shed thoughts

realization

into the sea
i watch the sunrise together
with you, full of glee.
i thought i saw you smile.
and in the corner of my eye,
you were now watching me.
with a scream, i haven't realized i had fall
i held out a hand
my name— you didn't even call.
i ask for your help desperately
heard you said you don't know how to swim
then i wondered to that stupid hope,
why did i ever cling?
i was drowning
but you were not
in the mood for swimming.