Micah POV
I guess this is it, this is what dying feels like. It's actually painless, I feel nothing as the gun go off. Here I am, being swallowed into death's black hole, and it's easier than I thought, much easier. We all have this idea of what death is. We dread it, we fear it, we think it's painful, lonely, and cold. But it's not that at all. It's actually painless, numb, blank, dark, quiet. I never thought in a million years I would come this close to death at a young age, but I guess you never know when death might come and kiss you with it's chilly lips and succumbs you into it's black hole, the pit of darkness and nothingness. I'm thinking of all the things I could've done! All the things I could've seen, spend more time with my mama and daddy, be happy, live out my dreams! Wow my dreams! The life I had planned for myself, is now so blasé, just gone! This is death, dark, nonthingness, numb, black hole.
"Micah" I can hear Austin voice but I can't see him, it's darkness every direction I turn. I try to call after him as he keeps calling my name but nothing comes out. All of a sudden a tiny speckle of light breaks the darkness. Although very tiny the light illuminates everything above me. I forgot everything anyone ever told me about death, about not going into the light. "Micah" I can hear Austin call my name more clearly from above where the light was coming from. My body begin to float towards the light as the little speckle in a sea full of darkness begin to swell. Now I'm blinded by the light, can't see anything but I can hear Austin still call my name............
"Micah?" Austin said as I opened my eyes with my head laying in his lap. "Austin were dead right?" I asked as I looked into his face, the face I thought I'd never see again. "No Micah, we're not dead! You're not even shot! I killed those bastards!" Austin told me. I had to pinch myself to believe that my body is still alive. "How?" I asked. "Jaquan punk ass didn't know I already had on a vest. So I played dead just to buy time, make sure the goons were gone. I'm just glad I got here in the nick of time or I woulda lost you!" Austin told me wrapping his arms around me. I still on the other hand couldn't help to think that I was still alive. I lifted my head off his lap and looked around and I saw Miles body lay lifeless. I actually feel kind of sad, despite it all I never wanted it to end this way! Miles was once my friend and his death will never be something that I will celebrate in, but I won't cry over him either.
I look to the left and saw Jaquan body right beside him, lifeless. My heart froze! The man I loved, the man I was going to choose, was playing me the whole time! With knowing all of that, my hearts still yearn for him!! Lord knows I didn't want him dead! I scream out as I crawl to his body. I repeatedly beat on his chest screaming for him to come back but he wouldn't. Austin came and grabbed me and pulled me away!
"FREEZE! PUT YOUR HANDS UP WHERE I CAN SEE THEM!!" I heard from the door as policemen barged in surrounding is. I threw my hands in the air and they grabbed us and lead us down the stairs for questioning, already down there was a scared little Ava, and Kelcey explaining the story of what happened to am officer....
8 Days Later...
"How you feeling?" Kelcey asked me while bringing me a bowl of soup to my couch I was laying on. "Kelcey, I should be asking how you're doing, you went through as much as I did." I reminded her. "Yeah but I'm healing, you're not, you're still heartbroken over a guy you thought loved you, so you have every right to be in a funk, but soon you're going to have to start getting it together boo!" Kelcey told me. "I hear you!" I told. "How is Ava?" She asked me. "As well as anybody her age could be while going through this situation, some stuff she don't understand. I hate she had to witness that mess! I actually let her talk me into letting her stay with me for a few days, don't ask how, It's Ava. Besides Austin needs a much needed break." I told Kelcey. "How are you and Austin by the way?" She asked. "We're good! I mean I think we are, we both decided it's best that we take it slow, that we find our way again. I love him, he loves me, I love and adore Ava more than any person on the planet other than you!" I told her. "Well I'm glad you got that figured out." She said.
"Thank You!" I told her. "What for?" She asked. "For being the best best friend anyone could ask for. For not leaving me twisted in the wind, for being my shoulder to cry on, for being my rock, for being my sister! I don't tell you enough that I love you and I appreciate you!" I told her tearing up! I really do love and appreciate everything she do! "Micah I have to tell you something, I probably should've told you sooner." Kelcey said. "What?" I asked hoping she wasn't about to say she's Miles sister! "Micah you're not going to like it, but just listen. I love being there for you and being a rock for you and that shoulder you cry on, all of that you mentioned. But while doing that I lost a piece of myself, I been so worried about you lately I've forgotten to live, don't get me wrong I love being your person, but I need to breathe a little, live a little, not worry about you all the damn time and just go be me. I been thinking about this for some time now, and after this last event I definitely think it's time to not only let you fly, but to also let me fly. So I decided to just take a semester off after summer break, just so I can have some time to fly, to soar, to bathe in the sun!" Kelcey told me.
I took it all in everything she said, instead of feeling some kind of remorse for her decision to leave, I actually felt relieved. She was right we both need to fly! Although my days will be empty without my friend, I can honestly say yes, go fly! "I love you Kelcey!" I told her as hugged her crying. It was time for me to grow up and make my own decisions
After Kelcey and I finished hugging it out, Austin called me to come pick up Ava. Which was strange since his ass told me he was bringing her. I pulled up to the massive house as chills hushed over my body! I haven't been here since the incident, and I haven't seen Austin since the incident as well! I was completely nervous, it's like my whole life is starting over. When he opened the door my breathe was taken from me when I saw my sexy ass man stand in the doorway! He had on nothing but a white nike wife beater and some grey nike running pants. Simple but yet he still hypnotizes me the way his muscles bulge and then that big ass di... Yeah let's not go there! He held open his arms for me and it was like my body was on a conveyor belt, it was like I floated into his arms. "I missed you baby!" He told me. I looked up into his eyes, and saw they were glossy, "I missed you too!" I told him. He lifted me up into his arms and carried me to his room. I kissed him everywhere when he laid me down on his satin sheet covered bed. "I wanna make love you to you like I've never have before! I want you have the best of me." He whispered in my ear before nibbling it. Oh shit that turned me on and scared the hell out of me at the same time. He slipped me out of my underwear and layed me on back and threw my legs behind my head exposing my hot pulsating hole. At first he kissed it and my whole body shivered!! Then he went to town munching on my hole driving me insane the way he licked it. "Fuckkk Papiii!!"I moaned out his favorite nickname!! He went in even more, I swear my body was going to start seizing if he didn't stop! "OHH SHITTT BABY!!!" I moaned while pulling his hair with both of my hands! He finally came up and planted me with kisses! I pushed him off and pulled down his running pants and released the beast! I immediately went to town returning the favor! My dick sucking skills are at it's max from the experience I've gained, and I could tell the way he was squirming!! "FUCKK MICAH!!! Okay stop I'm bout to bust!" I quickly stopped, I wanted to feel him in me! He turned me over on my stomach and I arched my back, and he entered in me and all I could feel is pure bliss!! Austin knows how to fuck!!! I wanted him wreck my shit up and he was doing just that!! "That's all you got nigga!! I thought you was giving me the best of you?" I moaned teasing him, this actually the best sex I've had in my life! He flipped me over on my back and went in!!! "AHHH FUCKK PAPI!!!" I screamed in ecstasy!!! His strokes was taking the breath out my body but I loved every moment!!! "BUST THAT SHIT FOR DADDY BABY!" He moaned and started jacking my dick while stroking me and that just sent me into another land!!! Then he wrapped his mouth around my dick and started sucking and I instantly nutted everywhere!!!! "AWWHHHYGDFJKK" was all the noise I could make! I think I nutted a piece of my soul out!! "You want my babies?" He said digging in me dipper!! "Hell yeah nigga give me them babies!!!" I moaned grabbing his ass!! "FUCKKKKK!!!!" He moaned out as he busted all inside of me!!
He wiped us both off and layed down beside me! I threw my leg over him and his hands rested on my bare ass cheek!
"Thank you for being the one!! It tooke forever to realize it! We both needed to grow but we found our way back! We both have Ava, even though she's not mine she's still mine!!" I told him! "Im glad you still want her in your life, and love her the way I do! Now I can be at peace! I love you forever baby boy!" He told me kissing my forehead!
I let out a long sigh! I finally exhaled!
Never would I thought I would've been through do much to get love! I've been cheated on, shot, left, betrayed, held hostage, and basically became a father before I realized! Love is a crazy ass game!! And I won! I have my King! It's the best feeling in the world to know you have someone who loves you as much as you love them, and I'm telling you find that person and never let them go! I found mind and I'm never leaving him, no matter what he do I know we can work it out!!!
I hugged my man tight and snuggled in his arms! I exhaled!!
BOOM!
The door to was kicked down and policemen swarmed around us while we layed naked in the bed!
"SIR PUT YOUR HANDS UP AND SLOWLY STEP OUT OF THE BED!" We both did as we were told but they wasn't paying attention to me, their focus was to Austin. They let us put on our pants! I'm still confused as to what the fuck is going on but I knew better than to speak! "AUSTIN ROGERS?" The police said and Austin nodded!
"Austin Rogers you are under arrest for the murder of Mar'Quez Johnson!"
THE END
EPIC FINALE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
*Authors Note*
Finally we come to the end of BOOK 1!!!
I bet some of y'all thought I was going to end that ish all happily ever after..... NOT!!!!
My favorite relationship in this book had definitely been the Relationship of Kelcey and Micah!!!!
I thought Kelcey leaving was brilliant! We haven't seen Kelcey do anything other than take care of her bestie!! But now it's time for get own adventure!!
Austin and Micah finally got to have each other, only if it was for a short time!!!!
WAIT AUSTIN ARESSTED FOR THE MURDER OF MAR'QUEZ????
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