OK, UD for tonight. Sensya kung maiiksi lang guys ha. Bawi-bawi din ako pagmay time. :)
Yung sa mga nagtatanong pala kung ilang chapters pa, well...masasabi ko lang malapit na. Hindi ko lang matantya kung ilang pa. HAHA pero malapit na talaga ang ending. Itong mga inuupload ko ngayon, last parts na. So ayun. Saka na ako magsspeech pagtapos na ang kwento! :))
Check out Gina's outfit for tonight! -->
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CHAPTER 86
Wild And Fearless
This is one of the worst birthday ever! Pangalawang beses na nangyari sa tanang buhay ko ang magkaroon ng ganitong birthday party. Ang una ay noong namatay si mommy. Ngayon, sinundan naman ng kagaguhan ni RJ at nang babae niya.
Alam niyo ba kung ano ang iniisip ko ngayon? Isa lang naman. Yun ay...plinano niya ang lahat ng ito. It is part of his plan to make me fall in love with him and eventually break my heart in the end. Hindi ba't ganito naman talaga ang gawain ng mga casanova? They love playing games with women, they love to seduce them and they make every woman fall in love with them. But in the end...when they get tired of them and has already got what they want, they leave them. Just like what RJ did to me.
Seriously...paano nya na-plano ang lahat ng ito? His wise. Really wise. Wala akong masabi sa kanya kundi ang galing niya. Ang galing nila ng babae niya! Siguro, hindi na natiis ng babaeng iyon ang pinaggagagawa niya kaya inilantad na lang ang lahat. And he thinks that his plans have no chance of being revealed. Well, he's wrong about that. Buking na siya!
Hatred is what I feel right now. Pagkamuhi at pagkabigo ang nararamdaman ko. Kinamumuhian ko siya sa lahat ng ginawa niyang panloloko sa akin. Sa lahat ng mga salitang binitawan niya na napaniwala ako. He made me believe that everything is right by his damn efforts. Pero effort lang pala iyon para paniwalain ako. Pagkabigo, dahil...kung kailan mahal na mahal ko na siya, dun niya sinira ang tiwala ko't pinaglaruan ang pagmamahal ko. Sino bang mag-aakala na sa lahat ng kanyang mga ginawa at pinakita sa akin ay puro lang pala pagpapanggap? Napakagaling. Now, I've realized that not all efforts are sincerely done and showed. Sometimes they are only to make a person believe for own interest or fun.
I took a sip of wine in my glass. Just arrived in my condo an hour ago. The first thing I did was soak myself in this bathtub, having a bubble bath. It was raining heavily a while ago, thus I got so wet from the rain. Really epic, nakisalamuha pa ang ulan sa amin kanina. I actually wanted something romantic to happen when it rains...and it's kissing under the rain. Sino bang babae ang hindi pinapangrap ang ganito? It's romantic. But things turned out to be the opposite way around.
I put back my wine glass on my side. I closed my eyes and slowly submerge my whole body in the tub.
"I won't cry. I'm never gonna cry over something that is not worth my tears." I said to myself. I promise. I swear. Never.
Only people who are worthy deserves my tears.
I pushed myself up to rise.
"It's not only him who can fool around.
I can mess around too." I said distinctly. I rose from the tub and prepared myself. Before the clock strikes 12, I'm making my birthday...the BEST ever.
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This may sound crazy. But I am desperate to enter this club right now. Hell, yeah I am. Who says I can't go? No one. No one can say that I can't and I shouldn't. I am on my own tonight and no one can make me stop.
As I entered this club, I caught the eyes of some guys looking at me. Bakit? Nabighani ba sila masyado sa ganda ko? O baka naman sa katawan ko lang? Tss. I smiled at them. Isang pekeng ngiti. See, ganun pala kadali pekein ang isang bagay. You can smile or laugh or do whatever you want...effortlessly. Kaya naman napapaniwala tuloy ang mga tao sa paligid. Hmmm. This is exactly what I wanna do! Fool around. Mess around...TONIGHT. Let's see if I can get someone bite my hook.
I searched for a place to stay. Alangan namang piliin kong umupo sa table. People might notice that I am a loner or maybe...a psycho. I mean, sino ba naman kasing babae ang pupunta ng club mag-isa? Shunga lang? Kaya mabuti pa...Dito na lang ako. Dito sa may counter. This would be a nice spot to catch someone's eyes and attention.
"French Martini, please..." I said to the bartender. He nodded and started to mix my order. What time is it anyway? I opened my purse. Oh, I almost forgot. I left my phone. Sinadya ko talagang iwan ko para walang istorbo sa akin. Before I left, ang daming calls and texts from daddy and friends. Lalo na kay RJ. It was a good decision to leave it.
"Your martini, ma'am." the bartender handed me my drink. Ok, seryoso ito. This man is handsome. I mean this bartender guy. Mala-chinito ang dating. I've actually seen him a few times already. Ito ba naman ang club na lagi naming pinupuntahan ng tropa? Sino ba namang hindi makakaalala sa gwapong mukha na iyan?
"You're being to formal. Just call me Gina." sabi ko sa kanyang nakangiti. Mygad, did it really come out from my out? First time kong mag-initiate ng conversation sa isang bartender. Oh well, like what I've said a while ago...I want to mess around tonight. And it starts now.
Napangiti na lang rin sa akin ang chinito na ito. I took a sip of my cocktail while my eyes remained fixed at him. Hindi rin nya nilalayo ang kanyang tingin kahit na nagpupunas siya ng mga wine glasses. Hmm, interesting. Victim number one.
"Right, Gina. So...why alone?" Aba. So he's also starting to initiate a conversation with me? Osige, go lang. Sasakyan ko lang siya.
"Because...I wanna mess around." sagot ko sa kanya na may mapang-akit na tingin. Tumango-tango siya. Masyado bang prangka? Wag mag-alala...mamaya magiging isang sinungaling na rin ako.
"I see. You look like someone being dumped." aw. This f*cking guy! How did he know? Napataas kilay na lang ako sa kanya. Shit, he's good at reading minds or he really just can tell it by the way I look or act? Tae. Magaling siya. "Just kidding. I didn't know you'd react." I chuckled by what he said. I took another sip of my drink. Then put it down.
"Hmm. Let's just say you're guess was right."--I nodded--"Pang-ilan naman ako sa mga babaeng nasabihan mo nyan?"
Hindi muna siya nakasagot. Oh, ba't natameme? Hindi ba niya naintindihan sinabi ko? Halata sa mukha nya
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"Uhhh. Hindi ko mabilang. Madami...na." sagot niya. My jaw dropped. OHMYGAD! He doesn't know how to speak tagalog? He's not fluent. Shit. Ang cute ng dating. Ang cute ng accent niya. I laughed gently at him. Napakamot na lang siya sa ulo niya. Nice.
At mas lalo pang lumalim ang usapan naming dalawa. Napapatigil lang kapag may dumadating na nag-oorder. Pagtapos nun, kwentuhan naman kami ulit. Ano pinagkkwentuhan namin? LIES. Yeah, lies. I started to lie with this guy. Ang mga sinasagot ko sa kanya, puro kasinungalingan. I didn't know that ganito pala kadali magsinungaling. Kahit ano lang naisip mo at lumabas sa bibig mo, yun na yun. So, ganito pala ang ginagawa ni RJ sa akin noon? How easy to pretend.
"Single?" he asked. I wrinkled my nose and answered...
"Nah. I am a single mom." His eyebrows raised. And his gaze went up and down my body. Ayt, kailangan may ganun?
"Single mom in the club tonight? You don't look like one..." I pointed my finger at him and motioned to come near me. When he's right in front of me, I leaned forward propping my elbows on the counter. I whispered on his ear and said "I am. It's just that...it isn't obvious. Because I still have my curves." I giggled upon saying that.
I leaned away and I saw him nod while smiling. Ahh, shit. I am attracted by his smile.
"Hey." A guy beside me greeted me. Ow.
"Hey." I greeted back.
"Wanna dance?" he asked. Wow, I think this it. I am totally ready to hit the dancefloor! My body is burning enough with confidence to do a booty work.
"Stefan, another shot of Cuervo please." sabi ko sa bartender. His name is Stefan, sinabi nya sa akin kanina habang nag-uusap kami. Actually, kanina pa ako nagsshot ng hard liquor. Pang-lima ko na ata ito? I just need to spice up myself on the dancefloor. It's hard to show off when you're not drunk enough. Walang confidence na halo. But now that I took enough shots, I am ready.
[Play Turn Me On -->
Stefan handed another shot glass of me. "Thanks!" I took the last shot. Ah, shit. It's burning my throat. Pero sige ok lang. "Favor please. I am leaving this to you." I gave him my purse to keep. And after that, I headed to the dancefloor with this guy. Want me to describe him? He's moreno. His body is hunk. And I bet the one down there is...extremely HUGE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Damn.
Hinatak ko na ang morenong lalake na ito sa papuntang dancefloor. Funny, kung sino pa yung hindi nagyaya yun pa ang nanghatak. Anyway, nakisiksik ako sa mga taong sumasayaw hanggang nakaabot kami sa gitna. Tamang-tama, pagdating namin sa gitna ng dancefloor, nagchorus na ang kanta. Shit! I love this club song. It matches my mood right now.
Wala kime kong inumpisahan ang pagsayaw ko sa harap ng lalakeng ito. I danced and swayed with the rhythm first. And then I twined my arms around my partner's neck while he placed his hands around my waist. I started to move slowly, swaying my hips sexily.
I realized that this move is boring so, I grind my body over his feeling his hardness in my tummy. F*ck, I can really sense it. It's huge, shit. This made me seduce him more. I turned my back on him and swayed sexily again. His hands held my hips, I wrapped my hands on his neck as I sway my body from left to right grinding my ass over his manhood.
"F*ck! You're so good at this, baby!" he yelled. I naughtily smiled. I'm glad he's enjoying it. So this is what Casanova's usually do in a club? Wrap around their arms on every woman they meet. This is what it really feels like to mess around! To fool around! It's exciting. It's enjoying! I am really having fun tonight!
"I can't wait to f*ck in you bed, babe." he said with an irresistible urge. Ohhh, what a straightforward word. The sound matches him, he's already turn on.
I face him. "Then, do whatever you please." I said in a seductive voice with a seductive look. I turned my back on him again. What I am planning to do next is kinda hard. Because I've never done it before with any man. But how can I achieve my goal to have the best birthday ever If I won't do it? Of course, I should.
Now, that we're facing in the same direction. I abruptly bend over at my hips, keeping my leg straight and my backside raised toward my partner. This is what you call the "dropping" move. I'm sliding my body over his body. I bet he got more turn on after what I did.
"Shit!" he cursed. He hold both my shoulders to face him. At sa pagharap ko sa kanya, he started to kiss me on my neck. F*ck, what is he doing? Shit. Can't wait? Such in a hurry? I can't stop him. I loving the sensation. And because of this, I closed my eyes as he nibbled kisses on my neck. His other hand, pulling me more towards his...erection. Ohgad! I arched my neck as I felt this pleasurable sensation.
"Ria!" someone pulled me away from this man. Ugh! Who the f*ck is this interrupting man?! I looked at the guy who pulled me. Wait...My vision is kinda blurry. I shook my head.
"L-Luis?" I saw the expression on his face. He seems worried. Why is he here? How did he f*cking know that I am here?
"Ria..."--he cupped my face--"Let's go home, ok? Where are your things??" I smiled at him and pointed Stefan. He grabbed my hand and took me away from this dancefloor.
"Hey! That's my woman!" yelled the guy I've danced. Isa pa tong sira ulong ito, hinawakan ang kamay ko.
"Get your hands off my girlfriend!" aw. The guy released my hand.
Nakarating na kami sa counter. B*llshit. I feel dizzy. Parang umiikot na ang paningin ko. Hindi ko na alam kung ano na pa ang nangyayari sa paligid ko. Narinig ko na lang na nagpasalamat si Luis kay Stefan.
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What the hell! Ria is already drunk. Kanina ko pa hinihila papalabas ng club ang babaeng ito pero ayaw papigil. Gusto pa daw nyang bumalik sa loob para uminom at sumayaw. Hindi ko sya sinasagot sa bawat sinasabi nya. All I think can think about is to help her get out of here. Ang totoo nyan, sinundan ko sya galing sa condo niya. Nakita kong sumakay sya ng taxi kaya naman madali kong nasundan iyon. Ano bang ginagawa nya sa buhay niya? Nagpapakalasing ba siya nang dahil sa nangyari kanina? Hindi ko kayang makita ng ganito si Ria.
"Luis...Come on, let's go. Dance with me~" ungot niya. Halatang lasing na talaga siya sa tono pa lang ng boses alam na. Damnit, paano niya ba nagawa sa sarili niya ito?!
"Aw!" Shit. Natapilok pa siya. Tsk, kinarga ko na lang siya papasok ng kotse. Ang daming nakatingin alam ko, pero wala akong pakialam. Alangan namang pilitin ko pa siyang maglakad sa sitwasyon niya.
Binuksan ko ang pinto ng kotse sa may backseat. At dahan-dahan siyang inihiga doon.
"Hmmm." she moaned with her eyes close. Nabaling ang tingin ko sa may hita niya. Nakataas na ang damit niya at halos konti na lang ay pwede na siyang masilipan. Napalunok ako ng malalim. Parang naakit ako sa legs ni Ria.
Hindi. Hindi tama ito. Hindi ko dapat siya pinagnanasaan. Ibinaba ko na lang ulit ang damit niya. Saka lumabas ulit ng kotse.
I'm taking her to my place.
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BOOOOOOOOOOOM! KAKAIBA NA ITECH! Wild ang fearless natin na ito. Tsk tsk. Si Fafa Luis, to the rescue! nyahahaha :"> Ano kayang mangyayari next? ABANGAN NYO NA LANG! :D
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