Canddise P.O.V
After I was done with my bath, I wore the the blue underwear and bra and wore the Short White dress which Jack gave me, wipping my hair sighing softly I walk out from the bathroom
Jack was seating down on the bed glaring at me. the next thing I know he ran werewolf speed beside me, I gasp looking up at him in fear, but his eyes was soft and lustful, he touches my wet curly hair softly and aiming at my lips, he lowered his head and wated to kiss me but I turn my face aside, I don’t want him kissing me. I heard him sigh then he kissed my cheeks , I didn’t look at him back
‘’ dinner will be here soon’’ Jack told, I didn’t say anything but for some reason I felt really Dizzie I walked over to the bed and set at the edge holding my head, Jack looked at me worriedly
‘’ Canddise are you alright’’
‘’ I’m fine’’ I whisperly lied, there was a door knock , but I didn’t care to look whom was it, Jack walked to get the door but I had decided not to look,
‘’ Dinners ready’’ Jack said closing the door
‘’ I’m not hugry’’ I said to him back
‘’ , EAT..’’ Jack told sternly , I looked at the plate I’m not sure how he knows that Lambchops are my fav But Nope I’m not going to eat
‘’ I am not hungry’’ I told and shook my head
‘’ I Said eat your Dinner Canddise’’ Jack told clenching his teeth, I know his wolf is taking over, I fear his wolf more compare to him, but I really am not hungry, I shook my head tearing up
‘’ Stop Crying’’ Jack tells I cup my lips and shook my head already tearing up
He places the plate infront of me, I turn aside I don’t even want to look at the food
‘’ Eat Canddise’’ Jack says irratatedly
‘’ I don’t want to’’ I whisper
‘’ Eatttt..’’ Jack warns, I shook my head, I don’t want to eat, he growls unpatiently I flicnh looking at him
‘’ Pleaseee...’’ I cried
‘’ Why...’’ he asked coldly pulling my chin towards him, I gaspe looking at him tearing up he does not look really happy
‘’ I don’t want to eat’’ is my simple reply , He frowns looking at me
‘’ Canddise,I know what your doing with your wolf, your starving her..’’ He said looking at me
‘’ She doesn’t wants to eat as well’’ I said softly... he looks taken back touching my cheeks softly softly
‘’ Can’t you see, I’m punishing myself Jack ‘’ Jack looks taken back
‘’ why...!! why are you doing this to yourself’’ Jack asks, I teared up opening to him
Jack P.O.V
‘’ why...!! why are you doing this to yourself’’ I ask sternly what is wrong with her , she teared up looking at me
‘’ Ask her not to cry, why is she crying..’’ My wolf growls in me, I growl to him back
‘’ Shut up, just shut up..’’ I shush him back
‘’ I cannot see her crying like this Jack, I cannot see her..’’ my wolf howls, I never seen this part of him in me
‘’ I know me too’’ I replied him back, I looked at her , she shook her head No,
so many emotions in her eyes, whats wrong.
‘’ Can’t you see, everything is my fault Jack, everything is my fault, I killed our baby Jack , I am so clumcy, I fall down from the stairs taking away the life of our daughter ’’ she cried and shook her head sobbing heavily I gaspe looking at her, what the heck, I lifted her up and placed her on my lap, she cried looking at me
‘’ I killed her Jack, I Killed her’’ she sobs holding my jacket, why is she telling this
‘’ No you did not, you hear me, you did not kill her, it is just an accident ‘’ I told lifting her chin to look at me as how serious I am, she cried and shook her head.
‘’ its all my fault, I should have watched the staires, I was so clumsy like always, I Shouldn’t have been born Jack, I’m a bad luck, I Shouldn’t have born, I am bad luck to everyone , I’m useless Jack, I’m Nothing ’’ She cries and starts talking things which doesn’t really relates
‘’ Canddise..’’ I said softly,
‘’ No Jack, No.. I wanted to be a mother so bad Jack, In my life I never wanted anything else except for her, true I was upset and sad when you force breed on me, but that is only because of the pain, the minute I felt her growing in me, I loved her Jack I really did love her’’ she sobs crying .
‘’ Canddise look at me, Look at my eyes when I’m saying this..’’ I hold her chin and looked at her light hazel eyes
‘’ We will have more, I will give you more, do you understand me, You are mine Canddise that is what your designed for, ..’’ I told sternly she cries looking down while I realise her chin
‘’ I want to lay down forawhile Please..’’ she tells , I nod placing her on the bed making her lay down on the pillow when I notice her hands, anger boiling in me, I took her hands examining it..
‘’ this looks fresh’’ I growl lowly, she gasps looking at me taking back her hand
‘’ Canddise what were you thinking..’’ I growl looking at her Silver bruises
‘’ its no point Jack , I better to be death then be alive..’’ she sobbed..
‘’ Dont say that..’’ I growl pulling her chin.. nearly want to slap her what knid of nounsence is she claiming, And I notice her wolf is in control, Her wolf Flower it's name is has striking blue eye. Every Omega has blue eyes when they take control.
‘’ Canddise..’’ I called for her but still her wolf Flower is in control
‘’ Its no point Jack, Its no point at all’’ her wolf tells softly
‘’ what are talking about’’ I asked frowning..
‘’ Its no point to hope, its no point to believe or its no point to have faith, its no point, it's no point at all...’’ her wolf tells softly she looks so liveless I never seen her wolf took control in her human form before, only once that was on that night where she left with Killghara, I curl her hair behind her ears to calm her down ...
‘’ You and your wolf hates us Jack , We waited for you our whole life only to be trapped and to get abused again after the hunters after everything, we have no one Jack, Its no point, Its no point at all, ’’ her wolf kept on repeating this things weakly and softly but I’m not sure what to responce with that , then she closes her eyes.
I got up and sat on a couch watching her sleeping
‘’ Jack’’ Sophea mindlinks me
‘’ Come in’’ I linked her back
When she got in I told her what happened
‘’Whats going on with her’’ I asked looking at Canddise
‘’ I’m not sure... but its not normal for a wolf to shut down like that, ‘’ Sophea told,
‘’ I agree..’’ I said to her back looking at Canddise softly breathing , My wolf is worried but silent as well. When the door burst opened Suddenly,
what in the world I glare only revealing Aithusa glaring straight right at me
I growl at him when he growls back at me....
‘’ I suggest you to shut up Pup, before I regreat doing anything ‘’ He growls
I growl louder running werewolf speed carrying Canddise up bridal style, my wolf is beyond pissed but curious as well how did they find us. Aithusa growls louder looking at me carrying Canddise, while I growl back louder.
‘’ Beta Aithusa ‘’ another voice was heard when I look at the direction it was Kali, logan and some of their packmembers whom is helding hostage of my owns.
'' Delata Jack" Bella sobs looking at me, shit everything is such a mess
Zayne P.O.V
Just as I though I am having a great day with Val someone has to interupt and ruin this moement. After enrys Mindlinks me and letting me know that Jack and his downline friends are in trouble something about being captive in Killghara’s pack because they had kidnapped Canddise, geez this made my blood boil .
I was terrorfied, worried and vexed as well. being an Alpha I got my responsibilities to keep my pack members save , that is how their parents trust me and I intended to keep their trust with me.
I was so pissed of how trouble they are in or going to be in when I got there, not even discussing with me or Emrys on this deathbeat mission and simply following the Delta’s orders was a deep blemish mistake.
When we arrived at killghara’s village pack, I saw some my packmembers including Jack was at the porch , and what pissed me more is my packs shewolves were involved in it too, not only shewolves but one of my pack Dr as well.
Great, just so fucking perfect, with a Glare I and Emrys walk in their pack house while the others waited for us outside
I’m deeply shamed , it’s like getting them out of bail or something erggg...
‘’ Killghara..’’ I said calmly sighing reaching my hand and to my suprice he handshake me as well , its a sign to let this go on ease
after all I’m the Alpha and I’m not involved.
After a long negotiating we were just given a fair warning
Mate or not Jack and his companions did kidnapped their pack member and went into their pack side without even consulting their approval.
I foud out Canddise wolf shut her down, and she is taken care of by Logan.. Emrys went at take a look at her and mindlinked me she is alright and under threatment by logan thats all...
As an Alphha if someone had kidnapped one of my pack members I would be and pissed of as well
we applogiesed and agreed it was ourside of the mistake and the arguement about the whole Canddise topic came back on her forced tattoe, the abuse she had faced with Jack and her psychology stage she is now,
the worse part of it all was when that Kali girl told I was not doing a good job being Alpha,
do I need this name now,
erggg It made my pride so low but I decided to not make a fuss about it cause deep inside I know she is right,
I should had stopped Jack when the first time he wanted to lay a figire on her, but I didn’t, I didn’t enjoyed him abusing Canddise but I did not question him either, and that is another mistake that I did in life. The first one was rejecting Valentine and the second one is this.
After a long talk
I and Emrys agreed it is the best Canddise stays with her pack members until she herself wanted to be with Jack.
After all we don’t have second chances, those are just stories that you might heard of somewhere or read somewhere but the truth is we don’t , we are designed as we are and as long a Male werewolf is born , their another half .. a she wolf will be born right after him a few years later and the shewolves are a gift designed just for him and his wolf. She is his mate and he is hers.
A Shewolf can only get pregnant by her mate and she can only be matted and marked and claim by her mate. And the Shewolves will forever will be their mates no matter which pack they belong to or even if they are a Rogue.
But its different here, Looking at Canddise situation, She don’t want to stay with Jack anymore , she wants to stay in her pack, She fears him to death until her wolf shuts her down for her to cool down, it is not alright for a shewolf to shut herself like that, there were rare cases that it can even lead to death.
To me I know it is better if she stay here.
Cause lets say if I agreed with Jack and forcely fight for her and bring her back to our pack house, I don’t want anything bad to happen to her in my pack house and I cannot guarantee her life in my pack house as well
after whitnesing how Jack was with her, Possesive and Abusive and made the girl fear on every touch she makes.
I felt it is the best if she stays in her own pack ,
though I discern Jack has changed but there is no guarantee
besides I can tell she feels save here and she likes it here And She feels she is with her family, and I believe that is what she needs.
When I reached Killghara’s pack porch, Jack glares at me angrily
‘’ Zayne, I want her back she is mine,’’ Jack growls lowly stating his point, but I had enough of this, I punched him on his face which I know he was unexpecting this but this time he went too far. In my entre live I never punched a person before but today I just couldn't hold it, Holdig Jack's wrist.
‘’ to the Pack house Now..’’ I Growl in annoyance dragging Jack with me to our car, there was a bunch of yes Alpha that I heard Sam was driving my car while I sat beside him on the front passenger seat while, Emrys and Jack seat behind.
‘’ Tell the girls to go to their rooms..’’ I mumble coldly at Emrys, he nods and I know he is mindlinking with my pack girls, I don’t want them to whitness this especialy Ageda in my alpha mood.
When we reached home, I was beyond furious , I couldn’t burst my anger in Killghara’s Village pack house so I decided to do here
‘’ I cannot believe this, you could have been killed, you brought our pack members into danger’’ I growl looking at Jack, what the fuck is he thinking to go behind my back and do this type of mission.
‘’ Zayne, I .. Canddi..’’
‘’ fuck you , what were you thinking ‘’ Emrys yelled looking furious himself after all he is a Vermont and a Beta of corse his a nerd but he has his limits
‘’'' she is mines, , '' Jack growls angrily I can sence his wolf getting pissed which only ended mines and Emrys wolf to retard back growling angrily. He knows he can’t beat myself and Emrys no matter what after all we are his superiors. ,
‘’ Do not fucking growl at me do you understand, I am your fucking Alpha..’’ I growl back angrily which made the girls whom are involved gasping some started to tear up others gasps looking at me in fear, shewolves.. ...
‘’ Emrys, Sam take him to the basement, I’m punishing you Jake, you gave me no choice, you to put there for three days , no food or water .. take him away from my sight’’ I told coldly
‘’ '' Zayne, I.. Canddise, she is mines, I want her to be by my side, I have my right, You know well , She is to be with me''’’ Jack kept on defending himself with mixed emotions , much as I hate to do this to my own cousin, my family my delta , my friend but I need to punish him, he needs to know what type of damage he has done to all of us in some way.
‘’ Enough, Take him away..’’ I growl lowly..
‘’ And for you all, get your ass back to your house, before I punish each of your asses too’’ I growl to the others whom were involved,
‘’ Yes Alpha..’’ they told walking away as soon as possible, oh they will get punished for this, I will let Emrys to handle what is their punishment will be maybe spring cleaning for a month or something. Or even better the girls don’t participate for the cheerleading competition as for the boys more creative for sure. Then again what about my pack Dr. Sophea I glare at her
‘’ And you, I am so disappointed with you..’’ I told coldly
‘’ But, Alpha Zayne, I was just doing my job as what the Delta had told..’’ excuses I shook my head I don’t want to hear it, I turn aside
‘’ I am so disappointed on you Sophea, I’m Sorry Alpha Zayne.. I’ll be bringing her back home now’’ Zaylen Sophea’s husband and mate told looking at me with disappointment and guilt, Zaylon is one of the Dr in my pack house as well, It was not Zaylens fault he was in my side . I nod looking at him which made him to nod at me back with some amount of sathisfaction
‘’ lets go’’ Zaylen told glaring at Sophea ..
‘’ I just wanted to help..’’ Sophea dispute already tearing up sniffing, I can sence how angry is Zaylen is.
‘’ you should have atleast discussed with me, then what am I for as your mate..’’ Zaylen growls at his mate pulling her wrist with him
‘’ will be going’’ Zaylen told with that he dragged his mate with
‘’ The rest of you just go..’’ I told looking at the others who were all in myside helping me coming to pick Jack and his fellow friends up
‘’with I sigh I walked upstairs and storm in to my room. Growling angrly frustrated I heard a gaspe which made me and my wolf to concentrate the person whom was seating on my bed. Valentine Winters.
She looks hesitated and scared looking at me which made me to calm down looking at her, slowly she walked to me and hugged me I sigh with sathisfaction and hugged her back, atleast I have her on my side then again she is not my luna yet. She is not in my pack yet. I sigh pulling myself away from her.
‘’ whats wrong..’’ she asked softly looking at me. I shook my head sighing ..
‘’ You can tell me..’’ she told back sincerely but that only made me to glare at her
‘’ I can only tell this to my Luna, Not another packs Delta..’’ I said brushing away from her ,
She frowns and looked at me, I took out my shirt and walks to the bathroom, taking a cold bath to cool me down abit, I walked out naked wipping the back of my neck its a neat trick to realise your stress, I found Val blushing on her own thought which made me to role my eyes, beinf an alpha mate she doesn’t understands me.
After wearing shorts I climb on my bed and threw the pillow beside me down on the floor, I think today Valentine can go sleep on the couch like she will do to me. I’m just not in the mood to deal with her today I just want to go to sleep.
Bbut as expected she picked up her pillow and walk to her side of the bed, roughly placing it on its actual place she lay down on it.
I felt her eyes burning on me, but I was focusing up the ceiling. With a sigh I closed my eyes both of my arms underneath my head when
‘’ Zayne..’’ I heard Vals soft voice.. I didn’t answer a few minutes latter
‘’ Zayne..’’ again she calls , though I did not have the mood to speak with her of how upset I really am, Awhile later I sigh teling
‘’ Just go to sleep Val, I have no mood to argue with another packs Delta now ‘’ I told coldly I felt her hit her head back on her pillow again with frustration groans which I really didn’t care about. With that I fell asleep and I know she did that too ,
A/N :
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There will be more drama just as FYAZ. IF you guys are interested in werewolf stories like how FYAZ Is :D enjoy your day this chapter is dedicated to all of you : in two weeks will be uploading the next chapter