This feeling I have is so unexplainable,
It twists and turns,
Distorting in my mind.
At one moment it is raw and true,
Silent and real, then
All in an instant gone in a flash.
Sometimes it seems
Never to have existed,
Never to have been there at all.
Others it is fresh in my mind,
Frightening, Chaotic
But it exists all the same.
Why it leaves me
I'll never know. Tender and
Warm as a mothers love,
It seems to me.
After so long waiting
Heaven is finally here.