don't fall in love with me.
i might grow tired of you,
i might not.
i might get bored of you
and even forgot.
i can make you embarrass yourself
and make you feel it
down to your bones-
that you'd cry
and i won't even try
to comfort your lonely soul
at night.
i can make you feel bad
at yourself too
that you'd stop watering
the flowers in your garden
that you won't have the eagerness
to watch every sun rise and sun sets
like you always did before
and i won't be even sorry.
i can be indifferent
and become distant-
even if it rains
and you didn't bring any umbrella
i won't go after you
and offer you a ride-
because i brought this storm
with me
anywhere i go.
but anyway, i am used
to being soaked
under the rain
that it's part of my life
and part of me.
it never ends
and i always find myself drowning
at sea
that even sharks and
the monsters in my bed
do not dare to come close to me.
don't fall in love with me-
i don't care if i'd ever hurt you,
won't even bring gifts
even if you'd want me to.
you cannot expect anything from me
not even a good morning text
a good night kiss
and much less a call.
if you haven't notice,
my name spells trouble.
the key, you see,
is to not fall in love with me.
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this was inspired by a poem i saw online. credits to that wonderful person who owns/wrote it x