Raven's Pov
"Ray" There was a small knock at my door.
I just sit there in the corner facing the vibrant wallpapered wall.
"Ray can I come in" Another knock bounced off the walls of the room.
It had been a week since I was forced to come back to the castle.
I refuse to leave this room or talk to him.
The long scar across my pale skin is a constant reminder what he did.
Every time i look in the mirror it is there.
Its always there....
"I'm coming in" The door creaks open and footsteps enter the room.
I hear him sigh.
"Ray why are you in the corner again" A large pair of arms pick me up bridal style and lay me on the bed.
I lean against the tall wooden headboard and hug me knees closer to my chest.
I stare blankly and he comes into view.
"Raven are you going to speak to me?" His voice was quiet and desperate.
I felt my heart ache for me to just hug him but i refused.
Not after what he did to me.
"I guess not" He crawls onto the bed and sits next to me.
He tries to hug me but i push his arms away and scoot further across the bed.
"Are you at least going to eat something?" He questions.
Everything in me was screaming at me, questioning everything i was doing.
WHY WAS I NOT EATING?!
WHY DO YOU ANT TO DIE?!
DO YOU NOT KNOW YOU ARE HURTING HIM TO?!
WHY ARE WE STILL HERE?!
WHY ARE WE STILL BREATHING?!
I forget he is here and i spiral back into the black hole in my mind.
Regretting everything and shaming every fiber of my being.
My stomach twisted into knots and pain shot through my body.
Falling onto the mountain of pillows i glare at the ceiling.
A small crystal drop escaped my glazed over eyes and cascaded down my cheek.
I was finally broken.
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Aaron's Pov (finally)
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I creep into the room glancing round.
She was curled up in the far corner of the room staring at the blank walls.
Like always.
"Ray why are you in the corner again" I whisper walking over and picking her up.
Gently i sit her on the bed and look at her.
Her hair was mattered and her once bright eyes were dull and glazed over. Her face was pale and emotionless while her clothes were dirty. She was skinny and her eyes were lifeless.
Pulling her knees up to her chest she leaned against the headboard.
"Raven are you going to talk to me?" My voice was quiet and cracked a bit.
Not moving she was like a weeping angel.
"I guess not" I mumble crawling onto the bed next to her.
She pushes my arm away and moves further away when i try to comfort her.
"Are you at least going to eat something?" I whisper.
Again she is unmoved, but her eyes darken into a deep green.
Her face scrunched up in pain and her hands flew to her stomach.
A loud cry of sorrow and pain echoed through the room before silence slipped to replace the noise.
I saw a small tear slip from her eye as it looked like she is arguing with herself.
Soon that small single tear is joined by a series of violent sobs.
"Hey hey hey, it's okay Ray you're going to be okay," I say pulling her onto my lap.
Rubbing circles on her back i try to calm her down.
Tears streak down her light cheeks as she hides her face in my chest.
"I thought you didn't want me anymore" She cried shaky sobs racking through her chest.
"Princess i will always want you" I hush starting to tear up.
"I thought i wasn't good enough for you" She whispers.
"Baby no one could ever take your place" I pull her closer.
Silence filled the room with the occasional hiccup or sniffle from Raven.
"The only reason i was with that girl was because i thought you didn't want me and i was drunk. I had no idea what i was doing, i was just trying to get your rejection off my mind" I mentally slap myself because of how stupid i was.
"I am so so so so so sorry" I mumble salty drops falling from my eyes.
"Aaron" She whispers her voice hoarse.
"Yeah"
"I love you" She smiles.
"I love you too, so so so much" I choke out.
I pull back to look at the angel in front of me.
Her big playful beautiful eyes were back.
Her skin was brighter and her cheeks were flushed a light pink colour.
Her hair and clothes were still a mess but i didn't care.
She was back.
We sat there staring and admiring each other for a while until she fell asleep in my arms.
Gently i laid back , pulling the covers over us she snuggled deeper into my side.
A huge grin was plastered on my face as my eyes began to close.
My Queen, my world and my reason for living was finally back.
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I FINALLY GOT AN IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!
It most likely sucks but hey i don't think it was half bad.
And i would have hated myself if i had to delete or abandon this story.
Hope you guys like this.
Btw the song was *Otherside by Macklemore and Ryan Lewis* If you were wondering.
SO yeah I will update in a bit.
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