We are leaving for magcon today I'm so excitement!
I'm all dressed and ready I just have to get the babies ready.
I got the babies ready and we were on our way to the air port. Cam has been really distant lately and I hope maybe this will help. When we got there all the guys were there. I could feel someone staring at me hard I turned around it was Shawn I just smiled he walked over to me and took London. Shawns really good with the babies he sings to them and makes funny faces at them it even makes me laugh. I walk over to Cameron and sit on his lap and we cuddle because the boys are playing with the babies. Cam are you okay you've been acting different lately? I asked yeah I'm okay babe. He said with a unsure smile . Burt got our tickets so we're all sitting from each other Jack G and Brooklyn are sitting with each other with Aaron who is also her favorite. Jack Christopher is with Johnson and Cameron Taylor and Zachary and some lady are by each other. Carson and Matt and some young guy. Nash and Paris and Hayes are by each other. Which leaves London, Shawn, and I by each other. Cameron looked pissed I don't understand why. The babies were so good. Besides London she was freaking out so I took her out and she still wouldn't stop people were staring to look and I was getting frustrated and I guess Shawn could tell because he took London and started to sing to her and she calmed down and feel asleep on his chest. Cameron looked over and had a mad look on his face. I just ignored him. I said thanks to Shawn and put London back in her car seat.
We got to the hotel the rooms are Cam, the kids, and I second room Nash Hayes Matt and Aaron third room Gilinsky Johson and Shawn.
When we got to the room I was starting to get mad at Cameron because he's been a dick all day
Cam what is wrong why have you been mad I asked
Nothing he said pissed
Well something is because when Shawn was singing to London you looked pissed
Cassidy god damn it I said nothing and than he did something I would have never imagine he pushed me I hit my head on the table there was a little blood. I stared to grab car seats and put them outside by the door and grabbed the dipper bag I went to the Jacks and Shawns room I knocked on the door. Shawn answered and he saw the blood and the stain tears and grabbed me and the two car seats I had with me and hugged me. Shawn fix my head and the jacks went and grabbed the babies and there portable cribs they said Cameron was gone. I was laying in bed and than Zachary started to cry I went to go get him but Shawn got him and fed him I couldn't help but love how Shawn cared more about Cameron's kids than Cameron did. I took a picture and posted it on Instagram with the caption uncle Shawn 🎸❤️ I got some comments like Awww or he makes such a great dad. After Shawn gave me Zachary and he was staring at the wall he feel asleep and I put him back in his car seat and I stared to set up the portable cribs after I got the cribs set up I put Zachary in his since he all ready eat I had two babies who I had drinking out of bottles and I was breast feeding the other 2. The boys went out to go find Cameron. I put Paris and Brooklyn and London and Carson in their cribs I than got Jack Christopher and feed him and he looked like Cameron the most and I stared crying I love Cameron and I worry about him and we have kids together and I just miss him. Soon the door opened and there stood Cameron crying I put Jack Christopher in his crib. I looked at Cameron and what
Cassidy I'm sorry please forgive me the only reason why I was pissed today was because of you and Shawn you seemed happy with him
The only reason why I was happy with him today was because he wasn't mad at me for no reason
Cassidy haven't you seen the way he looks at you?
No but Cameron it doesn't matter because I'm with you.
Tomorrow we're going to go to a private beach and will play with the kids and have a fun time.