(6:00 pm 2 hours till bonfire)
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"Ugh guys I don't know what to wear." I'm struggling so much since I mostly have home clothes more than party clothes .. It makes sense since I was home schooled.
"Just take a grey hoodie and sweatpants , trust me you will look really good ... Mostly good in anything." Louis says sitting on my bed feeding Harry strawberries
"Well how are you guys going ?" I respond questioning.
"The same we're not that type of group and trust me nobody is not gonna say anything I mean it's a bonfire not an event for Christ sake." Niall's just looking outside my window he says it's beautiful out here since you can see the moon even though it's not that dark.
"Oh well you're right .. Sure I'll just go in a hoodie and sweatpants but what if it's hot at night ?"
"Zayn .. It's almost October and you're really asking if it's gonna be hot at night ?" Harry says eating a strawberry.
"I was wondering how the weather was like" ... Also my favorite season is fall .. You know the smell , the leaves .. It's Halloween and most of all you get to stay in and watch horror movies I love that.
"The weather here is normal .. Also I'm gonna go to my house I'll come and pick you up in 2 hours I promise you we will be here for you alright ? Harry & Louis do you guys want a ride ?"
"Yes please .. And oh Zayn just tell us if you need time to talk to Justin awhile we're there .. Alright ?" Harry says
"Alright." I say with a smile on my face .. "Thank you guys it means a lot." (:
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(7:52pm 8 minutes till bombfire)
It's almost time till the bonfire ! I've already eatin and used the bathroom and re-washed my face also showered .. I know I always feel dirty whenever I go somewhere.
"Hey mom so it's almost time for the bonfire I already ate and showered." I say with a smile on my face coming downstairs. She slowly comes walking up towards me and kisses me on my forehead.
"I want you to take care of yourself Zayn you know how over protective I can be .. Alright ?"
"Awe thanks mom and yes I'll call you from my phone if anything happens .. Just know that this is my first high school experience and I want it to go good."
"I understand honey .." She than hugs me. Then I hear a doorbell ring. I go running and it's Niall he's exactly the same dressed as me ... Not all Gucci.
"I'll come back early mom I promise alright and I'll be safe with the people I'm surrounded with." I go out running and I hear a last "I love you be safe !"
I wave goodbye to my mom .. And walk to Niall's car .. It's one of those cars where you can bend over the seat .. It's really cool since I've seen those type of cars in movies but luckily I sit in the front while Harry & Louis are in the back flirting with each other.
All we did in the car was laugh , talk and listen to today's hits mostly 5SOS my boys and by the time we arrived it was 8:13 pm since its all the way up to the creek.
"Wow .. It looks amazing .." There is about 80 or 90 people up here. "Come on mate don't worry we're gonna be with you at all times." Harry says wrapping his arm around me.
"You're gonna be safe around us.. Just don't drink anything bad." Louis says
"Now come on let's go party." Niall starts fake dancing which is kind of cute.
When we get there everybody is taking shots or drinking something and there's a lot of chattering there's also music but since everybody is talking really loud you can barely here anything. Also from here I can see half of the river falls. We all 4 go get something to drink , we all get apple juice while Niall gets a beer oh my god. "We said no drinking Niall !" Harry says taking the bottle away from him. "I mixed it with my apple juice don't worry I'm gonna be fine." He says taking it back. We all 4 have fun and laugh around for about 20 or 25 minutes I then put my marshmallow in the fire for my second s'more and finally put Hershey's and my crackers on it.
"So Zayn have you found anyone cute yet for the last 2 days you've been here ?" Harry says
"Umm .. Well some of the seniors here are really cute especially some jocks but whatever they're not my type."
"We'll someday you'll find your true love just watch and wait."
"I think you already found your true love Harry you just don't know it yet." I say with a smirk on my face and look straight at Louis who's talking to Niall .. "You're probably right." He than smiles and goes with Niall and Louis. I stay here for a little bit and was about to go with them till somebody grabs me by my arm and then I hear his deep voice "there you are." He looks alright he's wearing a Michael Jackson shirt a nude hoodie , sweatpants & black Jordan's (you can mostly see half of his thingy in the sweatpants.)
"Hey ... You look good." Oh my god Zayn he's gonna think you're in love with him what the hell are you thinking !?
"Awe thanks not as much as you." He smiles and smirks.
I cross over my arms and look back at him again .. "Still not forgiven." .. "Look Zayn can you please just take a walk with me and can we talk about everything ? I want to get to know you and you can also know a little bit of me .. Please trust me on this it's only gonna be us." He than holds my hand and then I suddenly trust him a little bit .. I go over to Harry , Louis & Niall .. "Hey guys I'm gonna talk to Justin for a little bit .. Don't worry I'm gonna be alright I kind of trust him alright ? I'll call you guys if anything bad happens."
Harry stands up and goes directly to Justin .. "You hurt him I swear to god you're gonna get your payback on graduation and the rest of your life." He says pointing at him "You got that ? And don't even think about hurting any of us anymore Bieber !" Harry is absolutely mad for their past he spat at Justin and he responds back with "Alright you got me .. I'm sorry for all of the humiliation but I won't do it anymore .. Just let my boys do what they want to do. But I will not absolutely tell them to never humiliate you guys anymore. You guys can trust me I won't do this dumb stuff anymore.." We all stay quiet for a little bit then Harry says "alright we trust you but just watch out .. We might seem as a weak group but we're not .. Just take care of Zayn we're trusting you."
Me and Justin go walking and it's quiet till we start asking each other questions when we arrive to the falls we sit on 2 rocks. It' shows the crescent moon and so much stars tonight it's dark but beautiful .
"So Zayn .. Where do you come from ?" Justin asks.
"I come from The U.K. It's kind of weird since I'm not all fancy and stuff I'm not that type of boy. What about you ?"
He then smiles and looks at me "I come from Canada .. I'm Canadian I know it's a shocker."
"It isn't a shocker .. That's actually really good that you're from Canada I just didn't notice I thought you were from L.A. Or something."
He laughs a little bit and starts talking "Nah I'm from Canada but .U.K. Sounds interesting also why would you move here ? Why here where it's full of pathetic people and bullies... Like me ? ?"
"There's not pathetic people and well my mom picked this place for us .. She said that here it feels safer and I'm only gonna be here for this year I'm gonna be at a real college next year I think .. My mom has been saving up money for me these past years so I can get into a good college .."
"I'm gonna get into a good college I'm going to Harvard."
I stare at Justin and I say that I'm going there too he than smiles and says that it's good we're both going to a good college .. After all of these basic questions
which took 13 minutes I finally ask about Selena ..
"So um .. How are you and Selena ?" I'm kind of scared since he doesn't want anybody asking him about his relationship with Selena .. Well he just looks away and stops smiling for a little bit. "Terrible." He says with an awful look ..
"How come ?" I answer he than gives me a meaner look .. "I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to get into your relationship.."
"No it's alright .. We've been dating for 3 years on and off and I'm kind of sick of it .. She's always flirting with these different type of guys on my football team .. But the truth is I don't really love her she's done terrible things to me in the past and I can't forgive her for those.. I'm just in the mood to break up with her when the time is right .. You get me ? I deserve somebody better."
He then starts to break down and I'm trying as hard to comfort him which kind of works ..
"Hey hey , it's gonna be alright you're gonna be ok don't cry over her .. You do deserve somebody better." I start hugging him since he's all up in tears.. "Hey Justin look at me..." He than starts looking deeply into my eyes as I wipe his tears away. You're a great person and even though I'm new here and everything and you humiliated me , I know that you are a good person you already proved everything to me .. You don't have to try your hardest.. one day you'll fall madly in love with somebody who deserves you for you .. Don't worry you're not alone but I do promise you , you will find someone someday just wait and watch."
He than keeps staring at me after 12 seconds of quietness he than suddenly leans in , puts his hands on my face and kisses me on my lips as hard as he can. He than looks away and stares back at me .. "I-i-i don't know what I just did .. This is so stupid." He than runs away and I go running after him as I call his name to talk about what just happened ..
I stop to breath but he disappeared away. Suddenly I'm all the way back to the bonfire. Harry , Niall & Louis catch me running out of breath they than get me a drink of water and tell me to sit down.
"What happened mate ? Are you alright ?" Harry questions
"Did Justin do something ?" Niall asks
"Don't worry we're here for you , you can tell us what happened." Louis says I just respond with a "nothing happened he just ran because his mom called him that he needed to baby sit his siblings and I came to find you guys."
They look at me then they suddenly believe me.
"Alright mate , just wanted to know if anything bad happened .. And we're gonna go home now would you like a ride ?" Niall says
"S-sure thank you."
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When I get home my mom is sound asleep so I entered quietly while all 3 boys wave goodbye to me. I know I can trust them but this is too soon to tell them what happened between me and Justin.
A little bit has happened these 2 days I've been here Liam kissed me then disappeared for today .. Justin on the other hand kissed me ? What ? I thought he was straight .. I'm gonna need to talk to him about this.
I get into my pajamas , brush my teeth , wash my face and lay in bed and think about everything .. Hopefully Liam returns tomorrow so I can talk to him and Justin too.. Oh lord goodnight.
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Hi luvs ! 💟 I hope y'all enjoyed this chapter and I know that it was a little fast between Justin and Zayn but everything is gonna be fixed.
Will Larry become real ?!!?!?
Will Liam come back ?
Is Justin really straight ?
Hmmmmmm .. Till next time bye y'all ❤️
-Jared 🌙