WRITING LUKE'S PART WHILE HAVING A GIFSET OF LUKE BEING ATTRACTIVE IN THE BACKGROUND IS NOT OKAY IT IS UNHEALTHY PLEASE DON'T EVER TRY IT
Oh and I'm done writing the first part (???) of the requested High School AU, it's gonna be up on Monday round this time, I'm gonna write the Heartbreak Girl preference first, then if I get enough requests for part two of the High School AU, I'm making it. It's good, I promise omg I'm so proud of the first part I just
Ashton: "Within a minute I was all packed up, I’ve got a ticket to another world, I don’t wanna go"
I sighed, as I picked up a few of my clothes from our closet. I glanced at the picture on my bedside - it was the picture of our anniversary a few months ago. I had my arm wrapped around your shoulder, and we were flashing huge toothy grins at the camera. We both looked so happy, and it seemed like we didn't have a care in our life and no worries at all. I smiled as my eyes found the picture next to it - it was our first picture together, and it was taken backstage at one of my concerts. Honestly, I met her at one of my concerts and then I got to know her, and the more I got to know her, the more I fell for her. And now, here I am, head over heels in love with this gorgeous girl. I love her more than anything, I honestly do and I'd do anything not to see her cry. But as you all know, I'm in a band, and being in a band means being gone most of the time, and I'll only be returning after a few months. We're going back to the UK in a little bit, and I couldn't bring her with me. I don't wanna leave her, I don't want to see her crying again. I wish I could just bring her with me, but I couldn't do that as she has school. I put the clothes inside my bag, and I shook my head, trying to get the tears out of my eyes. I couldn't leave without her, but it has to be done. I'm gonna miss her so much, it'll be hard not to hold her, or touch her, or kiss her for an entire month. Long distance relationships are hard to maintain, but I just know we'll get through it. I believe our love is stronger than this. I heard the door creak open and I turned to see her standing in the doorway with a sad smile on her face. "Hey," she squeaked. I approached her with a sad expression, and pulled her in my arms. "I'm gonna miss you, Y/N," I whispered in her ear and I felt her hand rub up and down my back. "I love you," she whispers back. "I love you more, you won't forget about me, yeah?" I asked, raising my eyebrows and she kissed my lips in response. She pulls away a second later and smiles, "I'd never forget about the one person who makes me feel this way," Did I mention how much I love this girl and how perfect she is?
Michael: "Sudden words are hard to speak, when your thoughts are all I see. “Don’t ever leave,” she said to me"
"Don't ever leave," she says, as she tightens her grip on my shirt. She looks up at me with those tear-filled eyes. I felt my heart break into a million tiny pieces when her eyes met mine, and I pulled her closer as she continued to sob into my chest. I was leaving today and I'm supposed to head to London with the boys, we're going to stay there for a few weeks and she hated it when I had to leave. I hated it too, I don't want to leave her. Saying goodbye is the hardest part of leaving, and goodbyes with her are just so fucking painful. I felt my chest tighten even more as I thought about the pain of leaving her again. I already feel like shit having to leave her behind though, and I really want to bring her with me. But I can't have her skip school and leave her family for a few weeks, I just couldn't, I'm not that selfish. "I have to," I tell her as I kissed the top of her head. I could tell she still had lots of things to say, but she just couldn't say it because the tears are overwhelming her. I don't need words to know how she's feeling inside - the tears have already given them away and I could see right through her. "Please don't cheat on me while you're there," I heard her whisper and I leaned away to look back at her beautiful eyes which were completely bloodshot. I could literally see the sadness and hurt in her eyes, and it killed me to see her like this. She didn't deserve to hurt this much, and it killed me even more to know that I was the one who caused all this pain. I felt a tear roll down my cheek and I held her as tight as I could. "I would never ever cheat on someone as perfect as you, no one compares to you," I say as I traced random patterns on her back to help calm her down. She sniffed and hiccuped, as she buried her head in my chest even more. "You were crying at the airport," I began to sing softly in her ear. She chuckled when she heard the line, and she knew how much that part of our song suits our current situation. "..when they finally closed the plane door," I swallowed, feeling my throat dry up as I heard the final call for our flight. "I could barely hold it all inside," I whispered as I pulled away from her. She presses her lips against mine urgently, as a final kiss before I left. Once her lips left mine, she shoots me a smile, "I love you Michael, I'll s-see you in a few weeks," she says as she wipes the tears away from her cheeks. "I'll always love you more, Y/N!" I called after her, and once she was out of my sight, I could feel the sadness and emptiness without her again. God, I wish I could come back to her right now, I already miss her beautiful self.
Calum: "She sleeps alone, my heart wants to come home. I wish I was, I wish I was beside you"
She smiles at me sadly, looking at me with those gorgeous eyes that would make me melt everytime. She bites her lip as she looks down, and breathes out a sharp exhale. We were currently having one of our first Skype call since I left for the UK, and it's clear that she already misses me. It's only been three days since I left, but you know how you get whenever you miss someone you love? Three days is already long enough, and I feel the exact same way. I don't know how people survive without being with each other for a long time, it's like hell and as much as I want to come back to her, I couldn't right now. "How have you been?" I asked, as I began to play with my thumbs. I heard her melodious laughter coming from the laptop and my eyes met her beautiful ones. "Cal, how lame can you get? It's only been three days, of course I'm fine," she tucks a loose strand of her hair behind her ear. "I-I know, but I meant how have you been coping without.. me?" I bit my bottom lip and I watched as she sighed, looking down once more. "I-I mean, I've been good. I'm trying my best not to miss you, but that's impossible," she glances to the side sadly. "It sucks not having you beside me at night, it feels so cold and I miss your warmth." I really wanted to come home as soon as possible, it sucked not having her beside me as well. I had Ashton, but it just wasn't the same as having the person you love right beside you. My heart desperately wanted to come home, I needed to feel her right now. I needed her. "I feel the exact same way," I say with a small smile. "It's only gonna be for two more weeks," I added. She closed her eyes and smiled slightly, "It's only been three days and I'm already missing you, how can I survive two more weeks?" I watched as a tear rolled down her beautiful face, and I reached out, wanting to wipe the tear away, but then I remembered that I wasn't there, I was here in London. "Please don't cry, I-I can't wipe away your tears because I'm not.. I'm not.." I tried to say, but she immediately wipes the tears away. "I'm sorry, I just missed you so much. I'll try-I'll try to stay strong until you come back," she says, as she forces a smile on her face. "I love you, I can't wait to come home." She nods, and says those words right back. "I wish I was, I wish I was beside you," I sang to her as heer lips curled into a genuine smile. "I wish I was, I wish I was..." she sings it back, and we ended up laughing. I needed this girl so bad, I can't wait till I come back home, I needed to be beside her.
Luke: "Another day, and I’m somewhere new. I made a promise that I’ll come home soon, bring me back, bring me back to you"
"Ireland?" She asked, and I heard her voice break. We were going to Ireland today, and it was a last-minute decision, I had just told her that I was going to be gone for another three days, and she isn't taking it very well. "Baby, please don't cry, I may not like it either, but I have to," I tell her with a frown. I was giving her a call on my phone, I wanted to Skype, but we couldn't right now, I was in Manchester Airport, getting ready to get on our flight to Ireland. I watched as Ashton and Calum fool around, with Calum hopping on Ashton's back, and Ashton trying to run away, pushing Calum so he'd get off him. Michael was on his phone, as usual, with a burger in his free hand. I shook my head and concentrated on her voice in my ear. "I understand," she says, and I heard her sniff on the other line. I was supposed to come back home tomorrow, and she's really been looking forward to that day for a long, long time. She couldn't stop talking about that day, and she was expecting me to come home tomorrow. I didn't mean to get her hopes up, I really was prepared to come back home, but something came up. "Shh, don't cry, I promised I'd be home soon, didn't I?" I told her, as I began to walk, catching up to the boys in a short amount of time. "I want to see your face now, Luke. I want to feel you in my arms. I want to kiss your lips and feel you being one with me. I want to look into your blue, blue eys and drown in them. I want you here now, I want you back here, with me where you belong," she whispers and she began to sob. "I need you back here." she says, and I could hear her crying in the background. I wanted to just drop everything and hop on the next plane back to her, because if there was something I couldn't do, it was to just stand by and let her cry alone. I couldn't - I needed to stay by her side and hold her in my arms, rocking us back and forth to comfort her. I needed to get back home to her now, I needed to get back to her. "Please don't cry, I feel like shit right now because I-I can't hold you," I whispered, swallowing the lump forming in her throat. I heard she sniffle and she replies, "I'm sorry, I'm just being a little shit again, I'm so sorry for getting so emotional," she forced out a laugh. She was silent for a few minutes, and I could tell she was beginning to calm down. "I can wait for three more days," she continues. "Thank you, I'll be counting the down the moments until I see you again beautiful," I smiled, as happiness began to bubble up in my chest again. She giggles, "I love you, Luke." "I love you more beautiful, I have to go now, I'm gonna board the plane. I'll call you later," I say and heard her beautiful laughter on the other line again, "Okay, I love you so much more, have a safe trip." She hung up and I pressed the phone to my chest, and smiled until my cheeks hurt. I love that girl so fucking much.