me." I squeaked, crying into his chest.

"Sorry. Did you just save me?"

I nodded once. "I know, I know. I hate you.. But that doesn't mean I want you dead."

"Good enough for me." He chuckled.

"A-are you okay? Did you break anything?"

"I'm fine, Blue. Thank you for that."

Liam looked at the both of us with raised eyebrows, slightly smirking. "I'll just leave you two alone.. Yeah?"

"Bye, Liam." Harry waves, as I rolled my eyes.

"Well that was interesting." I sighed, my head on his chest, tiredly.

"Very.. Um well, surfing isn't really my thing I guess."

I chuckled. "You think?"

"Yep." He smirked slightly, his other arm around my waist.

"Do me a favor Styles, and never scare me again?"

"I'll try." Harry whispered into my neck comfortingly, my hands rested on his shoulders.

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- Harry -

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Snapping a picture of the sunset, I smiled.

This afternoon was quite eventful actually..

I actually think Blue cared about me. Or it was probably just an act. I don't really know.

But while I was gone for at least a good minute, I saw nothing.

I don't know, but it was just plain darkness.

"Ohhh it's so beautiful!" Hannah gushed, clapping her hands. Niall smiled at her, Blue just taking a ton of pictures.

She giggled as her eyes lit up in amusement.

I found myself staring at her again, and once I did, she caught me again, the look on her face unreadable.

Blue sent me a small smile, before looking away.

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And in that moment..

I swear I saw something different in her.

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