Zayn and Perrie arrived around 9 at night, everyone except Alex was sitting in lounge having gossips. perrie met and greeted everyone.
"hey! pez" I hugged perrie
"long time no see" she slapped my arm playfully
"we met three days ago" I laughed
"you here?" liam asked perrie surprisingly
"yeah! just wanted to apologize to Alex, I just ruined her day" perrie replied
"you didn't, she just overreacts" Niall patted her shoulder
"well she's mad at you, for unknown reason" louis said to Zayn,
"well the reason is not unknown, she have a right to be mad at me, I went away in between our hangout, we were about to go to a café and then perrie called, she was a bit upset" Zayn cleared his point
"I was just feeling down, that's why I called Zayn, I didn't know he was out with friends" perrie replied
"its okay! you don't have to apologize to her, and she's not in the mood to talk anyways" harry said
"I can try" I went upstairs, while everyone was sitting in the lounge. I knocked at the door softly, she didn't answer, then I knocked at the door a bit hardly, and didn't wait for her answer
"Alex! please open the door, Perrie is here to talk" I said softly surely that she's listening, she opened the door quietly and looked into my eyes
"I don't wanna talk to anyone right now Jasmin, please go away" she said in a low voice
"but she's here to apologize" I pleaded
"Jasmin! what's your problem? you should go right away, I am not up to talk to anyone, nor to take any apologies, go the hell away from here" she yelled at the top of her lungs, loud enough for everyone to hear downstairs
"Alex! please behave yourself, they can hear you" I gripped her forearms and she gave a jerk to hands and pushed me back
"you are pathetic I must say" I said annoyingly
"you must leave" she threw my pillow on my face and shut the door right to my face, I went down while tugging my pillow to my chest and didn't say anything
"its okay hon, I listened what she said" perrie patted my shoulder
"I'm so sorry" I pouted
"no no, you tried your best" she hugged me and I nodded, after that she left the studio and I sat on the couch
"guys! go to sleep, tomorrow is our recording session, we have to wake up early, sleep properly good night lads" I said and everyone went to their room, I also tried to go to my room, but it was locked and there was a note outside in the doorstep "DO NOT DISTURB" which Alex has thrown outside in her angry writing, I nodded my head in disappointment and went downstairs disappointedly and threw myself on the couch, I then offered my night prayer and lay down cuddling with my pillow and checked my Instagram and Facebook on phone, but I wasn't sleepy the couch was a little uncomfortable to have a good proper sleep, I tossed and turned million times on the couch for a good position but I was still not sleepy nor comfortable
"aham!!" harry cleared his throat behind my couch, I looked up only seeing him upside down to my view I smiled
"hey! You aren't sleeping" I sat down folding my legs on the couch
"You too,.. coincidence?" we both shrugged and laughed, " I needed some water" he showed me his water bottle and went to the kitchen, I again picked up my phone and scrolled through my Instagram
"lay down girl, sleep already" he ruffled my hair and sat on the bean bag beside my couch, and I supported my jaw with my hands to face him
"I'm not sleepy" I scrunched my nose and he smiled
"that you are never" he pulled my nose
"she'll be okay by tomorrow, I guess" I winked
"She's so crazy" he shook his head and I shrugged my shoulders
"You aren't sleepy?" He asked again, and I simply nodded in no, "okay! Lay down we can talk" he put his water bottle aside him on the ground and made me lay down on the couch, I rested my head on the arm rest and cuddled with pillow
"Um! So!!!" I smiled at him, to let him continue with his gossips
"Let's talk about you" he said smiling at me
"Me" I laughed, "you already know a lot about me"
"Some basic things, like your favorite color, favorite food---" he was counting on his fingers and I cut off in between
"Blue is my favorite color" I smiled toothily
"Why not green?" He frowned
"Of course I love your eye color" I tickled his tummy and he giggled
Harry's POV
We talked for about half an hour, while gossiping about favorite cheese rolls to talking about pets and silly childhood memories she didn't realize when she just fell asleep, she was blinking her lashes just before she fell asleep like a baby and that she didn't want to sleep and she just wanted to have more gossips, but to her luck her eyes shut down and she fell asleep in no time. I couldn't helped myself to go away from her, I just wanted to stay there beside her forever, I was thinking to myself while looking at her little self who was cuddling with the pillow for warmth, I just wanted to embrace her in my arms. I went to my room quickly where everyone was asleep now and I picked up my comforter for her, I put my comforter on her so that she can stay warm. She cuddled with comforter too, I smiled at her in awe that she's so innocent like a baby, but she's my baby. As she nuzzles her face in comforter her hair strands falls on her face, I brushed it back with my finger smoothly, and I leaned over to plant a soft kiss to her cheek without her knowing, she was mumbling something to herself in her sleep which I didn't get, but I replied her anyways "yes I love you"
"Harry!!" Louis interrupted in between from behind me, I did not know that he was standing there the whole time or maybe he cought up right on time, I quickly stood up and looked at him, my mouth opened to say something, but I had no words because he was so shocked
"Um! Loui,... it was just..." I started stuttering and I was totally out of words, because I didn't know how much of it he was observing and what should I say
"You said you love her? Right?" He said in a low voice so that her sleep may not get disturbed, folding his arms near his chest he came near me raising his eyebrows and waiting for me to utter something
"Yes I do" I said while looking down at my feet, I was not able to eye contact with him of what he must be thinking about me that I didn't even share this with my best friend
"Don't worry I'm not judging you" he patted my shoulders strongly and assured me that he's a true friend, I hugged him chuckling
"dumb head you think I had no idea about it, I kinda knew from first day, but I wanted to give you space so that you can feel comfortable in telling me, but you took so long" he nodded his head at me and glanced at Jasmin who was in deep sleep, not knowing anything about our surrounding
"I am so glad, .. but you know that its so complicated" I said in a low voice
"It isn't" Louis nodded in no
"She's Muslim and I'm Christian, we have no match at all, she's so religious and pure like her religion, we can't be together,.. We are different" I speak all my heart out which I was thinking about her and us from the beginning when I started to like her when she was first assigned as our personal assistant and then our tour manager, I loved her at first meeting already, she was different from every other girl, I didn't wanted to go closer to any other girl since the day I've met Jasmin, I feel different and important when I'm around her, I don't know the air feels so different when I'm talking to her, her laugh and her tears feels so important to me. And whenever she feels so weak I want to help her I want to be with her to move forward I don't want her to fight with her anxiety all alone, I want to be her strength.
"I know how you feel, but from inside we're same, it doesn't matter to love that our religions and sects are different, it just happens and all of sudden you realize that you are not you anymore but them" Louis tried to calm the chaos in my mind
"But its not the right time to reveal her about my affection to her" I said while looking at the sleeping Jasmin
"When you feel like, then just tell her" Louis patted my back and smiled at me and I nodded understandingly
"Sweet dreams my girl" I then whispered in her ear and she curled up into the comforter