I sat on my bed contemplating whether or not I should go to this party.
I made a mental list of pros and cons.
The pros were: I got to see Shawn in that hot ass outfit again (so I think he's hot, so does every other girl in the school) and I got to see if I could find out what he meant and possibly who wrote that note.
Cons: The party is at Adrian's house. I will be seen with Shawn again near Adrian. Everyone will be there and see me with Shawn. I hate parties.
But I still wanted to go. I decided to call Sierra and ask her if she wanted to go with me.
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"But you hate parties!"
"I guess I changed my mind. I want to go to the party."
"Do you want to get back together with Adrian? Is that what this is?"
"No! I just want to change my 'reputation' I guess. People think I'm a loser who fucked Shawn Mendes, so why not show them I'm not the loser."
Sierra giggled a little, "You sure you want to go?"
"Yes. And we have to drive separate," I said, starting to bite on my nails a bit.
"What? Why?"
"Just because," I said, pacing back and forth throughout my room.
"Whatever. You're going to a party and that's all that matters."
I sighed in relief.
"Okay see you there?"
"Yeah, see you."
I hung up the phone.
Now, what was I going to wear?