Losing a friend hurts...
Losing a person you love...
Hurts worse...
I was forced to stop speaking
To you..
Or else you'd leave...
I never wanted this to happen...
I was never annoyed with your relationship status...
I was only annoyed with how you'd
Fight with me then talk about him....
I love seeing you happy.
You've been there for me when I didn't deserve it.
And of course I miss you.
I miss everything.
I regret even opening my mouth.
But it's to late now...you hate me.
I'm nothing to you anymore...
I don't deserve your friendship anymore...
Never did.
If I had to say anything to you I'd be speachless...
Because I'd never have the words to express how much I loved you ad a friend. As my fam.
I miss us...
But it's over now...
Can't do anything about it.
Might as well start cutting again....
Don't really feel like myself anymore.
I even ignored the person I care about to cry over me losing my bestfren.
I lied.
I never wanted to lose you.
But look where we are now...
We are gone.
I am gone.