CHAPTER 10.2.2 (Restricted)
SEBASTIAN
After fifteen minutes that felt like forever, ay namataan ko na rin siyang papalapit sa kinalalagyan ko sa kusina. Nakapantulog na siya. She's wearing a spaghetti strap satin sleepwear. Her hair was tied in a messy bun, revealing her delicate flawless neck and shoulders.
Was she deliberately sending me a signal to retreat and surrender?
"Hey..." bati pa niya hanggang sa tuluyan na siyang makalapit sa akin.
"Hey..." ganting bati ko rin. Trying not to look at her exposed skin.
Naupo siya sa aking tabi habang mariing kagat ang kanyang labi. I tugged her chin and released her lip again.
"Let's eat," sabi ko na lang, completely ignoring my growing desire to kiss her.
"Uhm, Sebastian..." Nag-aalangan siyang humarap sa akin. Her knees rubbing my leg." I'm sorry na. Let's not fight anymore, please..."
Napatitig lang ako sa kanyang magandang mukha at tinantiyang maigi ang kanyang mood.
"Adison..." Noon ko na rin siya hinarap at hinawakan ko ang kanyang dalawang kamay. "I'm sorry too... but-" Malalim pa akong napabuntong-hininga bago magpatuloy." I just hate it when you're seeing other man."
"Matt is my friend, Sebastian. Wala kang dapat ipagselos. I mean, wala kaming ginagawang masama."
"I still don't like it, Ady," seryoso pa ring sagot ko.
"Hindi ko naman puwedeng kalimutan na lang ang pagkakaibigan namin, Sebastian. Classmate ko na siya kahit noon pa. Four years 'yun... It's not that easy to stay away from him," tila naiinis na maktol pa niya.
"Kung importante ako sa'yo, you'll stay away from him." Napatiim bagang ako at iritadong umiling. I couldn't believe I am even having this conversation with her!
"Sebastian..." Panandali siyang natigilanat bahagyang napakunot-noo. "Am I important to you?" naghihinampo pang himig niya habang mataman akong nakatitig sa nagluluha na niyang mga mata.
"You are important to me."
"Then can you just trust me?"
"It's him, I don't trust, Adison."
"It's the same thing, Sebastian..." Bumuntong-hininga pa siya habang tila nagpipigil na maiyak." I can't just give up my friendship with Matt dahil lang sa klase nang pag-iisip mo."
"What?!" I can't believe her! I searched for words and opened my mouth a few times, but no words came out.
Ugh, this is frustrating. She's frustrating! Damn!
"Kung hindi mo kayang tanggapin ang paliwanag ko, then maybe things will never work between us, Sebastian," mapait pa niyang sabi kasabay ang mapakla ring ngiti." Baliw na nga ako sa ginawa kong ito para sa'yo alam mo ba?" Ngumuso siya at ilang beses na kumurap para pigilan ang pagpatak ng kanyang luha. I didn't know how to react." Pumayag ako sa set-up na obviously naman ay ako ang dehado." Her voice cracked and tears came streaming out of her eyes." Pero pumayag ako because I really like you, Sebastian... and I am hoping for more..."
"This is all I can give, Adison..."
"I know. Pero sana intindihin mo rin kung ano ang kaya kong ibigay sa'yo. And chosing my friends is not something I need your control."
She's so damn frustrating...
"P-pero kung hindi mo kayang tanggapin 'yun, then maybe hindi na dapat natin ituloy 'to." She bit her lip trying to suppress her emotion.
Mariin akong napapikit at napabuga nang hangin.
You need to end this Sebastian. You have to. But fuck! I can't!
"Stop crying, please..." Ginagap ko ang kanyang mukha at ginawaran siya nang manipis na halik sa labi." Fine, just don't get too close to him, okay?" Hell. What am I doing?"Let's not fight anymore," sumamo ko pa.
Saglit siyang natahimik bago marahang tumango at agad na yumakap sa akin. Ibinaon ko ang aking ilong sa kanyang buhok. Oh God, I missed her scent.
"We need to eat, Baby..." bulong ko pa." I am really starving..."
Marahan siyang tumango bago kumalas nang yakap sa akin. Pinunasan niya ang luhang bumasa sa kanyang pisngi bago umayos na rin nang upo.
"Nagugutom na rin ako. Let's eat!" sabi pa niya.
"Okay..." Tumango ako at nagsimula na nga kaming kumain.
Matapos ang dinner ay kanya-kanya muna kaming pumunta sa aming kwarto at nag-toothbrush. I have no idea what is going on with me. I am definitely not myself to agree with her. Fuck, that's not me! I am losing control. Shit.
"Hey, let's watch a movie!" nakangiting kayag pa niya sabay senyas habang nakasilip sa pintuan.
"Hmm... movie?Fine..." Tumango ako at lumabas na nga ng kwarto.
Agad niyang binuksan ang wall t. v. at inilipat agad iyon sa Star Movies. As expected, it's a romantic movie. She's killing me...
"I missed Josh Duhamel," kinikilig pang sabi niya at ang ngiti ay abot-tainga. Girls. Magkatabi kaming naupo sa couch at tumutok sa telebisyon.
Napailing lang ako sa kanyang reaction at pinisil ang kanyang mapula-pulang pisngi. She's really young and beautiful. Uh, I think I said that a lot of times. Jeez...
"Romance, eh?"
"Yup!" Tumangu-tango siya." You don't like it, didn't you?" nakangiwing tanong pa niya.
"Boring," natatawang sagot ko at agad ko rin siyang inakbayan.
"Ang haba nang itinulog ko kaya samahan mo na lang ako. Kapag nababaduyan ka na, pumikit ka na lang." Mas lalo pa siyang lumapit at sumandal sa aking balikat.
"You're not giving me a chance to say no." I kissed her forehead.
"Hmm..." Tumingala siya at matamis na ngumiti. "I missed you... So, stay here with me."
"Yeah, me too..." I lightly kissed her lips. Oh Godd, I missed her... I tried to deepen our kiss but she resisted.
"I am watching Josh Duhamel... No distraction please," nakangising saway pa niya. Unbelievable.
"Ugh!" I rolled my eyes. She's such a tease." Fine. Eyes on the t. v." Idiniretso ko ang kanyang mukha. She giggled more and hugged me tightly.
And yes, believe it or not, I survived the hours watching a romantic movie. Pinanood ko naman 'yung movie,but I couldn't refrainmyself from touching and kissing her. She kept on resisting me every damn time lalo pa nga't favorite na niya ang eksena. She's frustrating, but yeah, I liked it when she did that. She's cute.
"I believe it's my turn now," nakakaloko ko pang sabi. Kanina pa rin ako nagpipigil. I wanted to be inside her.
Now!
"Aren't you sleepy?" nanunukso pang sabi niya.
"I am... but I have time." Mabilis kong hinuli ang kanyang labi at mariing hinalikan.
I laid her on the couch and pressed my body against her. In between her legs, I am teased her with my hard front.
"We're not doing it in here, aren't we?" she asked. A little reluctant.
"Nobody will come out... Not on this hour," I replied reassuringly before kissing her softly on the neck.
"Let's go to bed, Sebastian..." Iniangat niya ang aking ulo at diretso akong tinitigan sa mukha.
"We'll do it here, Baby," sabi ko pa. I immediately slide my hand inside her satin sleepwear and teased her clit. "I liked you on it, Adison, but without it, is much better..."
Nangingiti lang niya akong tinapik sa pisngi bago muling kabigin para halikan. We both shared a sensual kiss. Sucking and licking. Feeling each other warmth. Then I kissed her face. Trailed kisses down to her neck, down to her breast while my hand was tugging the other nipple, making her groaned. I sucked and nipped her nipple. Bit a part of her skin and she squirmed. She arched her lower body to find instant connection with me.
"S-sebastian..." she moaned. Her voice made me wanting more.
I lowered myself between her thighs and gently pulled down her lace panty.
"Be still, Baby..." I held her in place and gently licked her core with my tongue. Her body shivered in response.
I sucked and licked her clitoris while I gently ease my index finger in and out of her core. Her legs was shaking. I could already feel her convulsing until I taste her sweet juice on my mouth.
Her body turned jelly, swept away by the pleasure we both enjoyed, but I am not done with her yet. Not just yet.
I gently eased my length to her core making her squirmed and moaned again.
"Be still, Baby..." Pinisil ko ang kanyang pisngi. Her face flushed... So beautiful.
I started pounding on her. Making our bodies move in a constant rhythm.
"Sit on my lap, Adison," I commanded her in a breathy voice.
Tinulungan ko siyang bumangon at inalalayang maupo sa akin with her legs entwined to my waist. Once again my shaft finds her sweetest sex.
She groaned. It's deeper this way and she'll feel more of me.
"Move, Baby... slowly..." I instructed.
She immediately obeyed and thrusts her sex to my shaft making her groaned louder. She laced her fingers to my hair while I trailed kisses on her neck and collar bone. At habang gumagalaw siya ay sinasabayan ko rin nang paggalaw ang kanyang sayaw. Both of us waslost to the bliss. When I felt her familiar tightening around my shaft, I exploded inside her and she fell into my shoulder gasping for air. Our sweet connection almost consumed us. Hindi kami nakaalis kaagad sa pagkakayakap namin sa isa't-isa.
Nang bahagya na kaming makabawi sa pagod, we both looked at each other and kissed senselessly. In an instant, I felt hard again.
"Up for another round?" nakangiting tanong ko pa.
Gumiling lang siya sa aking harapan at matamis na ngumiti. Hindi pa rin naaalis ang pagkakabaon ko sa kanya.
"Your wish is my command, Ma'am..." I held her face and kissed her swollen lips, but more intense this time.
And for the second time, we got lost with each other again.