I rush to open him the window so he can enter inside. I'm so happy to see him but I'm also nervous. I don't know if I should tell him about the fight with my parents, the punishment about not spending more time with him when he's right in front of me. He left me because he thought he was a bad influence for me and I had proved him wrong. But now my mum said the exact same thing. I can't tell him. I'm afraid that if I do, he's will leave me again and I can't risk that. I instantly look down to wipe my tears while he's passing through the window.
"Babe, what happened?" Albert says laying his hands om my face caressing the top of my cheeks with his thumbs. He looks concerned and I try not to cry further.
"Fuck, why are you crying!?" He raises his tone and covers his lips with my fingers. " I tried to call you so many fucking times and you didn't answer the phone. I was worried about you!"
"Albert, my parents.. They don't want me near you." I pull away sitting on the edge of my bed curling my fingers around the blanket.
"Why?" Albert sits beside me with a frown.
"Because they don't understand how happy you make me. That's why."
I wait for Albert to say something but he stays in silence.
I can feel his body tensing and he's looking at the carpet under my bed.
"But I don't want to." I say grabbing his hand.
"I know you don't." Albert turns his head to me.
"So we're okay, right?" I keep staring at him waiting for a smile or just a switch of looks...
"Emily, I told you the reason I had broken up with you. I knew you deserved better than someone who is pissing you off most of the time and makes you suffer,"
I knew it. I've shouldn't said nothing about the fight.
"But I also told you that I wouldn't be pushing you away again. I understand your parents though. I actually agree with her, but do you wanna know? I don't give a shit. I love you more than anything and more than anyone could possible love you so I'm not going anywhere."
"Really? I was afraid you would leave me!" I say in a relieved tone pulling him to my arms.
"I'm not doing that again. I won't do that again especially when you chose to go with me to Liverpool. Besides, I'm still proving how a fool I have been with you.." Albert says with humour making me chuckle.
"Yes, you are!" I playfully shove at his chest and he pecks on the cheek.
"My mum was waiting for me, she tried to explain that her life hasn't been easy since my dad...left."
"Left?"
"That's what Ellen said. It's so fucking annoying that she is always incapable of finishing that fucking sentence."
"Maybe your mum doesn't want to say the word 'dead' because she refuses to believe that he's really gone. Maybe she's holding on to the hope that he will come back for her, for you."
"But not in the same way that I do. My mum had to accept his death. She's with Sophia's father. She's over him by now."
"So you still think she's hiding something? That she has been hiding, all these years, the fact that there's a slight possibility for your dad to be alive?"
"I don't know. But I'm going to find out. Tomorrow, I'll take the same train to Liverpool and I'm going to the hospital he went on that day."
"You what?! Albert, tomorrow we have classes and you don't even know the which hospital he was taken to."
"I know, I'm going to ask my mother about it or probably just dig in some old papers. I have to do something. I' going to ask them about my dad. Maybe the reception of the hospital can tell me.. I don't know.. " Albert runs his fingers through his hair standing up from the bed.
He's walking on circles with a hand on his jeans' pocket and the other running through the messy curls on his forehead.
"We'll figured this out," I say standing up in front of him.
"We?" Albert looks at me with a smile.
"Yes. I'm going with you." I smile crossing my arms on my chest.
"No, love. You're going to miss classes and your parents are already pissed at you because of me."
"Albert, don't worry. My mum doesn't even know that you're here.."
"I know, but you don't have to do that, that's too much shit.." Albert says wrapping his arms around me pulling me to his chest.
"Albert, I want to do this. We're in this together. We'll find this mistery about your dad."
"Thank you, baby, so much," Albert whispers kissing me on my forehead and covering my lips with his making the dragons on my belly to explode with fire.
"Let's sleep, baby, tomorrow we have to call another damn cab to take us to Liverpool." Albert says kissing me gently on my cheek.
I nod and he lays me on my bed pulling me into his arms. He leaves small kisses on my nape causing me goosebumps.
I quickly turn around and wrap my arms around him, pressing my lips in his. I fall asleep with my face buried on his chest and with his lips on the top of my head.
**
I wake up with the sunlight perforating my eyelids. I tight my eyelids shut and then scan the room. Albert is not here.
His pillow is tossed next to mine and has a little note on it.
Good Morning, beautiful,
I called a cab to take me to the station and I'm going to Liverpool.
I love you for wanting to come with me but I don't want to cause you any more troubles. I'm going to our place to find out if the bastard is still there. I'll call you as soon as I get there.
'I do love nothing in the World so much as you.' - (you know who I'm referring to ;) )
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