I am fucked up.
I was never supposed to be at this party.
I was never supposed to be kissing you.
I was never ever supposed to be with you.
But, I was.
That night, you broke me down. You destroyed everything that was inside. You looked into my eyes, smirking evilly and revealed all the lies you have ever told me. You sucked up all of my insides, leaving me alone and empty, like nothing happened.
I hate you.
You think, I can move on. You think, I will get better. You always think that, when you break somebody. Then, you brag about them, telling your friends how stupid that person was.
You enjoyed doing that.
I thought, you will never do this to me. You played your part so well, you always did. So, why don't you go tell your friends?
Tell your friends about it.
Tell them how stupid I am, because of my mistakes.