I was in my hotel room and stared at the blue mark on my ribs. I was standing in front of the mirror in just my bra (and sweatpants) whilst I was crying silently. This was the worst birthday I've ever had and I didn't planned on ever celebrating it again.
Suddenly the door burst open, "Lia I-Oh my god, I'm sorry I-"
"shh, it's okay Niall. Come in," I rushed and closed the door behind him. "what the hell happened?" he asked worriedly as he stared at the blue mark. "don't you dare tell anyone," I threatened.
"I won't I promise," he assured me as he gave me his pinkie promise. "so, he didn't just dragged me to his car. He kicked me several times in the ribs and that's why he pulled on my wrist to get me in the car," I explained with tears in my eyes.
"why didn't you tell the police?" he asked confused.
"he threatened me. I didn't know what to do," I said simply. "someone needs to check if you're fine," Niall said with a serious look. "please no, It's over now and nothing's wrong with me," I assured him, making him sigh. "you're unbelievable," Niall shook his head and pulled me into a hug.
Someone knocked at the door and I went to open it without thinking. Harry stood in the doorway with his eyes wide as he saw Niall sitting on my bed and me in only a bra with sweatpants.
"WHAT THE HELL!" Harry screamed right away. "hear me out! It's not what it looks like!" I said quickly but he wouldn't listen. "shut up! I can't believe it!" Harry yelled and pushed me aside so he could leave the room but I blocked him again.
"please just hear me out," I begged.
"are you on your period or are you just dumb? I said shut up!" he was furious. "ACTUALLY, YES I AM YOU ASSHOLE SO FUCK OFF!" I screamed and hit his back so he would leave even though I had blocked his way so he would not. He huffed and left the room immediately.
I started crying and looked at Niall. "I'll take care of it," Niall said before he followed Harry. I slammed the door shut and jumped on my bed, crying. What has gotten into him? It's not like I would cheat on him with Niall and he knows that.
I put on a top and laid under the covers before I turned the lights off. I cried into the pillow for what feels like hours. Definitely the worst birthday ever. I looked at the hill of presents on my couch table. Maybe I should open them now.
I turned the lights on and sat on the couch as I started unpacking the presents. I bet everyone asked Lou what to buy because I don't think that one of the male crew members would know that I wanted those heels.
I got a lot of clothes actually which was awesome. I also got jewelry, make up and lots of more stuff a girls needs in her life, including a pink, glittery '1D Crew' shirt, designed by Alec. It made me laugh so hard but it looks awesome, to be honest.
I also got shirts with 'Harry's girl' on it which made me cry again.
After I unpacked all those awesome gifts I went onto my macbook and looked for a flat. Yea, after this tour I wanted to move out and get a proper job. Maybe I should get a job first. I laughed to myself, remembering that I didn't even had the money to move out.
I left the room and went to Paul's room down the hall. "Hey Paul," I waved as he opened the door. "Lia, what's up?" he asked me. "I wanted to ask if there is any chance that I get like a proper job. Like maybe technician. To earn some money?"
"oh honey, you do know that you're already having a proper job," I chuckled. I raised my eyebrow in confusion, "I do?"
"you're already working as a technician and also helping Lou with the outfits and stuff. Of course you'll get paid," Paul explained still shaking his head chuckling. "Oh, I didn't knew that," I admitted. "I figured."
"well then, have a nice night," I laughed and high fived Paul before I left.
I opened the door to my room and saw Harry sitting on my bed with a red rose and Ben & Jerry's ice cream. "I hate you," I grumbled and took the ice cream from him. I took a spoon, sat on the bed next to him and started eating Ben & Jerry's cookie dough.
"Can you forgive me?" Harry asked hopefully. "no," I shook my head and turned the TV on. It was pretty late but I logged into Harry's netflix and watched 'finding carter'. "please babe, I'm sorry."
"shut up or better leave," I said seriously. "you want me to leave?" Harry asked sadly. "kind of," I said truthfully. "I said I was sorry," Harry defended himself. "and I said shut up," I fired back louder.
We said in silence for a long time whilst I ate the delicious ice cream. "I have a last present for you," Harry told me after a few more minutes. "You already gave me enough Harry," I sighed and looked at the beautiful ring he gave me.
Harry got up and pulled an USB from his pockets and connected it to the TV. He sat back down and pressed play on the remote. Suddenly music started and a slight show of pictures from Harry & I started.
Pictures where we kiss, hug, cuddle or just take weird selfies. Also a few with the other boys and Dad, Alec, Paul, Mason and other crew members. The slight show went on for five minutes and I had tear in my eyes.
The last picture was of us in Amsterdam on the 'the fault in our stars' bench. I started crying and placed the ice cream aside before I hugged Harry tightly. "I'm sorry again. Happy Birthday babe," Harry whispered in my ear.
I pulled away and pressed my lips onto his, taking him by surprise.
"I love you," Harry whispered, making my heart melt. "I love you, too."
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"One whole month and a half!" Niall exclaimed happily as we were in the living room at the boys house in London. The boys had a month and a half off before we travel to Australia.
Harry asked me if I wanted to live with the boys for that time and of course I said yes. "We need to film a new music video guys. The fans want something. Maybe we should film one since we have time off anyways," Liam suggested and all the boys agreed.
"Let's just," I started off but let myself fall onto the couch and close my eyes for a nap. "No, don't sleep. No, No, No!" Harry shook me making me groan. "What do you want Harold?" I asked him with a raised eyebrow as I opened my eyes to look at him.
Suddenly my phone vibrated and I saw that my dad was calling. "Hey dad," I greeted happily. "Open the door, I'm coming over," he said before he hang up the phone. I looked at the boys with a confused expression and went to open the door.
"What's up?" I asked as dad came into view. "You are in much trouble young lady," dad told me furious before he went straight to the living room. "Who of you knew?" dad shouted and pointed his finger at the boys.
"I bet you convinced her to do it right?" Dad pointed at Harry as he walked towards him and held onto his collar. "DAD!" I yelled and shove him away from Harry. "What the hell are you talking about?" I asked annoyed by his actions.
"Oh you know it Lia. You're having a tattoo since a damn long time and you didn't asked for permission nor did you tell me about it!" Dad yelled at me.
"I didn't told you because you wouldn't have allowed it!"
"That's the point Lia!" he fired back furiously.
"Dad, I really wanted this tattoo and I regret nothing," I tried to explain this calmly so he won't storm out of this house without us working this out. "I'm really disappointed in you, Lia," Dad said with hurt in his eyes.
"I'm sorry Dad," I apologized even though I didn't regret getting this tattoo. "I'll see you back on tour," was all he said before he left the house.
I didn't knew which feeling came over me when I ran up the stairs to the room Harry & I will share for the next month. I threw myself on the bed and pulled the covers over me as I let out a scream into the pillow.
Why can't he just tell me that he likes my tattoo and that he'll get over it? I mean it's not like I did something really really bad. Like seriously I don't get it.
"babe?"
"No."
"he'll get over it before you know it," Harry said as I felt how the bed dipped down, telling me that Harry sat down. "that isn't the point," I growled. I heard him sigh from above me, making me sat up to face him.
"I love you," I blurred out as I looked at his flawless face. He smiled widely at me as he said, "I love you, too."
I gave him a quick kiss before I hugged him. His hugs were the best and they always made me feel safe. "Let's get ready for bed, love," Harry said as he pulled away. I nodded and made my way to the bathroom.
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"so like you would be the choreographer?" I asked Liam. He nodded proudly, making me giggle. "What will Harry be doing?" I asked since all I know is that Niall & Louis will be the Studio Execs & Liam the choreographer.
"Harry will be the nerdy-like marketing guy. We have a role for you too," Liam quickly added to the answer. "Which would be?" I asked with a light groan since I really didn't wanted to be in a music video to get more hate.
"The assistant," Liam shrugged like it was no deal. "What do I need to do then?" I asked not sure if I'm going to say yes or no. "just say one or two sentences and dance with us in the ending," Niall explained to me as he entered the living room where Liam & I were talking.
"I don't know," I said unsure.
"please," Liam & Niall both begged in sync. I took a deep breath and let the air out along with a small, "fine."
They both hugged me happily, making me wonder what I've got myself into.
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I'm really sorry if I don't update a lot but school is such hard work and hanging out with friends and birthdays and blah blah it's just a lot so I'm sorry for that :)