I can't fucking make up my fucking mind.
There is absolutely no way for me to continue a story. Like, a serious story. I have SO many other ideas until it gets to a point where I don't even want to continue the one that's already been published.
I mean, I like the story and all, and it's going in the correct direction, but these fucking IDEAS that just jump into my head distract me from writing.
So...
Many...
Drafts...
I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK TO DO AT THIS POINT.
There are some really good ideas in there, but that's all they are– ideas. The ending always wriggles its way into my head until I can't think, so I have to fucking write it down, then I try to start at chapter 1 and shit hits the fan.
THIS SHIT IS TORTURE.
I have like seven LGBT books in there, a female CEO book, a princess book (don't judge, it was a faze), a werewolf book, one where two girls get stuck on an island and fall in love, I think (I'm pretty sure that classifies as LGBT, but I don't care), a book in which the girl and her professor fuck each other senseless, this guy fucks his teacher on valentines day, this neko is the reigning king of the business world and the bedroom, and I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO FUCKING START THE BOOKS.
I'm so fucking frustrated I can't stand it!
I need yoai 😐.
(P.S.: I'm running out of memes, so there will be a slight shortage in the media I introduce within my rants. I have to stock back up :P)
See Ya Later, Alligator.