Life is filled with torture
Physical, Mental, Emotional
I went through them all
Just to see you die.
You went through all as well
Even more since you cracked
Your body was frail
On the roof this time.
I wasn't worth your suffering
I should've accepted my death
Let you survive
This nightmare I escaped.
I haven't been well darling,
My body is poisoned by the venom of death
The doses of tears and alcohol crossing the limits
My body broken in all the wrong places
You want me to live
And only for that I continue to exist
My body hungry for death
To be with you forever this time.
I poison myself everyday
Trying to kill the emotions inside of me
Forget they exist
Become devout to you.
I would have blown up the world for you
Set fire to the casino
Shot my men as well
Only to have you regain your breath in Venice.
After these ten years,
I still see you
Standing in that purple dress that night
Waiting for me to join you.
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Hello!
This poem took a lot of time to write, yet again at the O'Hare airport. When I was writing it, I felt like all of my insides were breaking and it was hard to write. Nevertheless, I feel it was successful because it takes a lot for me to cry.
Thank you sooooo much for reading/voting/ and commenting. It really means a lot when that little orange light blinks on my phone :)
I also wanted to dedicate this poem to @007fan ! Your support has been absolutely incredible throughout Casino Royale itself and Just An Echo. I thank you so much for wanting to read my works and following my writing! You have really inspired me! ALL OF YOU GUYS CHECK OUT THE WORKS THIS FANTASTIC AUTHOR HAS WRITTEN!!!! The poems are just fantastic!