those eyes so brown,
so brown,
it makes me think of coffee.
i look at him and
he smiled at me.
he smiled his favorite, usual smile.
he smiled like he didn't broke my heart.
he smiled like he didn't know.
i wonder, is it also for show?
making me believe he feels the same,
making me a fool for that day.
he's such an actor
an impostor
a fraud.
he broke my heart,
my heart,
now colored like mud.
he's smiling, he's smiley
but his eyes says the contrary—
sadness and pity
is he pitying me?
shut up, just stop
i can't take it anymore.
your lies, the truth
it's making me more confused.
just stop acting,
stop like you're caring
because my heart,
my heart
is broken and drowning
and is so lost,
so lost
floating
at sea.
